Is it normal to have a crush on someone for years? I don't get crushes often, but when I do I crush hard. I can count on one hand, the number of women I've crushed on. I don't count Hollywood actresses, since I don't know them personally. I would say the feelings I have for them are closer to lust than love.
Crushes are a bit like songs - some age BADLY, whilst others are timeless. It just depends on what chords they hit.
If you connected with them on a
certain level - a level which VERY few women have ever reached you on, then you might always like them. And in some ways, you should take solace in that, because it means that you ARE contactable. Some men never loosen up enough to even
listen.
It pays to check yourself though. How much of what you're feeling is in your head? I already KNOW that you're a great story teller - sometimes
maybe TOO good. So be honest, how much daydreaming has been going on over the years?
Anyway, to everyone: enjoy JUST having a crush. Because when someone else loves you back and you engage in an intense romance, it puts an entirely different complexion on things. And they're not generally bred from crushes either - they'll leap up out of nowhere and bump you straight on the nose.
If I could go back? I honestly wouldn't bother - not under our (mine and hers) impossible circumstances. It was great up to a certain point, but the damage caused just wasn't worth it. I actually can't 'crush' in the conventional sense, I just feel pity for those who fall in love. (It's borderline sociopathic.)
I know, it's terrible lol. You haven't got to tell me.