Dear All,
I am currently dating a girl and i found out that she is not a virgin. As for me through the Grace of God i am. I understand and truly believe that it was not my will, but rather God's Will and Grace that intervened in many of these situations where i could too have slept with a girl. The issue i'm having now is not that i don't want to forgive her, since this is all new to me, the thoughts are battling me from all angles. One thought is the double-standard, "it would have more appropriate for a guy to be the one who's a non-virgin than the girl," another thought was "maybe she'll live the rest of her life knowing that there 'better' guys out there," and finally the images of her being intimate with others greatly distresses me. As of now things are going really well, we're getting along great and thank God He brought her into my life. I was hoping to get a reply from someone with experience who was a virgin and married a non-virgin and to see a few things: 1) how did they get over these issues, 2) did they feel completely at peace before marriage (is this something that is possible?), 3) has this issue caused more issues in the marriage such as jealousy, insecurity, lack of trust, or is it something that is sort of irrelevant in their thoughts now?
Last of all, I understand that it is basically pride that is being struck up in me with all these thoughts "i deserve better..." and i hate that i feel this way, however, it is a natural feeling i believe and besides begging for everyones prayers in this forum i'm not sure how that feeling will change.
Thank you all and please pray for both of us. God Bless
I am currently dating a girl and i found out that she is not a virgin. As for me through the Grace of God i am. I understand and truly believe that it was not my will, but rather God's Will and Grace that intervened in many of these situations where i could too have slept with a girl. The issue i'm having now is not that i don't want to forgive her, since this is all new to me, the thoughts are battling me from all angles. One thought is the double-standard, "it would have more appropriate for a guy to be the one who's a non-virgin than the girl," another thought was "maybe she'll live the rest of her life knowing that there 'better' guys out there," and finally the images of her being intimate with others greatly distresses me. As of now things are going really well, we're getting along great and thank God He brought her into my life. I was hoping to get a reply from someone with experience who was a virgin and married a non-virgin and to see a few things: 1) how did they get over these issues, 2) did they feel completely at peace before marriage (is this something that is possible?), 3) has this issue caused more issues in the marriage such as jealousy, insecurity, lack of trust, or is it something that is sort of irrelevant in their thoughts now?
Last of all, I understand that it is basically pride that is being struck up in me with all these thoughts "i deserve better..." and i hate that i feel this way, however, it is a natural feeling i believe and besides begging for everyones prayers in this forum i'm not sure how that feeling will change.
Thank you all and please pray for both of us. God Bless