sea5763
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- May 9, 2018
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I saw Jesus in a dream/sleep paralysis. It was actually kind of long. I was grabbed by a giant hand and transported to the white throne room and everything I saw looked fuzzy. When I was told to bow and looked behind me I believe I saw the 24 elders. When I realized I was before God I started drilling Him with questions. I was actually kind of angry because the year prior I had been an atheist, and I was angry that I had been suffering and thought why would a good God allow suffering for anyone? The answers I got were actually from the Bible but things I wasn’t fully aware of. I had also been developing mental illness but didn’t know it at the time and so I thought I was a prophet. When I asked God what He thought about me being a prophet He said “you are not sent”. I didn’t understand what that meant until years later when I was reading about the false prophets in the book of Jeremiah and how they were not sent by God yet they ran. When I asked about suffering I saw a silver sword being refined in a furnace. I didn’t realize how many references there are in the Bible about purification being like metals being put in the furnace. The only thing He told me that wasn’t in the Bible already was to forgive my mother and ask her for forgiveness. I still struggle with that I’m still bitter towards her. I came back to the faith because of that dream. I had been an atheist for a year prior that only prayed the Lord’s Prayer once a night in case I was wrong but had no faith. The night I had that dream right before that I prayed to saved from demons. In the dream Jesus was sitting at the right hand of God and was light in the shape of a man. I spent most of the conversation talking to God the Father but near the end He asked if I wanted to talk to His son. When I woke up from the sleep paralysis I was wondering how I could know if it was real or not, then I had a vision of some event nuclear radiation going off off the coast of California but I couldn’t see what caused the radiation and it appeared like no one in a California immediately died from it. That vision happened several years later after the earthquake in Japan and the nuclear power plants busted, and nuclear radiation spilled out. By the time that happened I was in the throes of psychosis and saying and doing all sorts of weird stuff and believing really outrageous things. There were times I talked about the dream I had but altered what actually was said in it because the voices told me too. I still think it was wasted on me because if this had been given to someone that was not mentally ill then it could have brought a lot of people to the faith.
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