- Jul 4, 2021
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Hi everyone
So I wanted to reach out and say I think the cloud that God had me endure faithfully though has passed and I’ve seen the “Son!”(bow:) for the first time with joy again.After my doctors appointment yesterday I’ve been taking a new medicine dosage.Now needless to say I’ve had my fare share of anxiety today,one specifically about the obsession(which I haven’t watched,read,or listened to at all and an extremely long time) over “fire and brimstone” preachers that to unbelievers picture God as an “angry tyrant” and for some odd reason that thought made me feel like I had all sorts of negative emotions against God and worried about if that’s him and I’m following him out of fear or something,hopefully some(if it’s ok and in anyones interest to articulate and specify further of the topic of that) of the you could help,not that I’m demanding that,I’m simply politely asking if that’s ok.
But overall I’ve seen massive improvement over the past 8 hours and hope that the lord can help me further into the weeks progression and for the rest of my life.
So I wanted to reach out and say I think the cloud that God had me endure faithfully though has passed and I’ve seen the “Son!”(bow:) for the first time with joy again.After my doctors appointment yesterday I’ve been taking a new medicine dosage.Now needless to say I’ve had my fare share of anxiety today,one specifically about the obsession(which I haven’t watched,read,or listened to at all and an extremely long time) over “fire and brimstone” preachers that to unbelievers picture God as an “angry tyrant” and for some odd reason that thought made me feel like I had all sorts of negative emotions against God and worried about if that’s him and I’m following him out of fear or something,hopefully some(if it’s ok and in anyones interest to articulate and specify further of the topic of that) of the you could help,not that I’m demanding that,I’m simply politely asking if that’s ok.
But overall I’ve seen massive improvement over the past 8 hours and hope that the lord can help me further into the weeks progression and for the rest of my life.
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