Hi there,
So I have always had this nagging thought that things happen around me because I am there and I have never understood (probably because it doesn't make sense, right?).
But what I have thought is that maybe it has to do with the Holy Spirit - like people obsess about the Holy Spirit and make art, but because the Holy Spirit is innocence, their art ends up reflecting what He sees in God.
For someone who thinks they are between the Holy Spirit and God (which is not possible), it can seem like everything that happens around them is about them... its sort of like that delusion that someone is pretending to be you and you have to kill them to make it stop (John Lennon's killer) but in the other direction.
I would like to stop, but as you know, you cannot simply replace something with nothing - what do I do? [confess, son, confess?]
So I have always had this nagging thought that things happen around me because I am there and I have never understood (probably because it doesn't make sense, right?).
But what I have thought is that maybe it has to do with the Holy Spirit - like people obsess about the Holy Spirit and make art, but because the Holy Spirit is innocence, their art ends up reflecting what He sees in God.
For someone who thinks they are between the Holy Spirit and God (which is not possible), it can seem like everything that happens around them is about them... its sort of like that delusion that someone is pretending to be you and you have to kill them to make it stop (John Lennon's killer) but in the other direction.
I would like to stop, but as you know, you cannot simply replace something with nothing - what do I do? [confess, son, confess?]