Hello everyone it’s my first time posting in this forum. I have had pure o ocd since I was 13 years old. I’m now 20. I have always wondered if this is a demonic thing, I feel like as a Christian my perspective on mental illness is different. Because even though these thoughts are in my head and I feel the urges it doesn’t feel like they are truly mine. If this is a spirit can Jesus heal me from this, has anyone ever been healed from this. I just feel so evil because of this disorder. I feel like I deserve to go to hell because of my thoughts and that Jesus is disgusted by me. I know that he loves me but why isn’t he healing me. Sorry for the rant I guess I’m just a bit desperate at this point.