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I'm not a teenager. I'm turning 27 this year. Every place I go, people seem to have a problem with me. People tell other people they "don't like" or "hate" me and I've never even spoken to them. This happens in completely new environments amongst fresh faces.
There's a hostility in the way they speak about me to one another and they do their best to avoid me. It's very noticeable.

My own family hates me. Some people will do things that annoy me on purpose to get me to go away. I can be completely new and people will talk about me and insult or make fun of me right off the bat. This happened at a hospital I went to. The nurses there were incredibly mean to me, but this is nothing new. I get treated this way every place I go. I'm sure it's because I'm awkward and quiet. Socializing is not my strength. Ever since I was bullied in 7th grade combined with hitting my head on a propane tank and developing bipolar, I isolated and ran from life.

At home, my sisters did the same thing. I was mocked and bullied by them and they made home life extremely uncomfortable, so I stayed in my room.

I always get laughed at when I'm just talking and people seem to like bullying me. I walk into the room and people will glance at one another with smiles on their faces. I know they were talking about me. Many times they do it within earshot to get some kind of reaction out of me. My whole family hates me. They do the glance thing. I often get reffered to as a "loser" and I can't wrap my head around it.

I have many good qualities. I'm a high achiever. They might just be doing it because I look weak and have social anxiety, but that doesn't explain why they hate me so bad.

I had a counselor who invited me to church. There, I felt the treatment was worse. I recognized a familiar look on the faces of some of the people who were staff there. That same mishievious, eye narrowing, smiling look on their faces. I always get that. Like they have something planned out in an effort to humiliate me and some have. Same talking within earshot.

I just don't get it. I thought I would turn out to be someone people liked and who was somewhat popular. Family just about everyone that knows me will say really mean stuff about me. I get called loser a lot! I don't get it. I'm nice, but I guess that's not enough. My counselor always used to tell me, "who cares?" Not in a mean kind of way. She was trying to help me, but I guess that the people that saw me that day in the church rubbed off on her because on a phone call with her, I heard them in the background laughing at a counseling session that was supposed to be between me and my counselor, she was laughing too.

She always used to say the only thing that matters is what god thinks of you and you think of you. It's hard to convince myself that I shouldn't care. Especially after that.

I try to pray to god, but I never feel like he's there. I feel completely alone.
 

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I feel completely alone sometimes too. People don’t get me and I don’t get it. But when someone does something that I have done, I see how uncomfortable I have made them. Pay backs are a way of communicating something. But it’s not really rejection. Your hearing must really be sensitive and you too but I’m glad you are taking it all in stride. I’ve been in that situation of thinking people are talking about me, but I don’t get it. It sounded far fetched when I went through it and it sounds so now. I just say, ‘it can’t be me’. But I’ve had to fight it for a lot of years.

people will talk, so you can’t take it personally. Just don’t, just toughen up. We must through much tribulation enter the kingdom of God.’ So don’t let them hurt you, consider the source. Cranky old men and women and unsaved, influenced by Satan. Maybe you are ‘good’.
 
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I feel completely alone sometimes too. People don’t get me and I don’t get it. But when someone does something that I have done, I see how uncomfortable I have made them. Pay backs are a way of communicating something. But it’s not really rejection. Your hearing must really be sensitive and you too but I’m glad you are taking it all in stride. I’ve been in that situation of thinking people are talking about me, but I don’t get it. It sounded far fetched when I went through it and it sounds so now. I just say, ‘it can’t be me’. But I’ve had to fight it for a lot of years.

people will talk, so you can’t take it personally. Just don’t, just toughen up. We must through much tribulation enter the kingdom of God.’ So don’t let them hurt you, consider the source. Cranky old men and women and unsaved, influenced by Satan. Maybe you are ‘good’.
I think I do have to toughen up. I hear it all the time and let it hurt me more than it should. I overthink it. Often, it's not hearing it, but what I do with it later. How I think of it. I'm not gonna lie. I tend to have a giant pity party for myself. It's a very bad thing that I've learned over time. I've wired my brain to be like that.
 
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It sounds like anger turned inward, causes pity parties and depression.

maybe get loud to change the direction to outward. I do that all the time too. Feel bad. Now I roll with the punches. Run to the roar. Say something to that person, knock of the biggest one with a word. Defend yourself in your mind. You deserve to survive. You heard that, be a survivor?
 
