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Here is my testimony:
I've been there, and it is horrible. Your whole life ends up in ruins. Everything you valued is gone. But Jesus came and put His hand on my shoulder and said, "I am your strength and shield, and a very present help in time of trouble". That didn't stop the grief but it helped me to tie a knot on the end of the rope and to hold on.
That was 1980. I had nothing left in life except Jesus, and it was then I realised that He is everything. I had to get right down into the depths of grief and despair before I knew how value Jesus was to me. Then, slowly but surely, He started working to create a new life for me. I went through seven years of storm and stress while that was happening, and then God brought along another partner, and 28 years of happy marriage later, I can testify to God's wonderful love and grace in that He can create things out of nothing, and open doors that are not there.
But first, there has to be a complete falling upon Christ as your only hope for the future. I prayed right through the book of Psalms and just concentrated on fellowshipping with Him. When my marriage broke up, I had no spiritual "chart" to follow. None of my Christian mentors had any answers for me. So I ditched the lot of them and went on alone. I made many mistakes and got myself into situations where the Lord had to bail me out, but looking back, I see His guidance and faithfulness to me, especially in the times where I was not being faithful to Him.
I discovered Jesus to be a very compassionate, complete, and loving Saviour and Friend. I discovered that my only qualification for heaven was that Jesus died for me on the cross. God told me that was all I needed, and by the way, that is all I never needed even when I was an up and coming deacon in my church!
So, God enabled me to get a BA, then an MA, and now a MDiv. He gave me a 19 year career in school teaching; 10 years as a Ministry of Justice victim advisor; a supportive a faithful wife; a wonderful daughter whom I am proud of; a freehold home; and a very blessed walk with Him in fellowship.
At the time of my separation and divorce, I had none of these things, and I went from having a suburban home, ministry, career, marriage, a 4 year old child, to moving to another city and living in a one bedroom flat. That was 1980/81. By 1987, I had a university degree, new partner, a home, use of her motor vehicle, a teaching career. By 1991, we had a new home in another city, and another child, and a good high school teaching position.
I can testify that God is faithful and He will create a whole new future for you, as you trust and rely on Him and trust Him to meet your needs in His way.
Here is my testimony:
I've been there, and it is horrible. Your whole life ends up in ruins. Everything you valued is gone. But Jesus came and put His hand on my shoulder and said, "I am your strength and shield, and a very present help in time of trouble". That didn't stop the grief but it helped me to tie a knot on the end of the rope and to hold on.
That was 1980. I had nothing left in life except Jesus, and it was then I realised that He is everything. I had to get right down into the depths of grief and despair before I knew how value Jesus was to me. Then, slowly but surely, He started working to create a new life for me. I went through seven years of storm and stress while that was happening, and then God brought along another partner, and 28 years of happy marriage later, I can testify to God's wonderful love and grace in that He can create things out of nothing, and open doors that are not there.
But first, there has to be a complete falling upon Christ as your only hope for the future. I prayed right through the book of Psalms and just concentrated on fellowshipping with Him. When my marriage broke up, I had no spiritual "chart" to follow. None of my Christian mentors had any answers for me. So I ditched the lot of them and went on alone. I made many mistakes and got myself into situations where the Lord had to bail me out, but looking back, I see His guidance and faithfulness to me, especially in the times where I was not being faithful to Him.
I discovered Jesus to be a very compassionate, complete, and loving Saviour and Friend. I discovered that my only qualification for heaven was that Jesus died for me on the cross. God told me that was all I needed, and by the way, that is all I never needed even when I was an up and coming deacon in my church!
So, God enabled me to get a BA, then an MA, and now a MDiv. He gave me a 19 year career in school teaching; 10 years as a Ministry of Justice victim advisor; a supportive a faithful wife; a wonderful daughter whom I am proud of; a freehold home; and a very blessed walk with Him in fellowship.
At the time of my separation and divorce, I had none of these things, and I went from having a suburban home, ministry, career, marriage, a 4 year old child, to moving to another city and living in a one bedroom flat. That was 1980/81. By 1987, I had a university degree, new partner, a home, use of her motor vehicle, a teaching career. By 1991, we had a new home in another city, and another child, and a good high school teaching position.
I can testify that God is faithful and He will create a whole new future for you, as you trust and rely on Him and trust Him to meet your needs in His way.