Hey all,
Anyone else get the feeling that their brains NEEDS something to obsess over? Like when an obsession is dealt with, there's a void or the feeling of waiting for the other shoe to drop, until something new pops up. Like it almost feels weird to NOT have something to be constantly ruminating over. For me, currently, it's my obsession about the books I may or may not have stolen from my friend (I made a thread about it below). I just can't shake it until it's SOLVED. But I'm not sure how to solve it, and I can't seem to let it go. During work, I'm distracted enough that I don't really think or worry too much about my obsessions. But once I clock out and get in my car, it's like my brain presses the play button on an episode of a t.v. series, and I go back to obsessing.
It's exhausting, and I'd really like to be using my brain to actually be constructive instead of running around in circles.
Anyone else get the feeling that their brains NEEDS something to obsess over? Like when an obsession is dealt with, there's a void or the feeling of waiting for the other shoe to drop, until something new pops up. Like it almost feels weird to NOT have something to be constantly ruminating over. For me, currently, it's my obsession about the books I may or may not have stolen from my friend (I made a thread about it below). I just can't shake it until it's SOLVED. But I'm not sure how to solve it, and I can't seem to let it go. During work, I'm distracted enough that I don't really think or worry too much about my obsessions. But once I clock out and get in my car, it's like my brain presses the play button on an episode of a t.v. series, and I go back to obsessing.
It's exhausting, and I'd really like to be using my brain to actually be constructive instead of running around in circles.