depression

[BlondieLashes]

I have started to write this thread and stopped about 5 times now... Trying again...

I am severely depressed. I am waiting on a call back from my psychiatrist. I am coming off of pain medication. I have been crying for 2 days straight and have been sick to my stomach. I fear I am having a nervous breakdown.

A lot of my depression is stemming from the fact that I will have to send my only child to public school this fall. I am just not well enough to continue home schooling like we have been the past 2 years. He deserves more. He deserves the chance to be with other kids. This is the hardest decision I've ever made and I feel like someone has torn my heart out.

 

[TomCS]

I have started to write this thread and stopped about 5 times now... Trying again...

I am severely depressed. I am waiting on a call back from my psychiatrist. I am coming off of pain medication. I have been crying for 2 days straight and have been sick to my stomach. I fear I am having a nervous breakdown.

A lot of my depression is stemming from the fact that I will have to send my only child to public school this fall. I am just not well enough to continue home schooling like we have been the past 2 years. He deserves more. He deserves the chance to be with other kids. This is the hardest decision I've ever made and I feel like someone has torn my heart out.

Try to hold on until the doctor calls back. I am sorry that you are suffering and I will pray for you to feel better.

 

[Criada]

Praying sweetie
All four of my kids are or were in state schools (English for public school) and all of them are happy, well adjusted and have a strong faith.
God loves your little one more than you do, and He'll put him in the right place and with the right people.
Coming of any meds is hard, praying that it gets easier very quickly

 

[BlondieLashes]

Thanks you guys. The thoughts and prayers are precious to me. I am just a wreck. My eyes and head ache!

 

[RuthD]

I have started to write this thread and stopped about 5 times now... Trying again...

I am severely depressed. I am waiting on a call back from my psychiatrist. I am coming off of pain medication. I have been crying for 2 days straight and have been sick to my stomach. I fear I am having a nervous breakdown.

A lot of my depression is stemming from the fact that I will have to send my only child to public school this fall. I am just not well enough to continue home schooling like we have been the past 2 years. He deserves more. He deserves the chance to be with other kids. This is the hardest decision I've ever made and I feel like someone has torn my heart out.

I believe that you are feeling withdrawel effects. They may last a week or so. I think your thinking will be back to how it usually is when the effects wear off. I have been through this, too. I pray you are going to be fine again.

 

[STAYING_STRONG4HIM]

Going to a public school is not necessarily a bad thing. Its going to be a big adjustment for both you and your child, but it will be alright. I had to make the adjustment from a christian school to a public school and it was a big adjustment but it worked out fine for me.

 

[BlondieLashes]

Thank you for the replies. My pdoc can't see me 'til tomorrow. I cannot believe how hard this is. I can barely focus enough to type.

 

[RuthD]

Thank you for the replies. My pdoc can't see me 'til tomorrow. I cannot believe how hard this is. I can barely focus enough to type.

 

[aflower4God]

Thank you for the replies. My pdoc can't see me 'til tomorrow. I cannot believe how hard this is. I can barely focus enough to type.

I will be praying for you my dear sweet loving sister, I know it is hard to let you baby go to a public school. It breaks my heart to see you this upset, God will take care of you and watch over your little one as well. That is a promise.

 

[BlondieLashes]

Thank you so much. I am going to try to go get some sleep.

 

[Woven]

Praying for you

 

[BlondieLashes]

Thank you for the prayers. My son woke me at 4:30 this morning.

 

[Criada]

You must be exhausted, sweetie.
Praying that the doc can help today

 

[BlondieLashes]

You must be exhausted, sweetie.
Praying that the doc can help today

I am so exhausted. My sister was going to get me to the doctor today but now she is unable because her son is sick. I still can't drive and I have no one to watch Andrew so it looks like I won't go. I am just really afraid that I may end up in the mental hospital if I don't get help.

 

[TomCS]

I'm so sorry. I'm praying for you.

 

[BlondieLashes]

Thanks Tom. I got ahold of my pdoc by phone and he told me to take ativan 3 times a day for awhile. I've taken two doses so far today and it is calming me down.

 

[servant of Merciful Love]

Continued prayers ~ God bless you

 

[SplendidTree]

Praying for you, precious sister!

 

[BlondieLashes]

Thank you so much for the prayers. I actually slept well last night. Today we have to drive into the "city"...my husband will be driving...and I am dealing with a lot of fear over that (was in a car accident last year that has left me thinking we are going to die every time we get in the car)...

 

[Criada]

I'm glad you managed to get some sleep
Praying for your journey today, for peace and protection.