- May 14, 2017
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- Country
- United Kingdom
- Faith
- Jehovahs Witness
- Marital Status
- Single
Hi guys,
So i'm actually a christian (Jehovah's witnesses) but you don't recognise them as one.
I'm 19 and having been having same sex thoughts a lot recently mainly from watching inappropriate content. I know in my heart what's right, I know such desires are not in allign with Gods purpose.
I have had many people try to help me with this problem, however I decided to meet up with this guy who's a year younger than me and ended up trying things with him (oral sex), I wasn't even aroused by it, my main feeling was of disgust. I know now that there is no way I would want to be gay as it is revolting to me.
I can't help but feel how stupid and worthless I am for abandoning God for nothing. It wasn't even pleasurable. I know how dissapointed God must be.
Is there any way back?
Any thoughts appreciated.
So i'm actually a christian (Jehovah's witnesses) but you don't recognise them as one.
I'm 19 and having been having same sex thoughts a lot recently mainly from watching inappropriate content. I know in my heart what's right, I know such desires are not in allign with Gods purpose.
I have had many people try to help me with this problem, however I decided to meet up with this guy who's a year younger than me and ended up trying things with him (oral sex), I wasn't even aroused by it, my main feeling was of disgust. I know now that there is no way I would want to be gay as it is revolting to me.
I can't help but feel how stupid and worthless I am for abandoning God for nothing. It wasn't even pleasurable. I know how dissapointed God must be.
Is there any way back?
Any thoughts appreciated.