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I'm not a teenager. I'm turning 27 this year. Every place I go, people seem to have a problem with me. People tell other people they "don't like" or "hate" me and I've never even spoken to them. This happens in completely new environments amongst fresh faces.
There's a hostility in the way they speak about me to one another and they do their best to avoid me. It's very noticeable.

My own family hates me. Some people will do things that annoy me on purpose to get me to go away. I can be completely new and people will talk about me and insult or make fun of me right off the bat. This happened at a hospital I went to. The nurses there were incredibly mean to me, but this is nothing new. I get treated this way every place I go. I'm sure it's because I'm awkward and quiet. Socializing is not my strength. Ever since I was bullied in 7th grade combined with hitting my head on a propane tank and developing bipolar, I isolated and ran from life.

At home, my sisters did the same thing. I was mocked and bullied by them and they made home life extremely uncomfortable, so I stayed in my room.

I always get laughed at when I'm just talking and people seem to like bullying me. I walk into the room and people will glance at one another with smiles on their faces. I know they were talking about me. Many times they do it within earshot to get some kind of reaction out of me. My whole family hates me. They do the glance thing. I often get reffered to as a "loser" and I can't wrap my head around it.

I have many good qualities. I'm a high achiever. They might just be doing it because I look weak and have social anxiety, but that doesn't explain why they hate me so bad.

I had a counselor who invited me to church. There, I felt the treatment was worse. I recognized a familiar look on the faces of some of the people who were staff there. That same mishievious, eye narrowing, smiling look on their faces. I always get that. Like they have something planned out in an effort to humiliate me and some have. Same talking within earshot.

I just don't get it. I thought I would turn out to be someone people liked and who was somewhat popular. Family just about everyone that knows me will say really mean stuff about me. I get called loser a lot! I don't get it. I'm nice, but I guess that's not enough. My counselor always used to tell me, "who cares?" Not in a mean kind of way. She was trying to help me, but I guess that the people that saw me that day in the church rubbed off on her because on a phone call with her, I heard them in the background laughing at a counseling session that was supposed to be between me and my counselor, she was laughing too.

She always used to say the only thing that matters is what god thinks of you and you think of you. It's hard to convince myself that I shouldn't care. Especially after that.

I try to pray to god, but I never feel like he's there. I feel completely alone.
Yeah, people are like that.
 
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I'm not a teenager. I'm turning 27 this year. Every place I go, people seem to have a problem with me. People tell other people they "don't like" or "hate" me and I've never even spoken to them. This happens in completely new environments amongst fresh faces.
There's a hostility in the way they speak about me to one another and they do their best to avoid me. It's very noticeable.

My own family hates me. Some people will do things that annoy me on purpose to get me to go away. I can be completely new and people will talk about me and insult or make fun of me right off the bat. This happened at a hospital I went to. The nurses there were incredibly mean to me, but this is nothing new. I get treated this way every place I go. I'm sure it's because I'm awkward and quiet. Socializing is not my strength. Ever since I was bullied in 7th grade combined with hitting my head on a propane tank and developing bipolar, I isolated and ran from life.

At home, my sisters did the same thing. I was mocked and bullied by them and they made home life extremely uncomfortable, so I stayed in my room.

I always get laughed at when I'm just talking and people seem to like bullying me. I walk into the room and people will glance at one another with smiles on their faces. I know they were talking about me. Many times they do it within earshot to get some kind of reaction out of me. My whole family hates me. They do the glance thing. I often get reffered to as a "loser" and I can't wrap my head around it.

I have many good qualities. I'm a high achiever. They might just be doing it because I look weak and have social anxiety, but that doesn't explain why they hate me so bad.

I had a counselor who invited me to church. There, I felt the treatment was worse. I recognized a familiar look on the faces of some of the people who were staff there. That same mishievious, eye narrowing, smiling look on their faces. I always get that. Like they have something planned out in an effort to humiliate me and some have. Same talking within earshot.

