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[dabro]

in 06 I gave my life to Jesus. In 05 I went they a terrible psychotic episode.

During which I was locked in a jail cell not even knowing how to use the phone.

I get beat up and it was awful.

After giving my life to Jesus I was struggling a lot. I had POCD. It was awful, in an attempt to get away I smoked a little weed. During the High I didn’t believe anything was real, that I was at Gods Judgment before He sends you to hell.

It was worse then ten psychosis. After that my OCD latched on the theme I was dead.


Today folks I deal with that trauma. When I spike or what ever it is I think I’m in that moment again. That I’m about to be sent to hell.

I think it’s more PTSD THEN OCD, cuz I lose all sense of reality.

 

[brinny]

Praying for you dabro (((hug)))

 

[Kenny'sID]

How can we help?

Are you taking your medication?

 

[dabro]

Yes I’m taking medicine.

I was on a benzo but it’s hard to find docs willing to prescribe them.

 

[Kenny'sID]

Then the benzo was helping more than what you are on now?

 

[dabro]

Yes. Everything went into remission from 2010-2017 until u had to come off of all of it.

 

[Petros2015]

Sounds a little like a form of disassociation.

Dissociation (psychology) - Wikipedia

 

[Kenny'sID]

Is there reason the dr's won't prescribe the benzo for you now? Or why did you have to come off it?

 

[Handmaid for Jesus]

Yes. Everything went into remission from 2010-2017 until u had to come off of all of it.

In Jesus' name who is this?

 

[dabro]

Their addictive and dangerous. I was yanked off of three mg a day klonopin and had two grand mal seizures back to back.

Their a CIII CONTROLLED SUBSTANCE.