- May 7, 2021
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I know someone (won't name and shame, lol) who is constantly acting like they are the humblest, most sinless, most innocent person in the world, but I have seen them do CRAZY straight up ugly things to even his closest relatives. It can be straight up terrifying. Then he'll immediately act around me as if nothing had just happened. Like: WHAT???
Now I know I have issues, one of them being pride, but I am praying and trying to live better. Am I praying hard enough? Do I remember enough? Do I watch myself enough? Probably not, but I do strive by God's grace to improve daily. Even if I catch myself improving only slightly more than I had done yesterday, I'm grateful to God. I only said something today, instead of going straight to acting upon it. I only thought something today instead of saying it. That may be no big deal for others, but it's huge for me, so praise God!
What I am saying is that I know that I am no way near perfect, and I am certainly as humble as I could be, or as much as we are all called to be. But any small progress, and steady progress too: I see that as the hand of the Lord and His grace on my life.
So, again, from a person who acknowledges that they are not humble by God's standards in the slightest, how does one know that they are humble?
Is it when they can admit that they are wrong, or can admit that they are guilty of something, or they don't know as much as they thought? Is it more about preferring others and not thinking highly of themselves, or much of themselves at all?
P.S: let's not make this thread just about me, k? Lol. Let's make it about all of us. It's friendlier that way, and we'd have more of an open, honest, and fruitful discussion (You'd think that would be obvious to some, but...)
Also, just to clarify, I no longer engage with the crazy person I previously described, but I am praying for them (FROM AFAR). Am I being proud by calling them crazy? Or am I being honest about my thoughts?
Thoughts?
Now I know I have issues, one of them being pride, but I am praying and trying to live better. Am I praying hard enough? Do I remember enough? Do I watch myself enough? Probably not, but I do strive by God's grace to improve daily. Even if I catch myself improving only slightly more than I had done yesterday, I'm grateful to God. I only said something today, instead of going straight to acting upon it. I only thought something today instead of saying it. That may be no big deal for others, but it's huge for me, so praise God!
What I am saying is that I know that I am no way near perfect, and I am certainly as humble as I could be, or as much as we are all called to be. But any small progress, and steady progress too: I see that as the hand of the Lord and His grace on my life.
So, again, from a person who acknowledges that they are not humble by God's standards in the slightest, how does one know that they are humble?
Is it when they can admit that they are wrong, or can admit that they are guilty of something, or they don't know as much as they thought? Is it more about preferring others and not thinking highly of themselves, or much of themselves at all?
P.S: let's not make this thread just about me, k? Lol. Let's make it about all of us. It's friendlier that way, and we'd have more of an open, honest, and fruitful discussion (You'd think that would be obvious to some, but...)
Also, just to clarify, I no longer engage with the crazy person I previously described, but I am praying for them (FROM AFAR). Am I being proud by calling them crazy? Or am I being honest about my thoughts?
Thoughts?