Hello this is my first post on here. Well her is my story. I'm 29 y/o now seperated and possible well more than likely on the way to divorce. we have been married for 91/2 yrs. We have 3 wonderful kids togeather son in 8 and twin gurls that are now 4. I hav some sexual addictions and also have cheated on my wife in the past and she just found out when i told her at the time of seperation. I also have anger, geolous, and control problems with me toward my family. WE have just started going to a christian based counciling but she is saying she isnt in love with me anymore and i had to many chances already and there is no hope in her eyes. Myself on the other hand thinks that she is so hurt buy everything I have caused her she dont want to even see it if there is hope. She is willing to goto counciling because she promised me she would. But i dont think she is going into it with a open mind or wanting to fix the marriage. I cant stop driving past my house and having to know where she is at all times. I need advise, help and prayers. I have also been saved since the seperation so i do know god as my savior. thank you.