Did the man made accidental promises?

[Kostilaks]

A man needs to do a tiring compulsion. He tries to ignore his ocd but he cant. Due to frustration and while being carefree, his system suggests him to have thoughts without his will about promises to an other God about not doing the tiring compulsion. In a second, these thoughts pop up and the man maybe acts as if they matter in order to trick ocd. He feels relieved because he is forced not to do the compulsion. Sometimes, he accidentally, does the compulsion and ends up worrying if these thoughts without his will that relieved him were 100% without his will. He decided to control himself better, and never allow these thoughts without his will that relieve him because he ends up worried. Sometimes, he knows his system will suggest him to have thoughts without his will about fake promises to an other God and when these thoughts without his will pop up, he prays to an other God to tell Him that they are without his will. Some other times, he is carefree and even though he knows that he ends up worried in the end, he does not pray about these thoughts without his will and feels relieved and forces himself not to do the tiring compulsion. He reminded himself many times not to allow these thoughts without his will to relieve him or not seem as if he acts as if these thoughts without his will maybe matter because he knows that he may end up worried, if he accidentally does the compulsion. but he always fails. he tries to control himself but he fails. it is like as if he forgets about the future worries, and he maybe acts as if these thoughts without his will maybe matter in order to trick his ocd. maybe it seem as if he allows the thoughts without his will on purpose. He always ends up confused. sometimes, these thoughts without his will are automatically, accompanied with scary thoughs withouts his will about punishments. he tried to forget them because he knew these scary thoughts without his will, will give him worries. he has prayed many times and told to an other God not to accept promises and to protect him from these thoughts without his will. Why that man always fail to control himself? why it may look like as if maybe his thoughts without his will are maybe made on purpose for some seconds? he just wants relief and tries to force himself out of a compulsion. are his thoughts without his will valid or not?