Calleigh's Story

[JPPT1974]

Calleigh McCormick was a 30-year old and shy Amerasian female who's work was her life. She worked with the ICB. Internatinal Crime Bureau.
A secretive law enforcement bureau that helped out other local and state law enforcement bureaus.
She was a wiz at the computer as they called her aka "The computer gal". She travelled with the other agents who were in desparate need of her computer skills. She has been there ever since she was a teenager.
She learned the computers before learning to walk joked her parents.
She travelled to all fifty states and over fifty countries. And counting.
She never, ever has time to socialize nor much less have a date. She was always on the run.
The few remaining "hobbies" she has if you want to call those that. Were going to NFL games and exercising. She goes to some NFL games when on assignment.
She never has been married, not even has ever seriously dated someone(been on one blind date but that was way, way long ago), and no children. She was nonetheless, the only honest and hard-working person that someone would ever, ever meet.

Her work was her life. She lives, breathes, and even sleeps work. Much to even the chargin of her supervisors. Who worried that she needed to have a life of her own.
One day, while at a black-tie party, there was this handsome guy. He looked like in his late thirties to early forties. Tall, dark, and handsome thought Calliegh.
He was looking and staring at her all evening. When she looked for him, he was out of sight. But then he came to introduce himself.
His name was John Robertson. He was a Justice Department federal agent. On loan and a Canadian liason. He, like Calleigh, was a workaholic.
He helped train other cops and feds. He also used to be in the military. Was like a Canadian Navy Seal.
He was also was a Harvard graduate and law school graduate as well. Despite not praticing law, he still is liscensed.
But he would rather be part of the action. Instead of just sitting on the sidelines. He and Calleigh talked for a long, long, time. He has been in military and law enforcement since he was 13. Beginning with ROTC.
Unlike Calleigh however, he used to be married. Married for over twenty years. His wife a few years ago died of cancer.
They had no children despite both desparately wanting a family of their own. But he had a very busy and heckteck schedule. That required him to move all of the time.

John was trained to kill or be killed. He also was a marksman in over thirty guns and twenty knives and other non-gun weapontry.
He spoke about twelve lanuages. As also he came from a huge family. With parents married over fifty-seven years. He has eight brothers and six sisters. He is the only one born in the USA. Also he has sixty nephews and nieces. With more on the way.
But his parents went to Canada when he was two years old. His dad was in the Navy and was a seal. John wanted to follow him in the seals and did.
He did it by land, sea, and air. The Canadian Navy Seals. He also was heavily trained in self-defense & martial arts.
Calleigh, again was from an only child background. Her parents have been married for thirty-eight years. She is adopted from Vietnam.
She became a US citizen in 1982. She excelled in technology and english. And while still in high school, the US Government gave her a job.
To help out in the computers. As she became a wiz. That is how she got the name "Computer gal".
John and Calliegh had a lot in common. But the difference was in their personalities. Calliegh was quiet, shy, and withdrawn.
While John was lively, outgoing, and talkative. But both he and Calliegh had more in common than they would ever know.

But he & Calleigh talked all through the night. He was polite and friendly. Very concerned.
As well as also has a heart of gold. He and Calliegh were the last ones to leave the party. He gave her his card as he gently kissed her on the cheek. He told her to call her anyday at anytime. So she did and the two started a friendship. That went into dating.
For the next five months. They were inseparable. Both of them walked around the park in DC. And they went on picnics.
John told Calliegh that he hadn't dated since his wife's death three years ago.
And at the urging of his friends as well as his and his late wife's Jordan's families to get him to date again. At their blessings as well.
Calliegh told him that she very, very rarely goes out and prefers to stay at home. John told her the same thing for him.
Afterwards, they took trips to the mountains. They went out to movies and dinner. John was the perfect gentleman.
Before, during, and after their dates, John gave Calliegh a kiss on the cheek. Both were holding hands and were kissing neck & neck.
These past few months were meaningful to Calliegh. Then all of a sudden, it would go downhill for her. Just when things were going great for the young lady.

John went from being a sweet and kind man into being a cruel and heartless monster.
Especially in front of Calliegh. For the next six or seven months, Calliegh tried to call him or talk to him in the office. But he ignored her calls.
And in the office, told her to stop harrassing him. What is worse, she stumbled into something that could harm John.
When John's life was in danger, she did her best to warn him. But he told her to shut up and mind her own business.
That she needed to keep out of his affairs. Calliegh was not just confused but hurt.
Everytime she tried to talk to and with him, either he ignored her.
Pretending she wasn't there or just shoved her off. One time, he yelled out in front of her to stay out of his life. And to keep her mouth shut.
She almost was on the verge of tears. Then one day, while they were at a wedding on a cruise in which John was the best man. John was all tied up. And everybody was looking for him.
When unbeknowest to everybody, terrorists were on board to hijack the cruise vessel.
Terry, one of the feds, replaced him in the spur of the moment. When John untied himself after being knocked unconcious. Calliegh on accident, didn't know she let a terrorist go free. John jumped down her throat as with the others. Then as the others went to look for him.
Wendell, Calliegh's good friend at the ICB, told her that John was under a lot of pressure and stress. And told her not to worry.
But it was too late for even that. Calliegh seemed that she could never, ever forgive John. For what he put her through. No matter how many times he would deny it.
She had to go somewhere to cleanse her mind. After the wedding on the boat, the usually teethtotalling Calliegh drunk done some three beers.
Calliegh, not known to take vacations, thought she needed one.
So she put in a one month notice. Then the month came when her relationship with John had gone sour.
Even when she tried to say hi to him, he rudely ignored her. She needed a break. A whole month's break. She went to the Virgin Islands to escape.

