- Jul 4, 2021
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Hi everyone,
I want to reach out for help,simple help.Today I don’t know why,perhaps a lack of sleep,I’ve been down in the dumps all day,depressed to say the least,I lack motivation to pray,and seem very gloomy.I even have been tempted with the very thing I fear the most,apostasy.Which I refuse,saying to God in small prayers “I’ll never leave you Jesus” however I’m worried I have committed apostasy and am forever condemned,as I read on a site called Salvation Call,but it seems that in the state I’m in that isn’t as scary as it usually is,which worries me more that I’m not WORRIED!.I’ve experienced depression before,but not like this.I admit on my part not staying consistent in Bible reading.But right now im very depressed and worried about leaving the lord.Even this past week I’ve been having thoughts of “religion and Jesus is ridiculous” or “Jesus is a joke” and I don’t want to think these among others.
I want to reach out for help,simple help.Today I don’t know why,perhaps a lack of sleep,I’ve been down in the dumps all day,depressed to say the least,I lack motivation to pray,and seem very gloomy.I even have been tempted with the very thing I fear the most,apostasy.Which I refuse,saying to God in small prayers “I’ll never leave you Jesus” however I’m worried I have committed apostasy and am forever condemned,as I read on a site called Salvation Call,but it seems that in the state I’m in that isn’t as scary as it usually is,which worries me more that I’m not WORRIED!.I’ve experienced depression before,but not like this.I admit on my part not staying consistent in Bible reading.But right now im very depressed and worried about leaving the lord.Even this past week I’ve been having thoughts of “religion and Jesus is ridiculous” or “Jesus is a joke” and I don’t want to think these among others.
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