Please pray for me. Lately, I've been struggling with depression most days. I often feel directionless and purposeless. Right now I just graduated from college and have been applying to jobs for awhile now. I think the change from college to not having a goal is contributing to my depression. I now don't know where I'm going, or what God wants me to do. I often get stuck thinking about my failures in the past, and I worry that maybe God can't use me because of my weaknesses. I often feel angry and frustrated (and some of this is directed at my parents, then at myself). I know my anger is wrong, but I feel like I'm frustrated and irritable all the time. I try to get my anger under control, but then I fail and feel like I'm in a cycle. I want to know God more but I feel like I'm not doing enough to do that. I pray and read my Bible daily, but I want more. I am not satisfied with just a rote reading of the Bible; I want to actually be close to God. But I also rarely make more time during the day. I'm angry at myself for that. I'm confused at what God wants me to do. I wish I could hear Him better. I often wish I were a different person. I feel like I am a failure so much. I'm worried I disappoint God. I want to love Him, but I often think my "love" isn't enough. I want to be filled with love for God and others but I don't know how. Please pray for me. I'm really struggling. Thank you and God bless you.