Hi there,
So this is like a fragment, of something the Holy Spirit inspired me with and I wonder what you make of it:
Supposing for a minute that I am not in danger of anything (from the Law) like losing faith, what is your experience, of how God deepens joy? From what I have said already, you yourself may learn that having a servant's heart is part of it. However, everything beyond that is new to me - I am mindful of not being so Heavenly minded I am of no Earthly good, but indeed that is something that I have learned in pursuit of this very thing (I am just saying I have experience in "advice" that the Church may give and am grateful for it, if only for the greater appetite of the same). There is definitely a change, in my sense of what constitutes "sacrifice", as I think of my own walk with Christ in this regard.
Undoubtedly, you have grown in your own walk with Christ, I guess what I am saying is that I want to "lean in" to what God has for me, to surrender more where the opportunity avails itself. It would be no small victory for God, if I became a "great doer" of the faith - though I am mindful, not to make a pledge prematurely (as it warns against in Proverbs); I guess that is part of the sense of the mystery of the faith: that we want to become more of a mystery ourselves, while Christ grows into the Head, as Truth of our bodies and His. It avails but a moment of reflection between my old life and the new - I guess that is why I have been so tentative, as to seek counsel, on what more there should be (if anything). You be the judge.
I have always sought counsel of the elders, where I have been able to find it and this seems as good a subject as any, to seek the wider experience of the public theology, in fact, I find I must repent I have not asked sooner (certainly the Devil will find a crack where he is able - to work his way in). I have compassion, it is not necessary to rework the faith, to find out where it is "strong", I'm simply surrendering on the greater reputation of the faith, to find what commonly passes for maturity, among those who have known the word and have not had to change the word, to make it fit. I will certainly get experience, in the manner in which I am going, I am even certain I will get the Lord's approval - it just remains to be seen whether I have helped the brethren in process? I should hope that the sentiment that the furtherance of the gospel has been birthed out of the faith of those whose experience is one of complete committal to the strength of this Age that is now dawning upon us.
That's all I really wanted to say, to ask what your experience of deepening joy is - I hope you can help?
Thanks.
EDIT: just finishing here, I realize I have said nothing about the "fire" of the Holy Spirit...
So this is like a fragment, of something the Holy Spirit inspired me with and I wonder what you make of it:
It is a little similar to "my strength is made perfect through weakness" found in the letters, but the emphasis is on "building" (rather than "making"). It is about building joy. I can understand this from my own life, as God has been revealing to me my "cross", but it is shallow - I am not sure how to deepen it (the building, deepening the building so that the joy is "deeper"). There are lots of things that believers say to do "pray, read the bible, be a doer", but the deepening of faith is slightly different from that; it's more to do with what you "have done, will do and will keep doing".Joy is in the the doing through surrendering
Supposing for a minute that I am not in danger of anything (from the Law) like losing faith, what is your experience, of how God deepens joy? From what I have said already, you yourself may learn that having a servant's heart is part of it. However, everything beyond that is new to me - I am mindful of not being so Heavenly minded I am of no Earthly good, but indeed that is something that I have learned in pursuit of this very thing (I am just saying I have experience in "advice" that the Church may give and am grateful for it, if only for the greater appetite of the same). There is definitely a change, in my sense of what constitutes "sacrifice", as I think of my own walk with Christ in this regard.
Undoubtedly, you have grown in your own walk with Christ, I guess what I am saying is that I want to "lean in" to what God has for me, to surrender more where the opportunity avails itself. It would be no small victory for God, if I became a "great doer" of the faith - though I am mindful, not to make a pledge prematurely (as it warns against in Proverbs); I guess that is part of the sense of the mystery of the faith: that we want to become more of a mystery ourselves, while Christ grows into the Head, as Truth of our bodies and His. It avails but a moment of reflection between my old life and the new - I guess that is why I have been so tentative, as to seek counsel, on what more there should be (if anything). You be the judge.
I have always sought counsel of the elders, where I have been able to find it and this seems as good a subject as any, to seek the wider experience of the public theology, in fact, I find I must repent I have not asked sooner (certainly the Devil will find a crack where he is able - to work his way in). I have compassion, it is not necessary to rework the faith, to find out where it is "strong", I'm simply surrendering on the greater reputation of the faith, to find what commonly passes for maturity, among those who have known the word and have not had to change the word, to make it fit. I will certainly get experience, in the manner in which I am going, I am even certain I will get the Lord's approval - it just remains to be seen whether I have helped the brethren in process? I should hope that the sentiment that the furtherance of the gospel has been birthed out of the faith of those whose experience is one of complete committal to the strength of this Age that is now dawning upon us.
That's all I really wanted to say, to ask what your experience of deepening joy is - I hope you can help?
Thanks.
EDIT: just finishing here, I realize I have said nothing about the "fire" of the Holy Spirit...