 

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Calleigh was nervous as she went to the Virgin Islands. This was her first ever vacation in about seven or eight years.
Usually she also takes weekends off with her parents. The holidays mainly. She only brought about nine shirts, six shorts, and five pairs of jeans.
And four pairs of shoes. Along with a cd walkman, her bible, some devotions, and a pillow.
With batteries and a journal for the walkman. She would be there for thirty-nine days. She also happened to be a huge fan of the Survivor tv show.
She came in a hut. No tv, nor radio, not even the internet. She had like five weeks of rice.
She also would allow herself to splurge one day. And one day alone.
There she at times burned herself while making some rice. But then got used to it by reading the directions.

Also she learned from the natives to catch some fish. Not a fish eater at all, she caught some fish. But this fish tasted really, really well.
She also did aerobics and yoga. She also had a tape journal to record her days on the island. How everything was. With reading her devotions and her bible.
She also told in her journal that as soon as the ride to the states, she would break up her relationship with John and there would be no ands, ifs, and/or buts.
But what happens if John didn't bother to acknowledge her. But also would come worse. He would laugh it off and ignore her all together.
But she had to end the relationship somehow, someway.
"Think Calliegh! Think! You deserve better than that! Think!" as Calliegh wondered what needed to be done about John.
She could always go to her loving and doting dad. But also she needed to be independent as well.

Then on day 34, she noticed there was a lump on her left breast. Calliegh then went to the nearby doctor's office.
Who then in turn, told her where the nearby hospital was. She went in and they did a breast exam on her lump. And admitted her right away.
She would be there overnight. So she was wheeled in the next morning. They already gotten the rest of the cancer.
They told Calleigh that it was good she caught it early. Then she left and said thanks.
Went back to the hut. She was so, so sleepy. She slept a few days afterwards.
Then on day 39, after missing her workout, she worked out for the first time in a week. Then she was getting ready to pack.
She then recorded her last day. How she found and gotten the lump on her breast removed. How she wished if she could go back and do things all over. That she wouldn't had met John. Nor would ignore him being the creep that he was. Also she would had been happy being single.
She later learned before she went on the thirty-nine day trip that she has aspbergers syndrome.

So that is why she was so, so moody and had a huge temper. Then as she cleaned the hut and packed up. For the next person to come on in.
She tipped the housekeepers. She looked at herself in the mirror. She looked like skin & bones. Lost a whole ton of weight. Then she went to check herself into a motel.
She needed to get a motel as she also checked out how much weight that she lost.
Calliegh was stunned as she lost about forty pounds. She was all skin & bones all right.
But also that had to do with her breast cancer surgery all right.
And how she was sleeping almost all day & everyday.

Then she went to the hotel. It was a very, very nice hotel. She didn't use her splurge but now she gets to. On her last day.
She ate a huge meal of steak and veggies. Downed over ten bottles of Diet Dr Pepper. Her favorite drink. Then ate some dessert.
She then took about over twenty showers. As she also downed junk food. She threw up dozens of times. But in the end, that didn't matter at all.
She went to get her hotel and to spend a night there.
Not just get a great bed, a tv, ordering a movie, but also get real food.
Not just rice and the occassional seafood from the oceans.
But also sleep not in a sleeping bag or on the floor. Which kind of hurt her back as well as her body.
After awhile, went into a beauty and spa salon. Got her hair cut about seven to eight inches. Then got a massage as she pampered herself. The massage felt really warm and relaxing.
She felt like she was at peace as well as very, very less tense.
Then she hit the hotel bed and slept the whole night. The next day, she went with a new look. As well as a new attitude and a new hope for her as well. Home sweet home was awaiting Calliegh.

Calliegh then took the flight home. It was an ten hour flight including stops along the way.
She was dreading going back home. But most of all back to work. And facing her, in her words, soon-to-be-ex boyfriend John.
After he had done her wrong and treated her like dirt. Then as she stepped off the plane and got her luggage. She went into her loft.
The place was spotless as she cleaned it up before she left. In her thirty-nine days she went, it only rained about six times.
Four of those times were lightening and thundering.
She got her mail as she mailed out her bills as she paid for them. Got her vacation check.
Paid the $400 dollars in her apartment. Then added another $400. With $500 going to water, heating, electricity, and other means.
Then she went to the laundry and clean her clothes all together. As she wanted to save time and money.
As she read a book and listened to music. Afterwards, as she got back, she got done and folded her clothes.
She then re-cleaned her loft to make sure it was so, so nice to the brim. She also did her bills. Sometimes overpaying them. But that was Calleigh. Wanting to stay ahead. Way, way, ahead of the competition.
Then while cleaning and playing on the internet. Something caught her eye. There was going to be a conference on the death penalty and teens. She thought she needed to get out. So she decided to go.

