Hey guys. I've been feeling a 'lil blue lately.
(For older people who don't think kids nowadays don't know how to love yet, I put love in these ''.) There's a girl I like named Angel, and I 'love' her so much... We use to go out, but two weeks into the relationship she just wanted to be friends. It's been about two months since then, and my feelings haven't died down.
She's really nice, although she jokes around and insults me alot (jokingly), and she loves everything I do. I just don't understand what went wrong, other than me being a complete failure in the social department. I'm always making an idiot of myself while around her (or any girl), and I don't have much confidence in myself because I'm a bit overweight, 'immature' (I call it fun loving), and I'm always insecure and jealous, even though I never say anything about being jealous. I keep it to myself because I don't like to be that way.
Also, girls usually think of me as a friend, and hardly anything else. I usually help them with something, and when they are done with me, they usually leave me alone. Not everyone, though. Angel doesen't. One of the worst things about me is that I'm self-concious. I'm always afraid I'm annoying.
I guess I need to be a bit more assertive and not so wishy-washy, but I don't know how to be. I don't want to seem rude, but I don't want to be walked on, either.
I want to improve myself a bit in the way I act, but I can't. I'm just being... me. I can't help that I love her so much. I love everyone, but some I love in a special way, like her. Something must have happened to her in the past, and I want to find out what so I can help her.
Does anyone have any advice on how to get her to warm up to people a bit? I know its hard to do that, but I wish I could make her life a little better.
I notice all I ever do is post my problems on this site... my bad. ^.^;;
(For older people who don't think kids nowadays don't know how to love yet, I put love in these ''.) There's a girl I like named Angel, and I 'love' her so much... We use to go out, but two weeks into the relationship she just wanted to be friends. It's been about two months since then, and my feelings haven't died down.
She's really nice, although she jokes around and insults me alot (jokingly), and she loves everything I do. I just don't understand what went wrong, other than me being a complete failure in the social department. I'm always making an idiot of myself while around her (or any girl), and I don't have much confidence in myself because I'm a bit overweight, 'immature' (I call it fun loving), and I'm always insecure and jealous, even though I never say anything about being jealous. I keep it to myself because I don't like to be that way.
Also, girls usually think of me as a friend, and hardly anything else. I usually help them with something, and when they are done with me, they usually leave me alone. Not everyone, though. Angel doesen't. One of the worst things about me is that I'm self-concious. I'm always afraid I'm annoying.
I guess I need to be a bit more assertive and not so wishy-washy, but I don't know how to be. I don't want to seem rude, but I don't want to be walked on, either.
I want to improve myself a bit in the way I act, but I can't. I'm just being... me. I can't help that I love her so much. I love everyone, but some I love in a special way, like her. Something must have happened to her in the past, and I want to find out what so I can help her.
Does anyone have any advice on how to get her to warm up to people a bit? I know its hard to do that, but I wish I could make her life a little better.
I notice all I ever do is post my problems on this site... my bad. ^.^;;