- Dec 4, 2019
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I am scared that I blasphemed against the Holy Spirit in the Yellow Cross and Blue Light and now I am frighted and I see a blue light in my brain people see Jesus in me. Should I be alarmed will I miss the rapture am I the false prophet. I love Jesus and people see him in me but my physcosis tells me I have the Mark of the Beast. I don't understand could a hallucination cause the mark of the beast I saw a yellow cross that talked and I am scared it spoke blasphemy of the holy spirit and now I am condemned to hell the Bible didn't warn of a Yellow Cross that turns you into a false prophet or antichrist. I am just trusting Jesus praying constantly reading the bible and trusting his grace and mercy. I know it is my mental illness as the rapture hasn't happened yet are we in the tribulation I am scared that we are and that I am the false prophet. Pastor Mark reassured tonight that I am not the false prophet and I love Awana and Church and spending time with God but I hear voices that tell me I blaspheme. I am in a nightmere that I can't wake up from.