Hello Ladies. Here's the deal. As many of you know, i misscarried last year around october or so, and I say my husband and i have been TTC since, but probably not by most standards. See, I am a plus size girl, and hate going to doctors, and i dont know very many recomended ones where i live, there are so many of them. The nurse practioner i went when i was pregnant last year, i dont feel comfortable with at all. So I know i should go see a doctor and discuss about my options in trying to conceive, etc. but i dont know where to go, and i think honestly i'm just so scared to go through it all again. If you have lost a child, i'm sure you know what i'm talking about. And if i had become pregnant by now, of course i would find a doctor to see, as a pregnant woman, but i feel stupid i guess cuz its like i havent had a "regular" cycle for a very long time, so who knows when i'm even able to get pregnant. I dont know, its all so frustrating, and like i was reading that list someone posted earlier, and there was one in there, the longer you try to conceive, the more women around you become pregnant. SO TRUE! lol As a matter of fact, i babysit my 19month old nephew now, and will be adding his newborn brother to the daily routine in just a few months. And i'm sure, the rest of you understand this as well, but in on sense i'm very happy and excited to have another nephew, but at the same time, its bitter sweet. Ok so i've rambled long enough now, i just wondered mostly if anyone else has ever experienced this or if someone can tell me what to do, Thanks