 

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There at the convention, she sat down. With an audience of about 2,000. There were cops and lawyers. Discussing the death penalty.
There she noticed a lawyer that used to be a US Attorney. Formerally of the Texas Rangers.
Despite the huge crowd, he noticed her right away. As his eyes met with her eyes. He had beautiful blue eyes. Like the oceans in the Virgin Islands. Afterwards there was a dessert and reception for everybody there.
Then after the nearly ninety minute discussion, there was that man whom Calliegh was good friends with.
His name was Scott and he was from Texas. He kissed and hugged Calliegh. He was in DC for two years.

On loan from the Texas Rangers and then the US Attorney's Office as an investigator. Then he went back to Texas to go work in the district office. He told Calliegh he was back in DC for good. He has taken another job.
As counselor for the ABA. The American Bar Association. He & Calleigh were very close friends.
Scott was also not just handsome on the outside but on the inside was all that counted for Calleigh.
Scott and Calliegh seemed they picked up where they started.
As both were good friends for almost seven years when they both laid eyes on each other.

When he was in DC, he and Calliegh had twice a month strictly platonic but very friendly lunches.
He was divorced and had a twenty year old daughter named Micah. S
She was going to go into law. Be a lawyer for underprivileged children and youth.
She already has not one but two degrees. One in physcology and another in child and teen services. She was also going for an MBA on top of that.
Very smart but very kind and sweet gal she was.
Scott and Calleigh also talked on the phone a whole lot. He was not just her friend, but her mentor and advisor. Giving her advice on anything and everything from choosing men to being frugal with her money and things she bought.

He would invited her over for Christmas as she would do the same for him in Thanksgiving.
Then as he went back to Dallas, the friendship didn't stop. Calliegh and Scott emailed each other daily.
As they talked on the phone four times a week for the next three to four years.
Afterwards, she would go to Texas five weekends a year. As he would go to DC five weekends a year himself. They still spent time on the holidays.
Scott and Calleigh then walked into a Starbucks and got some cappicinos. They talked for hours and hours. About his life and her life.
How she took a much needed month off. To get away from her work.

How she needed to get away from all the hurt that has happened.
How Scott was also going through another painful breakout. His former fiance was caught in the arms of another man. Just like his former wife was.
She didn't want to be married nor be a mother to him and Micah. He has raised her since she was six months old.
Calliegh, though hadn't done it at all just yet, told Scott she was going through a painful breakup with her boyfriend.
How her soon to be former boyfriend treated her rotten.
Scott didn't like that and the perfect southern gentleman with impeccable manners promised that he will make sure that Calliegh is taken care of. Physically, mentally, and emotionally.

She also told Scott that she thought she had breast cancer. That while away, she checked herself into a nearby hospital.
How she needed to get that lump removed. She was so afraid to tell her parents that they would be overbearing to her.
Scott told her that it was good for her to check herself into the hospital for the night. Then told her to tell her parents as well.
She also told Scott that she suffered from aspbergers syndrome and nobody knew except her and now him.
But Scott thought that she needed to tell her parents and also see a physcologist and take medication for it.
And in turn found out what she thought she wasn't. A manic depressive or schizphronea.
Scott insisted on taking her back to her apartment. He dropped her off and gave her his phone number.
And told her he would love to take her to dinner sometime. Then gave her a kiss on the cheek.

As he left, Calliegh realized that John never walked her back to her loft. Never told her to call him at anytime. Like the sincere Scott was. So she would give that a lot of thought.
As she would ironically, write him a, "Dear John" letter. Ending not just their relationship but their friendship. Once & for all.
This was going to be much more harder for her to write than for him to read.
But she thought he really didn't seem to mind. Nor for that matter didn't seem to care at all.
About what she has been going through and what she is going through now.
As Scott has seemed to erased all of that.

Then she went back to her apartment to type the letter. Since she couldn't reach John via email.
Since he kept telling her over and over to stop harrassing him. So she would nail to his loft.
Then as she did that, she went back to work quietly. Without causing a scene.
Then after work when it was all empty since people were on assignments. Calliegh went to walk around the park. Then she heard a hello and her name. It was none other than Scott. He was off of work. And he was going to grab a bite and go home.

But since he saw Calliegh, he invited her to a chinese restaurant. Then they both ate heartedly.
Scott told Calliegh that he was so happy to be back in DC. That the first person he tried to see was her.
But the ICB told him that she was gone on vacation. That she would return in a week.
So he must had been in DC for a week. But he told her that he was there for two weeks when she returned.
And Scott was done to earth and he was so, so fun to be around with. Then he insisted on taking her home again. Then gave her a kiss on the cheek. Then she went to her loft and rested a bit.