I just don't get it. I thought I would turn out to be someone people liked and who was somewhat popular. Family just about everyone that knows me will say really mean stuff about me. I get called loser a lot! I don't get it. I'm nice, but I guess that's not enough. My counselor always used to tell me, "who cares?" Not in a mean kind of way. She was trying to help me, but I guess that the people that saw me that day in the church rubbed off on her because on a phone call with her, I heard them in the background laughing at a counseling session that was supposed to be between me and my counselor, she was laughing too.

She always used to say the only thing that matters is what god thinks of you and you think of you. It's hard to convince myself that I shouldn't care. Especially after that.

I try to pray to god, but I never feel like he's there. I feel completely alone.
Unfortunately you are an easy target my friend.
The insecure and small need someone to feel bigger than.
That kind of behavior should have been left on the playground but quite often many remain emotionally driven into "adulthood."

I appreciate my time alone
Given that there are those I love I can not get enough alone time
In the past I would have stayed in my room simply to avoid dealing with fools, it did not improve my mood nor change their behavior.

Learn to speak without anger, without resignation.
Humor, sometimes a little self deprecation will lighten the air.
Know that there are those who will not change, but there is one you can, yourself. It is a process and takes time to grow into ourselves, to mature in confidence when we were taught the wrong lessons in our youth.
Do not discount God, He is our rock. He is our Father and companion in this two passenger vehicle we experience this journey in.

He has promised He will never leave nor forsake us. It is truth, take it to heart.
He is not santa claus, or a genie.
You have work to do.
We can't change some, we unfortunately can't slap them.
So avoid the fools without insult, who knows they may grow up some day.
Grow in the confidence of the Lord and grow with yourself. You are the only human that you need to live with your entire life.
Be nice to you. Be honest with you. Be kind and faithful in this life God has trusted you with. You are not guilty if you believe, you are his child and He loves you.
Know that He is, and walk in faith.
 
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First to be clear that God is for you and not against you. No one has enough confidence in that so I encourage you to grow there first. In this list of free pdf's I recommend "You are God's best." Download All TL Osborn PDF Books Free
Next, how can the negatives around you turn around? The bible says we do not fight against flesh and blood. In a sense your battle is spiritual. I even think there is potentially demon involvement. They can set the air and atmosphere around you. You can do some spiritual warfare, but you also need some faith to see yourself as the head and not the tail, to see yourself as favored and not even average. I pray too that you have someone that can assist you in finding and praying that you see yourself and your future relationships as God intended.
I am glad you were able to share your situation. Know for certain there is a way of escape. Many do struggle with years before they get a breakthrough, but I really think you can achieve victory soon. So you know I am not talking about some people who will always be hateful or unaccepting, but through God you can find some refuge in others, and be well-liked and even sought after. Seek it through spiritual means seems to make the most sense. God bless!
 
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This happens in completely new environments amongst fresh faces.

It happens to everyone, not just you. You should be thankful if that's your only problem.

I have way worse problems than you have. I guess all you have to do is grow a thick skin maybe even grow some muscles.
 
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I'm not a teenager. I'm turning 27 this year. Every place I go, people seem to have a problem with me. People tell other people they "don't like" or "hate" me and I've never even spoken to them.
@Skyblue98, I don't know you, so I will have to speak in generalities. I think the situation could be one of several different ways:
  • People don't really hate you:
    • For some reason you are misinterpreting people around you, such that you think they hate you when they don't
    • You might have insecurity such that this is anxiety talking, and not reality.
  • People actually do dislike you:
    • You are doing things that are somehow socially unacceptable, and people are reacting to that.
    • You may be doing something that projects vulnerability, and worthless people take advantage of this.
    • You dislike yourself and are projecting this image that people accept.
  • People are indifferent to you:
    • They don't actually think about you much, but you take this as dislike.
Again I don't know you, so please don't take any of this as a personal attack.
My point is that you really need someone skilled to help you sort out what is really going on. If you can understand the problem, then it might be easier to fix. For example, if you stink because you never shower, then adding deodorant could make all the difference. Ha!

I recommend you speak with a licensed counselor who can help with both a diagnosis and a treatment plan.

Best wishes. I was on the wrong end of popularity as a kid, and it is NO FUN.

KT
 
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Thank you for your replies everyone! I feel less alone. I'm going to build a stronger relationship with god and ask him to help me overcome these issues. Also I'm going to work on growing a thicker skin.

You mentioned earlier you're an "achiever".

