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Thanks for that. You have put your counterfeit experience into context. Neil Anderson wrote a book called "The Bondage Breaker" and if you haven't already read it, I suggest you do. This will be a great help to you personally and for those who are ministering to with your genuine gift of discerning of spirits.Thank you for your response.
Yes, that was definitely a counterfeit. I've had a lot of counterfeit experiences. I won't go into details, but I've had to cast out hundreds of demons and break a lot of curses. I was practicing witchcraft as a teenager and I was like the man with Legion before I was saved. It's as you say, if it doesn't show the fruits of the Spirit, it's not of God. If the body starts shaking and jerking, that's definitely not the Holy Spirit, nor if it feels aggressive in any way. Same with prophecy. Sometimes, I'd get this intense snake-like stare, and it would feel really good and like "light" and this demon would try and get me to speak something as if from God. I'd ignore it and attack it, because that's what I was like as a witch. But I've seen it in other people. Even on here, I can almost feel it in some comments.
That's interesting that you say we have to ask for gifts. I have the gift of discerning of spirits, but I didn't ask for it. God just revealed it to me with time until I understood it. I've asked for more of it though, and I have received it, and training and Biblical revelation to understand it. But my situation may be different from most.
That one time where I think I prayed mentally in tongues, I did ask for it I think. I think I'll ask again, because it seems like a wonderful experience.
If you have prayed mentally in tongues, it links with the experience of a friend who was seeking the gift. He said that these strange words came to mind. He was encouraged to speak them out and when he did so, he started speaking fluently in tongues after a short while. Maybe you could try it. If the words are in your mind, it is a short step to speak them out. When you do it in private before God, there is no embarrassment. When I want to use the gift for intercession, I ask the Lord to guide my tongue. It is interesting the words that come out when I do that. So, ask the Lord to guide your tongue and then start praying in faith.
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