feeling doubtful

[KTKat]

I've always heard "God will only give you what you can handle"
well lately I feel like I can't handle much more!!
I know my anxiety feeds off my stress and worry, but I can't help it when things keep happening.
I had my son when I was only 17, that's when all of this anxiety started. Then when he was three he was diagnosed with leukemia. My parents are about to lose their house, because of the lack of money, I have this dumb anxiety disorder which is crippling my life. Then today our family dog out of nowhere is hanging on to her life. My family doesn't have the money to send her to the hospital
I'm not looking for attention or sympathy. It's just been a rough day, and this is the only place I find real support. No one else understands how I feel deep inside.
It's odd, I woke up this morning knowing this was going to be a rough day. I had a panic attack in Target which does not feel good, because I though I was doing so good! I just want to wake up tomorrow morning and everything will be normal, especially my mind!!
*phew* sorry such a long post, I needed some venting.

 

[KTKat]

Bjork our dog didn't make it through the night. She passed around 10:30 pm
I'm shocked, confused, and heartbroken. You will be missed Borky!! I'm going to go cry myself to sleep now

 

[Daughter of His]

I'm so sorry about Borky. I'll for you to have a better day tomorrow and for your son.

 

[Amhacajo]

So sorry to hear about your dog. That would be just awful.

When you're feeling down this is a good place to come. Everyone here I'm sure knows that isolated lonely feeling that the anxiety and panic can bring. We are here to encourage and support each other.

 

[JoeJoe83]

My thoughts are with you, I hope you feel better.

 

[KTKat]

thank you everyone!!! Today's a new day, hopefully things will go good. I'm exhausted (which is never good for panic) but I'm trying not to focus on it. It's a beautiful day outside.

 

[Inkachu]

Awwwwww Kat :HUGS HUGS HUGS: I'm so sorry about your dog. Was it sudden or was he/she old or sick? I lost my cat of 14 years in 2006 and I still cry when I think about him.

I know, sometimes you think "God won't give me more than I can handle? Yeah right, I CAN'T HANDLE LIFE NOW!!!" .. I wish there were easy answers to give you. Sometimes, just getting alone somewhere for a few minutes and just crying or pouring out your heart or quoting Scriptures to yourself can help.

You know my motto - one day at a time. Keep your chin up, hon.