Then Calliegh decided to give John the note. By taping it to his apartment door. As she would go by during her walking routines.
But more importantly, she would resign from the ICB. Because Calliegh felt betrayed by her long life friends.
As she felt they took John's side over her side. She typed in her resignation. Then got her things and went to her office.
As Scott also earlier offered her a job at the ABA. A much friendlier and nicer job.
Over at the ICB there were over 5,000 special agents and over 6,000 personal working there. Calliegh was one of them.

The job she has had since she was 14 was resigning. She went in quietly and handed her resignation on her boss' desk. As everybody was away on their respected assignments.
She also took a bus to do the hardest thing she has ever done in her life.
With the exception of accepting Christ into her life and getting a job.
Then went to John's very huge loft. Much more huger loft with a gym in it for him to do his martial arts. And hung it on his door. Then left to sit in the park.

 

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[Then as Calliegh did all of that, she sat down at the park bench.
Watching people go by and play with their children. Holding hands like a couple.
Then out of nowhere, came Scott. Who saw her and she felt that she needed him more than anything.
Just when she needed him the most. She told him about going to her ex boyfriend's loft to deliver thant note and then.
Got her resignation and resigned from the job that she loved the most. That the past seven months were just like heck to her. She almost was about to cry.
And then Scott, understanding and caring, put his arms around her. And she cried so, so hard on his shoulder.

Then after nearly an hour of hugging and comforting her. Scott knew just what she needed. A dinner and a movie. If that was ok with her. As she nodded up and down. A whole-hearted yes!
That would ease her pain. And Scott jokingly told her that it also would brighten up his mood as well.
That both could use both that to bring them into good moods.
Then he put his coat around her shoulders as the air was getting cooler.
Then he would walk her back to her apartment. Just a true southern gentleman Scott was.

Then while John finished workout and working out in his gym, he later found the note hung up on his apartment door.
It was unmarked. But he opened it anywhere. It was a really, really, "Dear John" letters. It was from Calliegh.
"Dear John, this is going to hurt me writing this more than it will hurt you reading this.
When I first met you, I thought you were like a knight in shining armour. Very handsome and beautiful on both the outside as well as mainly the inside. We were very inseparable and a team.
But then these past eight months changed. As you went from being a prince into a monster.
You ignored me and treated me bad. Very condescending and very, very, mean.
You told me to mind my own business and you shoved me off. Like I wasn't important.
I was going to give you the benefit of the doubt since you were under a lot of stress. But the days grew into weeks. And the days grew into months.
It felt like years for me. Awaiting you to welcome me back into your life.
But it would get much more worse before it got even better.
You also had everybody at the ICB backing you up more than they did me. I felt I didn't have any friends there.
So by the time you get this letter, I handed in my resignation. And not just did I find a good job. But working with nice and caring people.
Though you had been there at the ICB since nearly a year. I have been there since I was 14. I felt so alone. And I took a month off.
But then you didn't want to notice nor for that matter didn't care.
I had to gather up my thoughts. And make some tough decisions that were indeed tough. That I needed to take some chances and with those chances came risks involved. That trip totally changed my whole entire outlook and perspective on life.
So I had to resign given the chance to either stay and let bad memories come back to haunt me. Or leave and find a much better environment. Where I can work and breathe in a peaceful and quiet surroundings.
Also I felt I found someone else who really understands and knows what I am going through.
The man you replaced, Scott. He has been lending a ear as well as understand my plight. I have known him since 1997.
We have been really great friends even after he left for Texas. He is back here permanently.
And he also helped me get a job with the American Bar Association. I started a week ago. I love it already.
But everytime I waved or tried to say hi to you. You just ignored me. Pretending I wasn't there.
I think it would be in the best of interest for both of us. If we called it quits. Not just on our relationship. But also our friendship.
For fears that I can't trust you. Nor you be there for me. Physically, mentally, and emotionally.
Because to me, Scott is the whole entire package. I am so, so sorry. But I just can't let you hurt me over and over again. Like you have been.
You take care of yourself. And hopefully find another woman that is totally the same like you. Because I am the total opposite it seems. God bless! Calliegh

Then when he read the note, he had tears all over his cheeks and eyes. His face was read as his eyes were puffy.
He then began throwing stuff and hiting with the baseball bat. He wrecked up his whole entire loft. And almost his loft looked like a tornado hit it.
He then cried so, so hard. After crying a long, long time, he went and drove around to find Calliegh.
He went to the ICB and sure enough, Calliegh's former bosses told him she resigned without giving them any notice whatsoever.
Then he drove to her apartment. Since he was somehow shaolin, he unlocked her loft without using a key. Then he came in to look for her.
And he for some strange reason, found the journal she tooked to the Virgin Islands with her. He knew he shouldn't read it but felt that he needed to.

