Extremely scary panic attack

[Blaise N]

Hey everyone,

I’m posting here now because I’m absolutely terrified,terrified beyond belief.
So these past few days I’ve been suffering immense anxiety,but I didn’t want to burden anyone here so I kept to myself,fast forward to today,and as I was entering work I thought a thought,”this is the day I give up” or something like that,and as if almost instantly a massive train of panic and anxiety hit me and I immediately begged the Lord for forgiveness,I don’t want to Give up on Jesus,and since I feel like I have I’m having so much despair and hopelessness,all day I’ve been in constant prayer repenting and asking for forgiveness and help.But I feel no better,I’m feeling so scared and hopeless,I’m so scared at the possibility I level never been a Christian,or heaven forbid an apostate.I’m feeling so sad and hurt because God has always been faithful to me and I feel so hurt,so sad,like I feel like I can’t unthink that,even thought I desperately want to,I’m so scared right now.If anyone could pray for me,I’d be extremely grateful

 

[Unqualified]

I don’t want to leave you alone at this time. What a cross to bear. Sounds like you are functioning. And you are high functioning. Please help, God. Please get him through the day. I pray in Je-sus name that it would end and peace would replace this feeling. I pray your faith would be strong and your work would get done in spite of this attack. In Jesus Name. Do you have a little Bible there with you?

God has not given me a spirit of fear but of power, and love and a sound mind’.

 

[eleos1954]

Hey everyone,

I’m posting here now because I’m absolutely terrified,terrified beyond belief.
So these past few days I’ve been suffering immense anxiety,but I didn’t want to burden anyone here so I kept to myself,fast forward to today,and as I was entering work I thought a thought,”this is the day I give up” or something like that,and as if almost instantly a massive train of panic and anxiety hit me and I immediately begged the Lord for forgiveness,I don’t want to Give up on Jesus,and since I feel like I have I’m having so much despair and hopelessness,all day I’ve been in constant prayer repenting and asking for forgiveness and help.But I feel no better,I’m feeling so scared and hopeless,I’m so scared at the possibility I level never been a Christian,or heaven forbid an apostate.I’m feeling so sad and hurt because God has always been faithful to me and I feel so hurt,so sad,like I feel like I can’t unthink that,even thought I desperately want to,I’m so scared right now.If anyone could pray for me,I’d be extremely grateful

God is quick to forgive ..... we fall down (sin) go to Him ask for forgiveness and He does so ... this continues throughout our earthly lifetime.

Guilt is from the evil one .... not God.

Trust in this ..... and don't be scared.

PHILIPPIANS 1:6

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I am convinced and confident of this very thing, that He who has begun a good work in you will [continue to] perfect and complete it until the day of Christ Jesus [the time of His return].

May the Lord bring peace to your mind .... in Jesus name ..... AMEN!!