i was worshiping the lord, telling the father, jesus, holyspirit how much i love them, for who they are and what they do for me. and seeking a deeper closer walk with him yesterday.
im tired of doing things FOR him, but i want to do things WITH him.
like, many people serve a god that is off in the sky somewhere, or whom theyve only read about, or heard of.
they dont realise that the lord wants to walk WITH us, talk to us, and is on the earth right now, and wants to do everything right beside us and with us!
and thats how i want to know him!
i want him in my car with me! in my bed with me! on my job with me! something closer, something more intamite and real than ive ever had before! do you understand my heart?
i want to touch his face! now! not later! i want to feel his breath, i want to hear his very heart beat! i want to see him! i want to really be wrapped up in his arms and really feel those arms on my skin!
FOR REAL! do you understand? this not something one could say, "yeah ive done that". "yeah, thats nice."
"yeah, your passion is becuase your young"
NO! I ABSOLUTLY REFUSE TO TAKE SOMETHING THAT ISNT REALLY WHAT I WANT! OR THAT SAYS IM SIMPLY YOUNG AND WILL GROW OUT OF MY PASSION ONE DAY! NO! I REFUSE TO SETTLE A SECOND HAD RELATIONSHIP WITH GOD! OR SOME STUPID FOOL THAT WANTS TO PULL ME DOWN TO HIS LEVEL OF COMPLACENCY, BECAUSE MY PASSION CONDEMNS HIS APATHY!
I WANT IT! thats why i weep and cry! and have times that are full of tears. i want him, i want to be one with him.
i opened my bible, without really looking for a certain place, and it happened to fall open at mark ch 10.
my eyes fell open one blessed set of scriptures.
10.6,8.
6.from the beggining of creation God made them...
8.and they TWAIN SHALL BE ONE... SO THEN THEY ARE NO MORE TWAIN BUT ONE...
i left out the parts about male and female and flesh becuase i want to use this scripture for a diffrent example.
not of male and female, but of human and Spirit. the Holyspirit of God.
THATS HOW I WANT TO KNOW HIM! I WANT TO BE ONE WITH HIM! THOUGH NOT THE SAME PERSON, male and female are called ONE yet are 2 diffrent beings, thus i believe in the same sense it is possible to be ONE with the lord, yet abide still on the earth.
but that is the cry of my heart, and i hope it is yours.
we can do things for god, work for the lord, yet, if we make THIS our hearts cry, all else will flow from THIS.
and it will no longer be fustrating, mind and back breaking, oh there will be pain, but THERE WILL BE A PEACE THAT OVEFLOODS AND SWALLOWS UP THE SORROW. and youll be overshadowed with his grace and power. to be one with the lord, is to walk in the almightiness of the lord. lives will be changed.
im tired of doing things FOR him, but i want to do things WITH him.
like, many people serve a god that is off in the sky somewhere, or whom theyve only read about, or heard of.
they dont realise that the lord wants to walk WITH us, talk to us, and is on the earth right now, and wants to do everything right beside us and with us!
and thats how i want to know him!
i want him in my car with me! in my bed with me! on my job with me! something closer, something more intamite and real than ive ever had before! do you understand my heart?
i want to touch his face! now! not later! i want to feel his breath, i want to hear his very heart beat! i want to see him! i want to really be wrapped up in his arms and really feel those arms on my skin!
FOR REAL! do you understand? this not something one could say, "yeah ive done that". "yeah, thats nice."
"yeah, your passion is becuase your young"
NO! I ABSOLUTLY REFUSE TO TAKE SOMETHING THAT ISNT REALLY WHAT I WANT! OR THAT SAYS IM SIMPLY YOUNG AND WILL GROW OUT OF MY PASSION ONE DAY! NO! I REFUSE TO SETTLE A SECOND HAD RELATIONSHIP WITH GOD! OR SOME STUPID FOOL THAT WANTS TO PULL ME DOWN TO HIS LEVEL OF COMPLACENCY, BECAUSE MY PASSION CONDEMNS HIS APATHY!
I WANT IT! thats why i weep and cry! and have times that are full of tears. i want him, i want to be one with him.
i opened my bible, without really looking for a certain place, and it happened to fall open at mark ch 10.
my eyes fell open one blessed set of scriptures.
10.6,8.
6.from the beggining of creation God made them...
8.and they TWAIN SHALL BE ONE... SO THEN THEY ARE NO MORE TWAIN BUT ONE...
i left out the parts about male and female and flesh becuase i want to use this scripture for a diffrent example.
not of male and female, but of human and Spirit. the Holyspirit of God.
THATS HOW I WANT TO KNOW HIM! I WANT TO BE ONE WITH HIM! THOUGH NOT THE SAME PERSON, male and female are called ONE yet are 2 diffrent beings, thus i believe in the same sense it is possible to be ONE with the lord, yet abide still on the earth.
but that is the cry of my heart, and i hope it is yours.
we can do things for god, work for the lord, yet, if we make THIS our hearts cry, all else will flow from THIS.
and it will no longer be fustrating, mind and back breaking, oh there will be pain, but THERE WILL BE A PEACE THAT OVEFLOODS AND SWALLOWS UP THE SORROW. and youll be overshadowed with his grace and power. to be one with the lord, is to walk in the almightiness of the lord. lives will be changed.