Another day to slog through.
Annie is inconsolable and begging me to take the pain away somehow.
Katie won't get out of bed.
Kelsey crying alone in her room.
The boys? Two are oddly, weirdly detached to a level I've never seen, and the youngest one is out partying with his friends every night from what I've heard.
Oh, and did I mention that I was getting $650 from my ex's military pension? And that goes away immediately upon his death. So things were VERY tight up 'til now. Things will be impossible from here on out. We've looked at our budget and anything we could cut out would only be a drop in the bucket. We need prayer for a miracle, a much better job for my husband (who has health issues for any of you who remember that) or a money tree to quickly grow in our backyard.
Funeral is on Saturday.
Are you able to go stay with Annie, Dori? Or is she able to come stay with you and your hubby for a bit? I'm praying that you can be a soft shoulder for her to cry on through this.
Is there another program from the military that kicks in upon death....some sort of spousal death benefit?
Praying for the details.....and all the bits and pieces to be worked out.
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