To show him where she was. He read it very fast since he was a speed reader.
He found out that she had breast cancer. The cancer that she had six years ago was about to come back.
And she went in to the doctor's office and they removed her cancer. They hopefully got all of it as she had to stay overnight.
Since she detected it early before it spread to her body. Also that she first and more importantly, never, ever wished that she never met John.
IMOF, not ever, ever, laid her eyes on him. Knowing the kind of man that he turned out to be.
And wished that she could had, go back and do things over and this time, more differently.
Also wished that people understood that she had aspburgers syndrome.
But they don't seem to care enough to even learn.

John was so, so heartbroken. And felt like he was the most disgusting man on the planet.
He felt like a cold-hearted jerk towards her. That he should had been there for her. And as she wrote to him, they were inseparable & a team.
He should had known better not to hurt his girlfriend. Or in her words, ex.
He wished that if he could do it all over again, he wouldn't had been so mean and hateful to her. As he drove off around town in search of Calliegh.

Then as Scott was walking Calliegh to get ready for her date to her loft.
There was a very, very speeding car that must had gone over 100 mph.
As Scott yelled "Look out Calliegh!! Get out of the way honey!"
But it was way, way too late. As the car struck Calliegh down.
Then Scott was holding Calliegh crying so, so hard.
As there were over 100 people there. As they all did their best not to let her go into a state of shock.
As Calleigh was warned not to talk due to her badly broken & very badly bleeding body everywhere. Scott's jackets was filled all with nothing but blood.
He was craddling Calleigh so, so hard. As he yelled to anybody that would listen to call for help and an ambulance.

Then as they called, a big & huge guy came up to them. Saying to them it would take about a half an hour for the ambulance to come. But it would be too late.
If they come within a half an hour, Calliegh would go into a state of shock. And would never regain concious. And would be dead on arrival by the time they arrived at the hosital.
So he was kind enough to take Scott and a barely alive Calliegh. As he led them to his car and was driving like crazy to get them both to the hospital. Scott was doing all he can to stop the bleeding and to make sure Calliegh didn't go into shock.
Scott was making sure that Calliegh wouldn't also go to sleep.
Because she would fall into a coma. But when you have every bone in your body broken, you would slide into a coma so easily.
As Calliegh would go for x-rays and testing. As well as an operation.

Then as they went to the hospital, Calliegh was then going into a state of shock.
Her face was all bloodied. And all her clothes were all bloodied as well. Scott was told to stay put as he was holding onto Calliegh's hands.
Even though physically, he had to let go. He yelled mentally & emotionally not to let go of Calliegh and to hold onto her very, very tightly.
Scott thanked the man for taking them to the nearby hospital. A devout catholic, Scott went into the prayer room.
He prayed to God so, so hard not to take Calliegh away from him or her family. Since she was an only child.
Since her parents would be more devestated than her. Then her parents came. They thanked Scott for being such a wonderful support and help. He did the same with them.
That the also told Scott that he was like a prince. That he has treated their daughter like a princess.
Scott told them that they also raised a daughter with a moral and heartfelt conscience.
That he wished that families have raise daughters just like Calleigh.

Scott was then consulted by the doctor in charge of Calliegh's operation. That the next twenty four to forty-eight hours were going to be critical.
And that Calliegh broke almost every bone in her body. As well as a broken leg and arm.
That if she came out alive, which was less than a 10-15%, she would never, ever walk again. Be paralyzed from the waist down for life.
Scott told the doc to make sure that she lived. Even if it means if she was paralyzed.
Scott was worried about her parents. As they were also devout Christians. Then he went down to the lobby.
All of a sudden, there was a man. The man frantically asked to see a Calliegh.

Scott then approached the man. "May...Can I help you?? Are you a friend or a family member?" asked Scott.
"I am her boyfriend John. Are you Scott?"
Then Scott, without hesistation, hauled off & knocked John out and began yelling & pouncing on him.
It had to take a dozen hospital and security staff just to pry both of them away.
"She has told me a lot about you! How you treated her rotten! How you didn't seem to care about her! All you care about is yourself!
Now look at where & how she is! There is a 10% chance of her making it out alive.
But if she makes it out alive, she will never walk again. Or if she dies, I am going to hold you personally responsible. For everything and anything else that happens or will happen to her!"
John then got up after Scott broke his nose. "But Scott! I am not the monster she describes me to be!! I..."
"You just what!!??" yelled an angry Scott.
"I was trying to reach her when she was gone for a month!! I tried to email her and just learned today that she resigned from the ICB!!" cried a teary-eyed John
"Did you care that she has aspburgers syndrome?"
John's eyes opened very, very wide as well as his mouth. Scott then continued
"Did you care that she had cancer? The cancer she had beaten nearly five years ago. Almost came back! She had it while on vacation.
She had to go through a mastacomy and spent the whole two days in the hospital to make sure they got the cancer!
No!! You were off in your own little world only caring about your needs instead of your girlfriend's!
She doesn't deserve to have someone like you treating her rotten. And you really don't deserve her!
As of now, I will be taking care of her. She is no longer your concern or care! Get out of here before I send you to your grave!!"

