- Apr 19, 2007
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i have religious OCD i get blasphemous thoughts and i have the fear of going to hell
i have medication that i take for it but its been getting worse for the last 2 months
the thoughts tell me am going to hell for my sins my sins are many and i have thoughts that tell me that i can never be forgiven
Am i going to hell ? if i dont live my life like Jesus wants me to am going to hell its fills my head all day and all night
sleeping i find hard to settle and am too scared to sleep on my own in my bed room i have to sleep on the sofa until my husband is ready for bed i have to have music on so i can sleep as well for some reason am too scared to sleep without it
i have teddies that i hug because with out them am too scared to sleep ( i know that sound child like i am an 40 year old female adult ) I pray over and over because if am not praying i feel that i am failing Jesus and ill go to hell
i dont know whats happened in the last 2 months nothing big has happened but i have noticed my mental health getting worse and am unstable doing things like self injuring a lot more than i normally do being obsessed about going to hell
i only just started to read the bible because i am scared of parts of it i know the story of Jesus and i know other stories in the old testament its taken me 40 years to read Revelations as i was too scared to
looking for something to help me but i dont know what will
may God bless you all ...
i have medication that i take for it but its been getting worse for the last 2 months
the thoughts tell me am going to hell for my sins my sins are many and i have thoughts that tell me that i can never be forgiven
Am i going to hell ? if i dont live my life like Jesus wants me to am going to hell its fills my head all day and all night
sleeping i find hard to settle and am too scared to sleep on my own in my bed room i have to sleep on the sofa until my husband is ready for bed i have to have music on so i can sleep as well for some reason am too scared to sleep without it
i have teddies that i hug because with out them am too scared to sleep ( i know that sound child like i am an 40 year old female adult ) I pray over and over because if am not praying i feel that i am failing Jesus and ill go to hell
i dont know whats happened in the last 2 months nothing big has happened but i have noticed my mental health getting worse and am unstable doing things like self injuring a lot more than i normally do being obsessed about going to hell
i only just started to read the bible because i am scared of parts of it i know the story of Jesus and i know other stories in the old testament its taken me 40 years to read Revelations as i was too scared to
looking for something to help me but i dont know what will
may God bless you all ...