Saw we have a few medications threads about here. Thought we could have one about what we are on, and what we have been on, and what our fabulous results <or not so fabu> have been. What'cha thinK?
I guess I could introduce myself, huh? I'm Shalia, I'm 24 <see pretty age above, huh?> I was diagnosed BP two years ago, and I've ridden darn near every horsie on the med go round. I'm BP1 with ultraradian cycling. It sucks rocks. I tend to manic. That is usually more fun than depression, though, so I'm not going to complain about that.
Currently taking:
Trileptal - 600mg AM 900mg PM for mania control - I love Trileptal, it helps me SLEEP and it shuts my brain up. Thank you LORD!!
Topamax - 100mg PM to stop ultraradian cycling. Should be on a higher dose to stop cycling all together, but any higher dose and I forget my name. <sigh> This drug makes you so darn stupid.
Lamictal - 100mg BID - anti-depressant. For a while, we didn't think it was doing anything, so we tried to wean me off of it. Wrong. Hospital stay w/in three days of going off only 25 mg. I guess it works for me.
WellbutrinSR - 100mg AM cause Lamictal alone doesn't cut it, but upping Lamictal makes me manic. It's pathetic, I swear. But hey, what can a girl do? I won't be depressed, and if an increase makes me manic, I had to do SOMETHING!!!
Restoril - 60mg - what's making me so I can't type coherently right now. Sleeping pill in the benzo family that should have knocked me out two hours ago but since I found this forum I can't sleep now, I want to type! Darn it all...
Ativan - 1-2mg as needed for anxiety.
I'm on too many drugs. I also have Zyprexa 5 mg and Risperdal 2mg on hand should I start getting manic again I can take as needed. But I refuse to take anything regularly that's going to make me the size of a small building.
I've tried Abilify, but it was anxiety in a bottle for me. I was c*tting regulary, and beating myself up regularly, and had social phobia I could barely leave my home. It was aweful. Took Geodon, but still managed to go psychotic on Geodon, so it obviously wasn't doing it's job. Lithium made my joints swell up so badly I couldn't walk. Risperdal, when not taken with Topamax <which lowers blood pressure and heartrate> makes my resting heartrate in the low 120's. Zonegran worked OK for me at a low dose, but at a slightly higher dose made my ultraradian cycling about 1000X worse.
So, how has everyone else's ride been? Like I said, I feel like I've been on nearly every horsie but depakote. And that's been pretty much a flat out refusal on my part.
Let's see your merry-go-round? I'm curious!! I always like to see how doctors screw their patients.
Shalia
I guess I could introduce myself, huh? I'm Shalia, I'm 24 <see pretty age above, huh?> I was diagnosed BP two years ago, and I've ridden darn near every horsie on the med go round. I'm BP1 with ultraradian cycling. It sucks rocks. I tend to manic. That is usually more fun than depression, though, so I'm not going to complain about that.
Currently taking:
Trileptal - 600mg AM 900mg PM for mania control - I love Trileptal, it helps me SLEEP and it shuts my brain up. Thank you LORD!!
Topamax - 100mg PM to stop ultraradian cycling. Should be on a higher dose to stop cycling all together, but any higher dose and I forget my name. <sigh> This drug makes you so darn stupid.
Lamictal - 100mg BID - anti-depressant. For a while, we didn't think it was doing anything, so we tried to wean me off of it. Wrong. Hospital stay w/in three days of going off only 25 mg. I guess it works for me.
WellbutrinSR - 100mg AM cause Lamictal alone doesn't cut it, but upping Lamictal makes me manic. It's pathetic, I swear. But hey, what can a girl do? I won't be depressed, and if an increase makes me manic, I had to do SOMETHING!!!
Restoril - 60mg - what's making me so I can't type coherently right now. Sleeping pill in the benzo family that should have knocked me out two hours ago but since I found this forum I can't sleep now, I want to type! Darn it all...
Ativan - 1-2mg as needed for anxiety.
I'm on too many drugs. I also have Zyprexa 5 mg and Risperdal 2mg on hand should I start getting manic again I can take as needed. But I refuse to take anything regularly that's going to make me the size of a small building.
I've tried Abilify, but it was anxiety in a bottle for me. I was c*tting regulary, and beating myself up regularly, and had social phobia I could barely leave my home. It was aweful. Took Geodon, but still managed to go psychotic on Geodon, so it obviously wasn't doing it's job. Lithium made my joints swell up so badly I couldn't walk. Risperdal, when not taken with Topamax <which lowers blood pressure and heartrate> makes my resting heartrate in the low 120's. Zonegran worked OK for me at a low dose, but at a slightly higher dose made my ultraradian cycling about 1000X worse.
So, how has everyone else's ride been? Like I said, I feel like I've been on nearly every horsie but depakote. And that's been pretty much a flat out refusal on my part.
Let's see your merry-go-round? I'm curious!! I always like to see how doctors screw their patients.
Shalia