I have repented for so many things, I can't think of what I did not repent for. In fact, I've even repented for things I did not do just to be sure. I have prayed several times to ask God to tell me if there's anything I missed.
I read your testimony, wow!!! You're a very good writer by the way...and your testimony was very interesting. I want to hear God speak too. Although I did hear a voice a couple times before becoming a Christian. One of them saved my life.
I've been reading about idols and I definitely am a hopeless romantic like you were, I've been praying for God to fix that. I think I'm a bit impatient too. But I was hoping that I could be filled despite my imperfections. I know that I could love God more. I think I fear man more than God at this point in time and I've been praying for his grace on all my weaknesses, just nothing yet, groan
Thank you for sharing your testimony!