Guilty of virtual assault

[DiscipleEthan]

So it's kind of a long story and it's hard to explain but 4 years ago before I was saved by Jesus I really disliked a girl I knew online who was in a relationship with one of my friends. For example I didn't like her mean jokes and the way she teased me. I was raised in the Jewish faith but was Non Practicing. I was more or less Agnostic. But one day when she bluntly stated that God is fake, something inside me lashed out and I cyber slapped her. I know it wasn't real but if it had been, I would have gone to jail or would have been killed and it [bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse]ed off both my friend and her. If I had known better and just ignored her, none of this would have happened. And now that Jesus is my lord and savior, I am so guilty. More guilty than I've ever been. I read my bible every day but I don't pray as often as I should. I could use some more help...

 

[BryanW92]

And now that Jesus is my lord and savior, I am so guilty.

It's too bad he doesn't just forgive sins and wash us clean.

 

[DiscipleEthan]

It's too bad he doesn't just forgive sins and wash us clean.

Your sarcasm isn't helping

 

[Dionysiou]

So you slapped her in your mind and feel bad about it? lol it's ok i'll cyber slap you right now to make things even.

 

[DiscipleEthan]

So you slapped her in your mind and feel bad about it? lol it's ok i'll cyber slap you right now to make things even.

It was still a bad thought and like I said before I could have been in big trouble if it was real. And it hurt two people I knew emotionally

 

[Dionysiou]

It was still a bad thought and like I said before I could have been in big trouble if it was real. And it hurt two people I knew emotionally

Do you have autism?

 

[DiscipleEthan]

Do you have autism?

Actually, yes. I really do have it :'(

 

[JDNC]

Jesus is Our Lord and Savior.

You have stated in your post that you have received Him!
You are forgiven through Him alone.

You've clearly repented, and want your conscience to be clean.
Just humble yourself before Our Lord and confess it to Him.
Ask Him to forgive you and He will!
His Word is Good and True!

God bless you in Jesus' Name!

 

[pescador]

It was still a bad thought and like I said before I could have been in big trouble if it was real. And it hurt two people I knew emotionally

So you made a mistake. Everybody, and I mean everybody, makes mistakes. You need to get your spiritual eyes off of yourself and onto your Savior. He is perfect, you are not.


Since you are in Christ, God doesn't see or remember your sins.