I discovered this morning how mechanical my prayer was, for I used to recite the "hail Mary", without realizing how cheeky and uncalled-for it is to ask her to pray for us at the hour of our death, if we consider the "our Father" as the heart of Her praying the Father. If so, I actually realized I was asking for Her to ask for me, sinner, mercy for those trespasses of mine that led or lead to Her son's suffering and crucifixion. How cruel it is to ask a mother for God to make the gift of His daily bread (the life of Her son), when we make this life die from daily sinning afterwards without even fully noticing it.
These disturbing thoughts, at least I hope, will boost my efforts to endeavour and try to conform to my christian aspiration to eradicate sin, in a likewise transformation as that that brought about Saul's conversion. I share this hope with you, which may be someone will find relevant, and which may be will bring you the joy of a christian growth form. May be too, could you give your feeling as for if the cruelty inflicted to Mary is actual or not. Since this morning, I have indeed the impression the gift of Jesus to sinners is like the gift of a baby to crocodils, and the forgiveness of sinners is like the forgiveness of crocodils who have eaten the baby. And this gift, and this forgiveness we ask Mary, her mother, to pray for..
These disturbing thoughts, at least I hope, will boost my efforts to endeavour and try to conform to my christian aspiration to eradicate sin, in a likewise transformation as that that brought about Saul's conversion. I share this hope with you, which may be someone will find relevant, and which may be will bring you the joy of a christian growth form. May be too, could you give your feeling as for if the cruelty inflicted to Mary is actual or not. Since this morning, I have indeed the impression the gift of Jesus to sinners is like the gift of a baby to crocodils, and the forgiveness of sinners is like the forgiveness of crocodils who have eaten the baby. And this gift, and this forgiveness we ask Mary, her mother, to pray for..