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Just a general curiosity, not trying to say I am being called. What types of things did you feel or go through?
I would imagine you might be called to study first. If someone asks for advice and you speak, is that preaching?Just a general curiosity, not trying to say I am being called. What types of things did you feel or go through?
"..not trying to say I am being called."Just a general curiosity, not trying to say I am being called. What types of things did you feel or go through?
Just a general curiosity, not trying to say I am being called. What types of things did you feel or go through?
I lived in the DC metro area for 22 years. I had a night course about the NT at a community college, but dropped out to work extra hours. I kept the text books. One was a Gospel Harmony or Parallel Gospel showing similar Gospel passages side by side. The other is, “Jerusalem in the Time of Jesus,” by Joachim Jeremias. He was a Talmudic scholar studying Jewish records from the first century BC to the third century AD. It helped my understand some about the way the Jews interpreted the Torah and how they practiced their religion. I got involved with an Ancient Near Eastern history and archaeology discussion group online. I visited a theological seminary library as a guest. I learned the Old Testament is too often brutal and unforgiving; part fact and part fiction. This understanding is controversial and brought some hatred upon myself. I looked for salvation in the New Testament. Eventually my health improved. Even when I was poor I was shown God provides.So I am not a pastor or a teacher or anything really.
but for whatever reason I have a strange knowledge of the Bible that is not my own. I do not read well I do not pay attention to anything and I have a memory like a sift
I do t pursue anything Even money. I am about as motivated as a slug
But allow my short story
I spent 16 years chasing inappropriate content and women. I was addicted to anything bad. And I was a scoffer of Christians.
I was arrested. Sent to jail and this all happened while I began reading the Bible at home but not really pursuing Christ so to speak.
I didn’t realize I accepted him already. So when I was in prison I wanted to start a Bible study. It was my number 1 ambition but why?
well I tried several times and it was a failure. My unit was full of some pretty hard characters. And I found myself preaching incredible mistruth about god. I wanted people to love Jesus so bad I was twisting the little understanding I had to promote Jesus
Failure.
now fast forward about 1 year of a 5 year sentence. I end up in a new unit. And I have spent about 2 months studying scripture with my new friend before changing units.
well upon changing units I walked in and immediately met the inmate who was running a Bible study. He came to my sell on the 5th day in the unit and said I see you study scripture I said yes. I am trying to understand the Bible.
he came to my cell the next day and said. You know. I don’t know why but I got this letter from someone who left to go upstate “meaning a long term prison sentence “ and in it he mentioned me leaving to go upstate also. And someone needed to continue the Bible study He said it was me. I laughed. And said I do t really understand scripture. He said. Oh no. You do. Why don’t you run it tonight while I observe. The rest was history and I went on to see about 20 men saved. Maybe more.
So with me. It was confirmed to lead the Bible study by another trusted lover of god. No solid answer. But it’s my story
Just a general curiosity, not trying to say I am being called. What types of things did you feel or go through?