I started watching tarot readings/tarot card readings on YouTube in November 2017. They shuffle tarot cards and read them. I had had a bad year then and wanted to know if the next year (2018) would be better. I had only searched for my zodiac sign's horoscopes for the next year and what came up were tarot readings/tarot card readings for my sign. I didn't know about these readings before then. I started watching them and was intrigued, as they were saying things I had gone through that year and what to look for in the coming year. That was how one of the readers predicted death- that someone I knew would die. She gave the gender and a clue about the age. She was adamant that it would happen very soon or in the next few months, said that it was meant to happen and that there was nothing anyone could do about it. I remember one or two people in the comments' section asking who she thought she was thinking she could predict death. They're collective readings with specific messages for different people, or all, and the readers usually tell you to contact them for personal readings if you want a more in-depth look at your specific situation. I've never gotten a personal reading, though, nor am I interested in one. Ok, so I brushed it off, rejected it and prayed about it. I thought it wasn't a message for me and didn't dwell on it, but I was scared, so I stopped watching the videos altogether. Lo and behold, what she said happened two months later in February 2018. It wasn't until that very traumatic, shocking and sorrowful day that I remembered that video and was shocked because the tarot reader had predicted it. I stopped watching the readings on YouTube since then.
Fast forward to last year, I had a very difficult breakup towards the end of the year and I started watching tarot readings again in December. This was my second relationship and it lasted 8-months. Before him, my previous relationship was when I was 25, and last year just when I decided to open my heart to love again someone came into my life to shatter it. Being the kind person I am I did a lot to better his life and help him out, but he wasn't who he said he was and I got played. Idk why someone as horrible as he was had to come into my life. I didn't deserve it! The readers have all given me some insight into what had happened and again I'm shocked by the accuracy and by other things I didn't know about him. One reader actually said his first name (an uncommon name) along with the country he's from, like damn. Most of the things they've said, I already know, because I went through them, but it's still surprising to hear them relay them and relay other things I didn't know regarding him and the situation. I also find them comforting to watch, esp when I read in the comments section and find that others have had similar experiences. Lastly, they give me insight about other aspects of my life, things to be aware of, and to look forward to. It does seem that I'm more prompted to watch them after a bad experience.
I'm trying to stop watching these videos. I feel I'm becoming a bit addicted to watching them now. I love God and believe in Him, and I don't want Him to be upset with me that I'm watching them. I usually pray and ask for forgiveness after watching them but the next day I'm back to watching them again.
Sometimes during the readings the readers will say things like: "spirit, can you tell me....", "source", "thank you, spirit", "thank you", "they're telling me", "I'm hearing", "angels, ancestors I'm calling on you...". When I hear the word "spirit" I always close the video to watch another, as there're readers who don't say that but they're still accurate with their readings. Of course, I've watched some that didn't resonate with me. There're readers who are always accurate with the things they say and I tend to watch those. Some of these tarot readers have thousands of subscribers on YouTube, meaning there're many other watching them, although I know that doesn't make them right. One reader I watched once goes by "lightbringer tarot" and when I googled what lightbringer meant I found out this is another name for lucifer and I haven't watched his readings since.
Fast forward to last year, I had a very difficult breakup towards the end of the year and I started watching tarot readings again in December. This was my second relationship and it lasted 8-months. Before him, my previous relationship was when I was 25, and last year just when I decided to open my heart to love again someone came into my life to shatter it. Being the kind person I am I did a lot to better his life and help him out, but he wasn't who he said he was and I got played. Idk why someone as horrible as he was had to come into my life. I didn't deserve it! The readers have all given me some insight into what had happened and again I'm shocked by the accuracy and by other things I didn't know about him. One reader actually said his first name (an uncommon name) along with the country he's from, like damn. Most of the things they've said, I already know, because I went through them, but it's still surprising to hear them relay them and relay other things I didn't know regarding him and the situation. I also find them comforting to watch, esp when I read in the comments section and find that others have had similar experiences. Lastly, they give me insight about other aspects of my life, things to be aware of, and to look forward to. It does seem that I'm more prompted to watch them after a bad experience.
I'm trying to stop watching these videos. I feel I'm becoming a bit addicted to watching them now. I love God and believe in Him, and I don't want Him to be upset with me that I'm watching them. I usually pray and ask for forgiveness after watching them but the next day I'm back to watching them again.
Sometimes during the readings the readers will say things like: "spirit, can you tell me....", "source", "thank you, spirit", "thank you", "they're telling me", "I'm hearing", "angels, ancestors I'm calling on you...". When I hear the word "spirit" I always close the video to watch another, as there're readers who don't say that but they're still accurate with their readings. Of course, I've watched some that didn't resonate with me. There're readers who are always accurate with the things they say and I tend to watch those. Some of these tarot readers have thousands of subscribers on YouTube, meaning there're many other watching them, although I know that doesn't make them right. One reader I watched once goes by "lightbringer tarot" and when I googled what lightbringer meant I found out this is another name for lucifer and I haven't watched his readings since.
- Where do these tarot readers get their powers from? By "powers" I mean their accuracy. There's only one God/Jesus and only He has power. Perhaps I should ask "Where do they get their information from?" or "Who is behind their accuracy?"
- Are tarot readings the same as psychic readings? I know they're kinda intertwined...
- Why do so many people watch them and consider them harmless? Are they harmless?
- Is it a sin to watch them and what are the implications for a Christian who does?
- How can a Christian like me who wants to stop watching them completely stop?