It can be your strength.... However, it could also be the reason why you're getting bullied or not having any friends. If you're doing your job so flawlessly, others might feel you're making them look bad. Others might become jealous of your achievements.

Ironically, even your bosses might see your flawless work attitude as sign of poor team player. If you're going to lead others, you can't be too far ahead of them. You can at least be discreet about your achievements or break the rules sometimes.

For example, in a social setting like a family reunion, talk less about yourself, don't even mention your achievements, and just let others tell their story.

The best way to lose friends and annoy people is to keep talking about your achievements or the achievements of your children (if you have kids). It's a proven formula unless you're talking to someone who has far greater achievements than you have.
 
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Edit: I realize now I'm not completely rational/sane and wasn't either when I typed this post, my medicine is working even less well than I thought. Take with a grain of salt.

Reading your post, I am surmising there is an energy about you, and many in this world, myself included, that invites negativity. This can be not only from what happens to one in life, but what one inherits generationally and how one's choices affects one's energy (i.e. presence).

This order of things is variously known as the abuse/trauma cycle, vicious cycle, feedback loops, causal loops, etc. It is unfortunate that things are this way in this world, such that something would self-perpetuate or degrade into a worse state, rather than self-correct, if not solved or addressed as applicable. This happens because this world is fallen; many people suffer from setbacks that, recovering from, is not wholesome or may be entirely detrimental, but is just gotten through and survived, scrapes, bruises, and broken bones nonetheless. That this world is fallen, it can be said that the world itself as a collective has suffered such a setback without a silver lining to it. Suffering on Earth has been so terrible, not just in times of savagery, but even in modern times, considering God's love for each and every person, considering the experience of being alive and having to face even normal pain, the depth of suffering for just a single individual to savagery is probably unfathomable - there can't be any silver lining for this world to exist on behalf of that suffering, far be it for the Earth to be here at all, a mystery of God that it be.

Matthew 18:7 (AV 1873)
7Woe unto the world because of offences: for it must needs be that offences come; but woe to that man by whom the offence cometh.

I myself, suffering from the diagnosis of schizo-affective disorder in 2011/2012; that was entirely detrimental. Everything I did to recover from that, was effort that could have went elsewhere but for that. That is not to say all setbacks lack a silver lining, but to say that a silver lining, especially one that outweighs the setback, would definitely not be an expectation of setbacks and obstacles in this world; silver lining, if there happens to be any, gets noticed after the fact of recovering from setbacks or working around obstacles. One's expectations for this world in all likelihood will not be met unless they are low, so as to not be disappointed, but to also expect the unexpected, so as to not be surprised, for better or worse. The situation you've described seems so pervasive and wholly negative to have to put up with that there's nothing positive about the situation as it is now, no silver lining, but that is not to say that some silver lining can be found in the process of solving it; at least things just be better, period, and that itself be the silver lining at least.

You seem like a very kind person, it isn't about you - they need to change because they are being nasty to someone because of their own ignorance of the forces that influence them to do so - but it seems you have to adapt in some way or another to be treated or feel differently, be it finding strategies to make necessary adaptations, surrounding yourself with different people, or just ignoring the callousness of others. I don't know of specific strategies that can help, but I use Google Gemini for tips. Gemini can provide links to articles, etc. to cite its knowledge or if it itself can't help.

I am a loner. I don't know how most people are in real life, but on the internet, now it's an either at least somewhat uncivil or an outright flame war almost everywhere I've looked where there is discussion it seems, with a few pockets of civility and compassionate relating, sometimes even endless, non-stop, ruthless "debates"/arguments and idle-words just to traumatize and rampant emotional abuse; it seems to me the love of many has grown cold, and it is getting harder for me to find these halcyon pockets of peace. So, it may indeed be that a large portion of people are experiencing what you are experiencing in real life.

I want to cite some more of the Bible:

Matthew 24:4–14 (AV 1873)
4And Jesus answered and said unto them, Take heed that no man deceive you.
5For many shall come in my name, saying, I am Christ; and shall deceive many.
6And ye shall hear of wars and rumours of wars: see that ye be not troubled: for all these things must come to pass, but the end is not yet.
7For nation shall rise against nation, and kingdom against kingdom: and there shall be famines, and pestilences, and earthquakes in divers places.
8All these are the beginning of sorrows.
9Then shall they deliver you up to be afflicted, and shall kill you: and ye shall be hated of all nations for my name’s sake.
10And then shall many be offended, and shall betray one another, and shall hate one another.
11And many false prophets shall rise, and shall deceive many.
12And because iniquity shall abound, the love of many shall wax cold.
13But he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved.
14And this gospel of the kingdom shall be preached in all the world for a witness unto all nations; and then shall the end come.

