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i had a dream very recently where I think God spoke to me again but I didn’t really hear what I wanted to hear.
The dream was winding down when near the end I started to hear a voice talking to me. I instantly became suspicious of the voice, so I said forcefully, in the name of Jesus Christ tell me your name. The voice then said Nazareth and then I said ha you didn’t say Jesus and then it said Jesus. Then I was like oh. Then the voice told me to take care of my mother. I then spat back why should I? You give her everything she wants. Then the voice said don’t assume her afterlife will be good. I was taken aback by that. It also said that she suffers in her own way. Then I became sorrowful about myself and said but I want to get married and live with my brother and dad and sister and fiancé and some of my relatives and move to another state. I didn’t hear a response to my pouting and then I woke up.
The dream is making me nervous. Right now my dad takes care of my family including my mother. My mom gets everything she wants in prayer which is why I said that in the dream. The voice didn’t even argue that point even in the dream. I honestly don’t see how it’s possible that she could be given everything she wants in this life and then not have a good afterlife.
It scared me a little cuz I feel like that implies she could go to hell which was beyond what I really thought possible because I thought she was given everything she could possibly want because she was God’s favorite and the world revolved around her. I still seriously doubt it but my thoughts are maybe God is trying to get me to stop assuming where people will go in the afterlife. I try not to but it still crosses my mind at times.
I don’t really want to take care of my mother although I was thinking of doing it beforehand. I didn’t want to though because of how my mother treated me and my siblings when we were younger. I thought I probably wouldn’t even have to because I was thinking that if I needed to that would be a long time from now and dad would always take care of her.
I guess at this point I’m obligated to take care of her but it I don’t think anything in that dream I really wanted to hear. I’ve been trying to be forgiving and loving towards her for over a decade since I had one dream where I thought God spoke to me and told me to forgive her and ask for her forgiveness. But I still struggle with bitterness inwardly.
What are your thoughts?
The dream was winding down when near the end I started to hear a voice talking to me. I instantly became suspicious of the voice, so I said forcefully, in the name of Jesus Christ tell me your name. The voice then said Nazareth and then I said ha you didn’t say Jesus and then it said Jesus. Then I was like oh. Then the voice told me to take care of my mother. I then spat back why should I? You give her everything she wants. Then the voice said don’t assume her afterlife will be good. I was taken aback by that. It also said that she suffers in her own way. Then I became sorrowful about myself and said but I want to get married and live with my brother and dad and sister and fiancé and some of my relatives and move to another state. I didn’t hear a response to my pouting and then I woke up.
The dream is making me nervous. Right now my dad takes care of my family including my mother. My mom gets everything she wants in prayer which is why I said that in the dream. The voice didn’t even argue that point even in the dream. I honestly don’t see how it’s possible that she could be given everything she wants in this life and then not have a good afterlife.
It scared me a little cuz I feel like that implies she could go to hell which was beyond what I really thought possible because I thought she was given everything she could possibly want because she was God’s favorite and the world revolved around her. I still seriously doubt it but my thoughts are maybe God is trying to get me to stop assuming where people will go in the afterlife. I try not to but it still crosses my mind at times.
I don’t really want to take care of my mother although I was thinking of doing it beforehand. I didn’t want to though because of how my mother treated me and my siblings when we were younger. I thought I probably wouldn’t even have to because I was thinking that if I needed to that would be a long time from now and dad would always take care of her.
I guess at this point I’m obligated to take care of her but it I don’t think anything in that dream I really wanted to hear. I’ve been trying to be forgiving and loving towards her for over a decade since I had one dream where I thought God spoke to me and told me to forgive her and ask for her forgiveness. But I still struggle with bitterness inwardly.
What are your thoughts?