When I lived in Australia with a working holiday visa, I was doing my regional farm work on a farm near Exmouth Western-Australia. One night we were driving back to the farm from our day off when my mate lost control of the car, making it roll.
After a 17h repatriation I went into surgery. Verdict, I dislocated my 4th neck vertebrae rendering me tetraplegic. All I could do was drive an electric wheelchair and work on my IPad. Never took a day for granted that I was alive tough.
Somewhat later my friend and I were talking and he mentions the illuminati. I already knew them but a few weeks later I did research on them every day, all day for about two weeks. I started from how the financial system is so designed to keep us enslaved. And the amount of lies packed on top of more lies I discovered.
9/11, the war on terror, the national banks, Obama being gay and the adoption of the children, the assassination of Joan Rivers, passing of Michael Jackson as a pedophile, etc. Did you know US top officials knew about the incoming attack on Pearl Harbour and that they based as many soldiers there as they could? Or that they gave the Vietnamese the assault plans from the US, so they could dig tunnels to make this war as long and bloody as they could. How the CIA manufactured every drug.
But I got the first piece of evidence of God's existence when I found out the holocaust never happened. Yes, it's a hoax. And so it led me to Christ.
When I was reading my Bible I blurted out "I repent", not knowing what it meant. Because John said Repent! For the kingdom of heaven is at hand. I'm from Belgium btw so I didn't knew the word. After that I thought that I crucified Christ again because I lied about repenting because I was still judging, getting angry, smoking cigarettes,.. It's not easy but stressful being a 30yr tetraplegic living with your mom again when you can't handle your blather and have to ask for everything. So I thought that I was facing never ending punishment by saying I repent and it drove me insane for the next months until I was talking to a friend who told me that all I needed to do was ask for forgiveness and that God forgives all sins. So I was happy again and a meek Christian except for the fact that I now was smoking a lot. I kept praying for forgiveness.
Then one night I ended up on a website which had a prayer of salvation. I prayed it and right when I said amen I could feel so much love coursing through me. But since my mom smokes aswell it's really hard to quit. That and my short term brain span from smoking so much weed in the past I already forgot that what I was doing was sinful because it's such a habbit.
And then I learned what blaspheming the Holy Spirit was... By that time I already smoked too much. I only felt pure love once and it felt so good. And now I know that I'm destined for eternal damnation.
If only I knew all this earlier. But since I'm naive as a kid.. Maybe my mistake was I never feared the Lord but only loved him.
Can everyone give Jesus a hug from me please?
It's all I want now :'( tell Them I love Them up there.
Enjoy the New Jerusalem guys.
Sincerely, a sinner
After a 17h repatriation I went into surgery. Verdict, I dislocated my 4th neck vertebrae rendering me tetraplegic. All I could do was drive an electric wheelchair and work on my IPad. Never took a day for granted that I was alive tough.
Somewhat later my friend and I were talking and he mentions the illuminati. I already knew them but a few weeks later I did research on them every day, all day for about two weeks. I started from how the financial system is so designed to keep us enslaved. And the amount of lies packed on top of more lies I discovered.
9/11, the war on terror, the national banks, Obama being gay and the adoption of the children, the assassination of Joan Rivers, passing of Michael Jackson as a pedophile, etc. Did you know US top officials knew about the incoming attack on Pearl Harbour and that they based as many soldiers there as they could? Or that they gave the Vietnamese the assault plans from the US, so they could dig tunnels to make this war as long and bloody as they could. How the CIA manufactured every drug.
But I got the first piece of evidence of God's existence when I found out the holocaust never happened. Yes, it's a hoax. And so it led me to Christ.
When I was reading my Bible I blurted out "I repent", not knowing what it meant. Because John said Repent! For the kingdom of heaven is at hand. I'm from Belgium btw so I didn't knew the word. After that I thought that I crucified Christ again because I lied about repenting because I was still judging, getting angry, smoking cigarettes,.. It's not easy but stressful being a 30yr tetraplegic living with your mom again when you can't handle your blather and have to ask for everything. So I thought that I was facing never ending punishment by saying I repent and it drove me insane for the next months until I was talking to a friend who told me that all I needed to do was ask for forgiveness and that God forgives all sins. So I was happy again and a meek Christian except for the fact that I now was smoking a lot. I kept praying for forgiveness.
Then one night I ended up on a website which had a prayer of salvation. I prayed it and right when I said amen I could feel so much love coursing through me. But since my mom smokes aswell it's really hard to quit. That and my short term brain span from smoking so much weed in the past I already forgot that what I was doing was sinful because it's such a habbit.
And then I learned what blaspheming the Holy Spirit was... By that time I already smoked too much. I only felt pure love once and it felt so good. And now I know that I'm destined for eternal damnation.
If only I knew all this earlier. But since I'm naive as a kid.. Maybe my mistake was I never feared the Lord but only loved him.
Can everyone give Jesus a hug from me please?
It's all I want now :'( tell Them I love Them up there.
Enjoy the New Jerusalem guys.
Sincerely, a sinner
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