feeling low because nothing seems to be improving....there seems to be an open door....a chance to go abroad but it is very confusing because my husband who has never been out of his village is reluctant scared-he does not speak much english.....also a lot of money is needed which we need to take loans again so........but still it is a huge breakthrough-better life than in india but............oh please pray because nothing is working when there seems to be this deliverance it might be something which creates loss of cash ....reaching nowhere or a real thing......and nothing else is working here where we are-i am feeling so hopeless and upset....we really need some deliverance growth and change.....