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Hey all.
Today is 10 weeks since we lost our twins. While the pain is getting easier, it still hurts so much. I keep thinking that I would have been 28 weeks today. I know I shouldn't think this. I know that God has a plan in all situations. And I thank God so much for giving me strength through this, but this is still hard to get through. I'm just not having an easy time right now and I just wanted to get this out. My husband isn't home from work yet for me to talk to him. I just really miss our boys. I know they are safe in Heaven and they are better off there than in this world. It's just still hard to get through some days. Mostly, I have great days now, but there is still the occasional bad day, like today, where I feel so empty and long for them to still be with me. I know I will see them again one day, and that alone is what I hold onto. God is so good and I am so thankful he has brought me through this. I just pray that he will ease this pain as time passes. I know I will have children one day and I cannot wait to be a mom, but I am not rushing anything. It will be in God's time, not mine. I know he will bless us with a child, or maybe more. Until that day, though, I will just thank him for the time I had with the twins and the comfort he has given me through this hard time. Thanks so much for listening. God bless you.
Today is 10 weeks since we lost our twins. While the pain is getting easier, it still hurts so much. I keep thinking that I would have been 28 weeks today. I know I shouldn't think this. I know that God has a plan in all situations. And I thank God so much for giving me strength through this, but this is still hard to get through. I'm just not having an easy time right now and I just wanted to get this out. My husband isn't home from work yet for me to talk to him. I just really miss our boys. I know they are safe in Heaven and they are better off there than in this world. It's just still hard to get through some days. Mostly, I have great days now, but there is still the occasional bad day, like today, where I feel so empty and long for them to still be with me. I know I will see them again one day, and that alone is what I hold onto. God is so good and I am so thankful he has brought me through this. I just pray that he will ease this pain as time passes. I know I will have children one day and I cannot wait to be a mom, but I am not rushing anything. It will be in God's time, not mine. I know he will bless us with a child, or maybe more. Until that day, though, I will just thank him for the time I had with the twins and the comfort he has given me through this hard time. Thanks so much for listening. God bless you.