I know I dont come as much as I use to but over the summer I got hit with something pertty big.
Here's the problem. I had a freind I grew up with and use to go to for spritual advice. We use to be best freinds and she got me to open up to religon and leave atheism. Last summer she revield to me she was in a cult. She was aprat of a radical fundamenlist group. Anti-sciences, fear, bigotry, ect. My problem is that she was the one to open me up to relgion and God in the frist place. Now I wonder how much of it was real or if I should keep exploring. For some reason though I dont want to give up. I dont know why but I want to keep going. I am just not sure what I am looking for now. If I ever snap at anyone, Sorry, I am in recovery at the moment. So how do I know what was real and was not?
Here's the problem. I had a freind I grew up with and use to go to for spritual advice. We use to be best freinds and she got me to open up to religon and leave atheism. Last summer she revield to me she was in a cult. She was aprat of a radical fundamenlist group. Anti-sciences, fear, bigotry, ect. My problem is that she was the one to open me up to relgion and God in the frist place. Now I wonder how much of it was real or if I should keep exploring. For some reason though I dont want to give up. I dont know why but I want to keep going. I am just not sure what I am looking for now. If I ever snap at anyone, Sorry, I am in recovery at the moment. So how do I know what was real and was not?
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