Jesus said He will say to many, "I never knew you. Go away from me, you workers of iniquity." I mentioned this in a post one time. I said, it looks like you could spend your whole life totally dedicated to God and end up in hell. A guy responded, 'that's only if you try to serve God on your own terms, like Cain.' Another friend of mine has told me that I have to get saved on GOD'S terms, not mine. My terms vs. God's terms. So...what are God's terms? Well, I understand one of them to be "total surrender." But I look at "total surrender" negatively. Doesn't "total surrender" to God mean "being unbearably squashed" by God?