Before John could say "But Scott....!" Then the hospital told him it was best for him to leave.
Then as John left, Scott went into Calleigh's room in the ICU. He gently took her hands and thrust them his. As he gently kissed her hands.
"I promise and can assure you Calliegh. Nobody, I mean, nobody will ever, ever treat you rotten like that ever again.
You don't deserve anybody and nobody at all that would treat you rotten! I will take good care of you no matter what occurs" he gently whispered.

 

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Then after nearly six weeks in a coma and Scott always by her side night and day. Whenever he got off work, before work, and on lunchbreaks.
As well on the weekends, saw Calliegh woke up from her coma.
There Scott had tears in his eyes. He kept telling her and telling her over and over that he thought that she would be a goner.
But she laughingly told her gently not by a longshot. That she thanked him for putting up with her and sacrificing his free time for her. In order to get better.
That he told her that he didn't midn at all and that she was far, far, more important to him than his work or anything else.
Then he got the doctors and nurses in there to see her. As they clapped at her for awaking her up.

Then the doctors told her that she would have to eat & recupperate very, very slowly. That it would require about at least two to three months recovery.
Then unbeknowingest to all of them, there was John in the background. Hoping that nobody sees him, that he stood there in disgust. Wishing it was him instead of Scott holding her. Hugging and kissing her.
That John, too on his days off and breaks when Scott wasn't around. Also visited Calliegh.
As he felt so, so ashamed of treating her wrong. And that he wished that he could take all of seven months back. As he just went away. He went there in hopes of not running into Scott. Because Scott would really, really let him have it!

For the next three months would be crucial to Calliegh.
She would have to learn to do even the simpliest things. Like learn to walk, talk, and use eating utensils.
As well as also learn to use the restroom and bathe herself. Every single minute there was Scott by her side.
And every single minute John stood there to watch her. As John wanted lovingly and desparetly to be with her.
John, despite what has happened in over a year, knew that even saying sorry over a million times, couldn't take back all that he had & has said and done to Calliegh. Knowing that he had done so, so wrong to her.
But Calliegh was improving almost day to day. The hospital staff really admired her will and determination not to be paralyzed in a wheelchair. Despite telling her to take it one step at a time.

Then after nearly three and a half months, Calliegh learned that she could finally eat solid foods.
After drinking and eating soups and soft drinks, she was glad.
And if she kept this up much more, she was told that would get to go home in two to three weeks.
She loved the fact that Scott was there with her. As she kiddingly told him that he probably has much better things to do.
But he wanted to be with her almost 24/7. As he also told her not to worry about work.
That the work can wait because those people sounded so sympathetic to her plight. And all that she was going through.

Then Scott knew what she loved the most. A back massage. As he gave her one almost every night with "nights off" as Calliegh gently laughed.
She would be up at six in the morning for temparature and pulses and other things. Plus she would have to take some medicine three times a day. With vitamins.
She would workout on her walking and her other exercises for three hours six days a week. Then swim in the pool for ninety minutes.
As well as learn to read and write correctly two hours a day. She improved very, very well. And very determined as the hospital staff told her.
Then she got some good news after nearly staying in the hospital for nearly four and a half months. She would get to go home in a few days.
Which she was so, so happy. And Scott told her that he went to her loft and cleaned up her loft.
Everything from top to bottom. Dust, washed, and mopped. As well as vaccumed. Calliegh was so, so lucky to have a man like Scott. Who treated her like a queen.

Then afterwards of nearly four months going into five, Calliegh got some terrific news.
That finally that she was going home and that she no longer has to eat hospital food. Which she kind of kidded about.
Scott would be there to wheel her away. Scott then the day it had already come was right there. It was on a Friday.
Calliegh's favorite day of the week. Scott was there as other hospital staff of twenty were out there clapping their hands. And Calliegh wholeheartedly thanked them.
And got them pizzas and drinks in order to show her appreciation and thanks. She told them that she wished she could do some more.

But the hospitial staff told her that she has done more than she has ever had. Got well and most of all, walked out. And they all thought she would be paralyzed.
But she walked out without no wheelchair. Then Calliegh got in Scott's car on the passenger side.
Then as the staff blew her kisses and waved at her. There about a block, was John. Who whenever he wasn't at work or on assignment.
From a distance, he watched Calliegh as she went through nearly four to five months of grueling rehabilitation and getting out of her coma. He was there watching.
Whenever he got off of work or when he had his days off. He watched there and envisioned him instead of Scott helping her.
That he wished that he was so, so loyal to her and so faithful like Scott. He still loved Calliegh despite what he put her through. Not a day goes by without him thinking of and also about her.

