I'm 28. I've never dated. I'm perfectly content as I am-single. I only ask the above question because..I want to know how to *authentically* love Jesus.
There's 3 types of love- Eros, Agape, and Philos.
What does it mean..to truly love God? I've read scriptures about how loving others equals loving God. How action is better than 'loving with words'.
There's got to be more than one way to love someone, right?
I just..want to 'get back to my first love'..which is Him. He loved us before we loved Him. So..
I just don't know what steps to take..that I'm not already taking. Or maybe it isn't so much about the 'stuff' I'm doing but..how I'm approaching it. Perhaps it's my motivation? I don't know. It's supposed to be a genuine 'heart' thing, right? Something you do out of love and not out of duty/routine/to-do-list.
How do I authentically love Him again? I feel like I'm just going through the motions of reading my Bible, of listening to worship music..but it's not penetrating my heart. I don't feel anything. Even though loving God shouldn't be based on feelings. Or should it? I don't know..I'm trying to think of the things I did at first when I first got saved. It's amazing to reflect back on what I was like..how my relationship was so tight..you couldn't even phase me with whatever you thought of me or said about me..I was absolutely and resolutely locked in my conviction of who I was..am in Christ..and there was nothing anyone could say to shake me or my faith. By the way, my faith is in tact. My heart though..feels kind of hardened.. I've been single my entire life thus far that I don't know what it's like to fall for anyone. Sure I've had crushes but..I never had that real life relationship before. Never had that face-to-face interaction before. How can someone expect me to love Someone when I never experienced it for myself? You can't give what you never experienced..can you?
I feel as if my heart is 'dead' in a way..like it isn't able to feel that agape love that, as a Christian, I should be feeling and pouring back out to Him. Simply because He deserves it.
There's 3 types of love- Eros, Agape, and Philos.
What does it mean..to truly love God? I've read scriptures about how loving others equals loving God. How action is better than 'loving with words'.
There's got to be more than one way to love someone, right?
I just..want to 'get back to my first love'..which is Him. He loved us before we loved Him. So..
I just don't know what steps to take..that I'm not already taking. Or maybe it isn't so much about the 'stuff' I'm doing but..how I'm approaching it. Perhaps it's my motivation? I don't know. It's supposed to be a genuine 'heart' thing, right? Something you do out of love and not out of duty/routine/to-do-list.
How do I authentically love Him again? I feel like I'm just going through the motions of reading my Bible, of listening to worship music..but it's not penetrating my heart. I don't feel anything. Even though loving God shouldn't be based on feelings. Or should it? I don't know..I'm trying to think of the things I did at first when I first got saved. It's amazing to reflect back on what I was like..how my relationship was so tight..you couldn't even phase me with whatever you thought of me or said about me..I was absolutely and resolutely locked in my conviction of who I was..am in Christ..and there was nothing anyone could say to shake me or my faith. By the way, my faith is in tact. My heart though..feels kind of hardened.. I've been single my entire life thus far that I don't know what it's like to fall for anyone. Sure I've had crushes but..I never had that real life relationship before. Never had that face-to-face interaction before. How can someone expect me to love Someone when I never experienced it for myself? You can't give what you never experienced..can you?
I feel as if my heart is 'dead' in a way..like it isn't able to feel that agape love that, as a Christian, I should be feeling and pouring back out to Him. Simply because He deserves it.