May the Lord bless you katerinah, for your kindness and for being there.
Hi,
I accept the fact, that you really thanked God and not me.
I work for God. I am not that nice, nor effective, without Him directing my ways.
I work for God for Him with you and others. It is wrong for me to accept your words, of "for being there". That too is a function of God and not me.
I do have these feelings and emotions. That too is of and from God.
I do love you, in that Agape Plus way, which I call LOVE. That too is from God.
I am happy you are better. Yet, I can take no credit for any of my actions. Instead, I just enjoy working with and for God so much, that even when my life was meaningless to me, even when I asked God to have no after life, in any way shape or form, I still asked Jesus in this case, if I could still work for God as it is just too much fun, until the day comes when my request was granted back then, if God would grant that request.
(He did not by the way. He did something else instead that caused and causes me to want eternal life. It was a month and a half later that happened. And, what I chose, made the lack of eternal life, impossible from that 'decision' of mine done actually in Total Free Will. It is one of the few times that I have ever been given my Free Will back by God, for awhile.)
I had asked God to cause me to be destroyed both body and soul, in Hell or however He would do that, and painlessly or non painlessly whichever was needed.
Yet, as I waited for that prayer to be answered, yes, I still asked God to allow me to keep working for Him, (mostly Jesus, but the Others and one other also.), as it really was too much fun working for Him, as I had been doing at that time, for a few years by then.
I think you are allowed to bless me, and I accept that. You are not supposed to pray for me, but, should you do that, it is no great error, and your prayers will go to others, or back to you. They will not go to me.
I can take no credit for what God does or causes, including being here for you in your moment of grief.
This is also what I did not want to say. I was not allowed to pray for your son, because He is already with God, and for those types, I am never allowed to pray for them. That is how I knew.
Yes, I can pray for almost anybody. I cannot pray for some though, as they are already so fine with God, that they pray for us who are still coming to God, rather than us praying to God for them.
I was not allowed to pray for your son, and I still am not allowed to. He prays to God for you and for others. He is that good with God now.
He was probalby already that good with God, before he left this earth, and if so, you would have seen and recognized that, here on earth.
LOVE,
