gifts or crazy ?

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For many years now i have heard and seen things i thought it was mental health problems but i believe am seeing real spirits i see dead people a lot av been too scared to tell anyone that i see them and just say there my mental health i am on medication and i cant stop taking them as my husband is my carer and is my legal named person my husband dont believe in spiritual gifts he is christian but he is a new one he goes to church but that is all he does me i go to church and i try to read the bible but i find it too hard too as the bible is a lot to read at one times and i get confused what line am on but i do have a bible that has pictures in it and i have been reading that one i have its on my kindle but the pic and words are small but i can access it thought amazons website ( well i think i really need to ask my husband to give me the link my reading is slow but i really want to learn more about Jesus and others in the bible
my mental health is also OCD i get thoughts of hurting people and blasphemous thoughts
i know i sound crazy but i really believe it a gift i have i also see Jesus as well and he tells me to keep learning about the truth ...i dont want to hide this anymore i want everyone to know about Jesus and what he wants us to go and what i can do for the church in general
i also see my dad who killed himself 6 years ago on the 17th of this month i see him i want him to be at peace
am i crazy ?
 

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Spiritual gifts (and OCD) don't include thoughts of hurting people or having blasphemous thoughts. Keep taking your medications and consider sharing these experiences with your doctor because I think you need your medications increased or tweaked.
 
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