In these times, everything from war to poverty from political corruption to savagery is hitting the world at once, and everybody is feeling it directly as people choose to sin and indirectly as people are influenced by sin and take it out on others. It's spiritual warfare on all fronts - spirit, mind, and body, and now more than ever people need Jesus, in their hearts and deeds - (John 3:16 (AV 1873) "For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life." for anyone interested).

1 Corinthians 12:31–13:13 (AV 1873)
1Though I speak with the tongues of men and of angels, and have not charity, I am become as sounding brass, or a tinkling cymbal.
2And though I have the gift of prophecy, and understand all mysteries, and all knowledge; and though I have all faith, so that I could remove mountains, and have no charity, I am nothing.
3And though I bestow all my goods to feed the poor, and though I give my body to be burned, and have not charity, it profiteth me nothing.
4Charity suffereth long, and is kind; charity envieth not; charity vaunteth not itself, is not puffed up,
5doth not behave itself unseemly, seeketh not her own, is not easily provoked, thinketh no evil;
6rejoiceth not in iniquity, but rejoiceth in the truth;
7beareth all things, believeth all things, hopeth all things, endureth all things.
8Charity never faileth: but whether there be prophecies, they shall fail; whether there be tongues, they shall cease; whether there be knowledge, it shall vanish away.
9For we know in part, and we prophesy in part.
10But when that which is perfect is come, then that which is in part shall be done away.
11When I was a child, I spake as a child, I understood as a child, I thought as a child: but when I became a man, I put away childish things.
12For now we see through a glass, darkly; but then face to face: now I know in part; but then shall I know even as also I am known.
13And now abideth faith, hope, charity, these three; but the greatest of these is charity.

Charity here means agape/divine love. This is the most potent mindset for faith and co-existence. But, just as above, especially under all these pressures, the love of many grows cold... This is seriously bad; it really opens the door to sin and even complete lawlessness but spreading like viruses on a global scale as governments corrupt and people hurt each other more and more. Stay strong brother, and God bless.
 
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Reading your post, I am surmising there is an energy about you, and many in this world, myself included, that invites negativity. This can be not only from what happens to one in life, but what one inherits generationally and how one's choices affects one's energy (i.e. presence).

It could also be that he talks and sounds differently, styles himself differently.

You can also get bullied due to your style or the way you talk even if there's not a pinch of negativity on you.
 
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It's part of the struggle, especially if you are a Christian. I've heard this, if you're not really struggling w/ something, you s/ question if you're saved b/c the Lord uses trials for our good. The Lord says he's conforming us to him in it & since no one is above his master & he is our Master, we must share in it to some extent.
 
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There was a cowboy who rode the open plains, saw the glorious sunsets, and watched God's creation fly and scurry about him day after day. He loved his work, the solitude, the peace that only his Maker could give. His faithful horse was in tune with the cowboy, knowing each turn on the path and responding to each almost non perceptible move or thought of his rider. They were one. One day the cowboy was chasing a steer and the unthinkable happened. A gopher hole met with the horse's hoof and the rider and animal went down together. The horse had to be put down; the cowboy suffered a broken back and was destined to never ride again. He laid in the hospital for what seemed like eons, with endless days of rehabilitation, and the agony of losing his best friend. The cowboy knew God and His Son, and talked with them on a daily basis, but somehow heaven seemed shut to him, but he still continued to try to commune. Then finally the day came when he went home to his shack. It was almost impossible for him to get around in his wheelchair, but the most horrifying thing he saw upon his arrival was that during his absence a huge development had moved in and encompassed the valley with small houses and streets. The noise around him seemed deafening from the machinery and the beauty of the plain had been decimated.

The only thing that this cowboy could hold on to was that when the silence from heaven seemed unbearable he knew that in these times of silence, God was trusting him with His Word that He makes everything new.
 
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