When i was kid i was bullied by everyone, and i had no friends back then, so as i grew up i developed some sort of Anti-bullying defense barrier in my mind. Now i have huge dificulties to approach "Dificult" ppl, in order to evangelize them because my mind automatically fires a Anti bully respose system that keeps telling me to stay away from these people. And i start judging them a lot in my internal dialog. Even if i dont know them.
I Know it's wrong, because as a christian it is my duty to spread the Word, and to help others to be saved from darkness. But i just can't, i feel too anxious whenever i have to evangelize the same kind of deliquent type ppl who used to make fun of me and bully me at school.
I want to fight this. any tips?
I Know it's wrong, because as a christian it is my duty to spread the Word, and to help others to be saved from darkness. But i just can't, i feel too anxious whenever i have to evangelize the same kind of deliquent type ppl who used to make fun of me and bully me at school.
I want to fight this. any tips?