i don't understand science, math, logic, etc.
LOG, I advise you to think visually and spatially.
Some teaching materials and methods don't help us handle what this and that thing IS. (From the age of 15 onwards teachers wanted to knee jerk me into following a nonsensical series of meaningless manoeuvres because they wouldn't talk about what the issues are REALLY about.)
Most churches told church members not to use their minds (this is criminal).
Most churches reify (they say the word is the thing) and nominalise (they say there are no classes or that members of a class aren't unique) and the world has copied them.
Your imagination is the laboratory ontop of your shoulders.
Language alludes and is metaphorical and the metaphors and allusions themselves, allude and are metaphorical, in infinite layers.
I have had to fight my way through these issues and now I want to help others do the same. I want to be the answer to prayers others didn't even know they were praying.
In logic I recommend Straight And Crooked Thinking by Robert H Thouless, expanded edition 1953.
In maths I'm exploring currently and shall try and update the forum.
Please raise every query you have in maths & logic in the forum AND PM me in case I miss it.
I praise your determination to share your potential with humanity.