I feel kinda bad asking for prayer but I know I need it. Im struggling with sin so much. Im so mad at myself right now because I just committed the sin that i struggle with the most. I was going on 2 weeks and i just threw it all away. I didnt even want to. I told myself i wasnt going to do it, but i did. I knew it was coming. I fell for one of my own traps. Looking up something innocent that eventually led down a darker path. Im so tired of Hurting God like this. Im tired of repeatedly stabbing the back of the one who has done so much for me. So please just keep me in mind.