Dear brothers and sisters in Christ. I wonder, if any of you ever had the same thougths as me.... Sometimes i feel, like everything makes no sense... Or, that everything is pointless. Even eternity with God... Because im a person who thinks a lot. Many times i think too much. I know, it must be the best thing ever to spend eternity with God. But recently im thinking, yeah ok, and then what? Enjoy his presence. Ok and then what? You know, im in this cycle of questioning everything and think, that EVERYTHING is pointless.... Im constantly asking myself, ok and then what? I have to say, that i was very depressed in the past and i wished many times, that i were never born, because life seemed to include only suffering... Sometimes i still wish, that i would simply be non existent... But i came to the conclusion, that its better to be in the existence of God and enjoy his presence, pleasure, joy, peace, love etc. than to be non existent
I hope, some of you understand all this. I look forward to your answers.
Kindly, Simon
I hope, some of you understand all this. I look forward to your answers.
Kindly, Simon