- Apr 13, 2018
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hi as usual i don't know where to put this since am also introducing myself and what am i
hi again and i am an ex-bully i don't do it anymore but just now i bully another person again which is my cousin who is staying at our house for the time being because their house is still under construction and now they are gone
just a while ago i was just listening to christian music and told myself that i would be gentler at the same time i think i am wearing a mask just like now i don't want to tell you my real name i don't even want to tell you my fake name i just don't want to lie but i also lie not knowing because i am wearing a mask i don't know how exactly i should take it off i just keep wearing it sometimes i really don't know who i really am what i want i also think that i have a mood disorder or is it because of this mask
for the third time after i've done sinful things this is the third time that it felt like i don't feel anything i don't feel anger fear love nothing at all just numbness 3hrs ago while wearing a mask i ask actually it was a command i am commanding my cousin to do something but he refuse this mask tells me that i need to teach him a lesson teach him nothing has change you still have to submit to me and so i did it climb up on him punch him in the face and anywhere then suddenly it feels weird i don't feel wrath anymore my punches are also weak and it feels my hands are losing strength but still continued on wearing the mask since i felt that my punch are so weak i just grab his hair even though i'm not angry anymore put on a voice that looks angry was shouting telling my cousin submit to me and he did he said he will do it we had a history i bully him since we were child so they are afraid of me but stopped 2010 so thought he is gettin it in his head i don't touch him anymore this leads me on thinking it and doing it
now this is karma my strength on my left arm left me
my right arm is swullen not sure if it's broken but it hurts
anyway i deserved this right? i don't plan to go to a hospital to take care of this the things that a believer do i did it.. i don't want to tell exactly what i did cause i don't want another karma
but how to take off this mask? how to be me and not someone else?
hi again and i am an ex-bully i don't do it anymore but just now i bully another person again which is my cousin who is staying at our house for the time being because their house is still under construction and now they are gone
just a while ago i was just listening to christian music and told myself that i would be gentler at the same time i think i am wearing a mask just like now i don't want to tell you my real name i don't even want to tell you my fake name i just don't want to lie but i also lie not knowing because i am wearing a mask i don't know how exactly i should take it off i just keep wearing it sometimes i really don't know who i really am what i want i also think that i have a mood disorder or is it because of this mask
for the third time after i've done sinful things this is the third time that it felt like i don't feel anything i don't feel anger fear love nothing at all just numbness 3hrs ago while wearing a mask i ask actually it was a command i am commanding my cousin to do something but he refuse this mask tells me that i need to teach him a lesson teach him nothing has change you still have to submit to me and so i did it climb up on him punch him in the face and anywhere then suddenly it feels weird i don't feel wrath anymore my punches are also weak and it feels my hands are losing strength but still continued on wearing the mask since i felt that my punch are so weak i just grab his hair even though i'm not angry anymore put on a voice that looks angry was shouting telling my cousin submit to me and he did he said he will do it we had a history i bully him since we were child so they are afraid of me but stopped 2010 so thought he is gettin it in his head i don't touch him anymore this leads me on thinking it and doing it
now this is karma my strength on my left arm left me
my right arm is swullen not sure if it's broken but it hurts
anyway i deserved this right? i don't plan to go to a hospital to take care of this the things that a believer do i did it.. i don't want to tell exactly what i did cause i don't want another karma
but how to take off this mask? how to be me and not someone else?