 

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Then as Scott brought her home. Her house smelled like spaghetti and a little bit of flowers.
As she went into the house and all of her house was all over balloons and flowers. All from her work to her family. And everybody in the hospital.
The loft was spotless and clean as well as smelt like pine saw.
She kissed Scott all over and kept telling him over and over thank you so very much.
Scott told her that he made the spaghetti just for her and her only.
But she kiddingly told him that she couldn't eat it all gone without him being involved and asked him to stay. And stay he just did.
As she kissed him all over. Saying thank you so very much for giving her the day of her dreams. Or one of them if not the most.

While trying to recupperate, John, at a distance, saw both of them going from the hospital and into Calliegh's loft.
Then John started to follow them. He really wanted to talk to Calliegh.
And wouldn't give up despite both hers and Scott's protests for him to stay out of both of their lives.
John just wouldn't in his stubborn way say no. As he wouldn't take no for an answer.

Then as both were kissing and hugging each other. John went by and got some flowers for Calliegh.
Then as both were sitting down and eating a hearty meal, the doorbell rang. Scott told Calliegh not to move and he would get it. Then he saw it was John. Scott was mad and told him to leave.
That his presence would upset Calliegh so very much.
But John pretended he ignored him and went straight to Calliegh. Who's mood turned also from excellent to sour as she was scared of him.
"Don't be scared Calliegh!! I have been wanting to see you. I feel so, so bad at the way I treated you!
I want to very, very so badly, take everything and anything I did wrong to you back. From the bottom of my heart and my soul!
Please Calleigh, I love you. You mean the whole entire world to me!" said a sympathetic John as he moved or try to on her.

But Calleigh was crying and upset. As well as furious at him. That his presence bought back so many painful memories.
"John, I told you it is over between us. We have nothing in common. I just want you to leave me alone and get out of my life! Please!"
As she was crying so hard and trying to run away from him.
"Get out before I throw you out myself you arrogant creep!" Scott yelled as he tried to get John.
But John promised to be back and he wouldn't give up on Calliegh so easily. He kept telling her that he loved her. No matter what happens nor occurs.
As he left, Scott comforted Calliegh. As he fed her the spaghetti. To comfort her.
"I promise Calleigh that I will see to it that he will never, ever bother you again.
Because he doesn't deserve you. And you don't need anything painful coming back into your life after the heck you have been through.
If he comes near you, I will beat the living daylights out of him. So help me on my parents graves!"
But it wouldn't be the first. Nor even ever the last time they heard from John. As he was very determined to get back Calleigh.

Scott and Calleigh held each other for comfort. As Scott promised Calliegh that he would never, ever let anybody like John hurt her again.
Not as long as he is around. To help, guide, and comfort her.
Then Scott stayed there for the night to make sure that Calliegh didn't have anymore nightmares. As well as protection from John.
The next day, two federal marshall friends of Calliegh guarded her & her loft per Scott's request.
And he also went out of his way to get a judge to order the courts to hand out to John a restraining order.
It was served to John as John was getting off of work the next day.
But Calliegh knew John more than anybody despite the few months they were dating.
That John would definately take no for an answer. Even a restraining order couldn't stop the martial arts trained ranger turned fed.
John also tore up the restraining order and burned it at his loft. Nobody nor not even a restraining order could & would prevent him from seeing Calleigh. Nothing!

Calliegh after two weeks was getting bored. So she came back to work.
Everybody was happy that she came back to work. As per her request, people did their best not to make it into a big deal.
Her office was much more nicer than at the ICB. Her own private space and bosses to work for. Bosses that were like father figures and family. Something that the ICB lacked for the past few years.
So that is what Calleigh wanted and got. They are agreed as she deserved it for all that she has been through.
Then she listened to some music. It was her kind of music. Classical music that was so soothing as well as relaxing.
Scott was off of work attending a conference like the one where she met him and caught up with him that day.
So if John caused her any kind of trouble, she could always drive back to his condo. Since John knew of course, where she lives.
And Scott also would get off to mow his lawn early.

Then came someone turning off the music. Calliegh wondered who it was as she typed on the internet.
It was John as her eyes and mouth opened. She was in total shock.
How did he know where she worked. John was with a big grin and also he seemed very happy to see her.
"John, I think you better leave. Unless you have a search warrant!"
"Hey, don't be silly honey! I came to see my #1 girl in town! And at a new job."
"Actually, it is your former #1 gal!" As Calliegh was trying to change the subject.
She was moving around trying to look busy. Doing her best to ignore John. But John was smarter and knew her better than that.
John kept telling her that he was so, so sorry for the way he has been. For the way that he has been treating her.
But Calliegh told him that it was already too late for apologies. Too late for them to reconcile.

"Please just go John! It is over between us. I am seeing someone else. That is the total opposite of you. He treats me like someone special."
But John wouldn't leave nor back down.
"But when you and I were dating, I treated you like someone and something special. You mean the whole entire world to me.
Please, let me take you out to lunch or for a drink. Let me explain what is happening and why I did you wrong! Please I won't take no for an answer!"
"Well John, you are going to have to accept no because Scott would be furious if he saw you with me!
You know how he feels when I am with someone other than him. Plus, this relationship as well as friendship has been way, way long over!"
"Don't say that honey! We can work it out. Please give me a chance!" As John was trying to hug her and trying to touch her. Calliegh almost yelled so loud that the office heard.
And one of her bosses came to her thankfully to ask if everything was ok. Calliegh told him it is now. And that John was going out the door.
John then did that but he kept telling her that this was all far, far from over. And that he would do anything & everything to get her back. As he left. Calliegh was about in tears. And almost had a heart attack.

