Hello brothers and sisters,
Thought I overcame this area in my Christian life, for awhile it was gone. Since I did overcome alcohol, drugs, wrecklessness, depression, occultism, etc, etc. Eventually this sin haunts me still. Which I gave in with gay inappropriate contentography recently. I try to stay away from this stuff but usually some things around me trigger it. I really hate this past lifestyle I was involved in since I pretty much explored it in all points. I blame my past crystal meth addiction to this, but happy I don't even do it anymore. But since I did sin again in this area with homosexuality. Just felt really guilty and kind of ashamed. Dirty and grotesque as well. Seems like I'm being attacked by the enemy again. Just don't want to get involved anymore greater than this, as in physical with another person. Please pray for me and maybe some advice from other survivors in this area.
Thought I overcame this area in my Christian life, for awhile it was gone. Since I did overcome alcohol, drugs, wrecklessness, depression, occultism, etc, etc. Eventually this sin haunts me still. Which I gave in with gay inappropriate contentography recently. I try to stay away from this stuff but usually some things around me trigger it. I really hate this past lifestyle I was involved in since I pretty much explored it in all points. I blame my past crystal meth addiction to this, but happy I don't even do it anymore. But since I did sin again in this area with homosexuality. Just felt really guilty and kind of ashamed. Dirty and grotesque as well. Seems like I'm being attacked by the enemy again. Just don't want to get involved anymore greater than this, as in physical with another person. Please pray for me and maybe some advice from other survivors in this area.