Then it was her time to leave. Her bosses after what happened this afternoon thought she needed a bodyguard.
But she told them thanks but no thanks. There are security guards there watching out for her.
Then she went and got into her car. The doors were locked and she had a security system in which Scott installed for her free of charge.
Then as she drove she looked both ways. Not to watch oncoming cars but to make sure that John wasn't following her.
Then as she pulled away and onto the roads, there was a black corvette following her. She noticed that it was none other than John following her.
He caught up with her and rolled down his windows. He was yelling through the top of his lungs. Asking her to roll down her windows.
As she was playing music to drown him out.
He kept telling her over and over that he needed to speak with her. That he meant so much to her and that he was so, so sorry about the way he treated her. But she would have none of that at all whatsoever.
She thought John would be at work since he reported to the graveyard shift when most people get off. Like Calliegh.

Then Calliegh knew that if she went home to her loft, he would keep following her there. And wouldn't stop at all. So she did the next best thing.
And tried to threw him off despite him being an excellent driver. Due to his ranger skills and law enforcement.
Then lo & behold, she saw Scott mowing his lawn. Just like he said that he would.
She pulled fastly and swiftly into his driveway. Ran out of the car, yelling and screaming.
As he then stopped his lawn mower and ran down to receive her.
Then John in the black corvette put his car in reverse and drove off. Vanished out of sight.
Scott was very furious and knew that drastic measures had to take place. Scott held onto Calliegh, still crying and needing him badly. Like both would never let go.
Scott kept telling her that he would pull out all of the stops to make John go away and leave her alone.
Calliegh was also deep down skeptical as John was very stubborn, driven, and determined.

 

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Then as Scott comforted her as he took her into his home. She stayed overnight so that John wouldn't follow her home.
That while she slept, he tried to call in his superiors and also the courts. Both also wondered how John must have been tipped off on her new job. And how he found her. She told Scott that he has shaolin skills. He is a shoalin person.
Scott, in a sense, "bought into her story". Believing she was telling the truth.
Then the other day, while she was on her way home from work, to pay for gas. John was right there as he paid for it for her.
Calliegh was very, very furious and stormed off. As John told the cashier to keep the change.
Calliegh was about to drive away but John came right up at her.
"John, this relationship was so, so over! There is nothing left for us! Can you read my mind because we are through and over with. After the way that you treated me!"
John, who gave Calliegh a ring while they were dating, took on her ring and tried to put it back on her.
But she threw it back at him. She gave him his ring back along with the "Dear John" note.
"Calliegh, I have been trying to each and everyday. Email, call, and contact you in every shape, size, and form.
I gave you this ring so that(picking up the ring)for you to keep! I tried to see you at the hospital, tried to contact you while you were on vacation, and after your accident.
I really, really miss seeing her honey. Please give me the chance to talk to you. Why for the past year, I was such a total and heartless creep toward you. Please give me a chance!"
Calliegh then let off some steam. "John, I tried to call, email, and say hi to you. But you never, ever acknowledged me. And ignored me for nearly eight months. Now I am doing the same to you!"
As she tried to open her door to go home, John shut it back. As he tried to grab and kiss her.

As she let out a very big scream & yell. The gas manager came out to see what was going on.
But John made him go back in the store after flashing his badge. Calleigh also warned him about the warrant on him.
"John, I laid out a restraining order against you. Three inches near or away from me, you will be arrested and charged with tresspassing!"
John didn't seem concern with his own needs as he was with the woman he loved and still loves.
"I don't care about what happens to me. I am willing to take the risk of my chances & suffer the consequences if I have to.
In order for one thing. And one thing alone, to get to you!"
Then as he tried to lean on her, there was a big explosion coming out. Then since John was in law enforcement, he felt that he was needed. But he kept telling Calliegh over and over again.
"This is all far from over! Nothing nor nobody can and will prevent me from getting to you! I love you Calliegh. Don't forget that! Despite all that I put you through!" With that he left to assist those people. As Calliegh drove away fast as she could to get away from her former boyfriend.

Then as Scott heard about what John did to Calliegh, he was furious. Very, very furious at John.
Then he went to Calliegh and he hugged her so very hard. He doesn't know why with the restraining order or going to his superiors haven't stopped him from going to Calliegh.
He was and is getting to believe that Calliegh was right and trusted her. Knowing John's shaolin skills.
Then he went and told you not to worry.
"Don't worry honey. I will find a way to make sure that he never, ever bothers you again. I am so, so sorry about how he is coming after you!" Calliegh then kissed Scott.
"First he loves me. Second he hates my guts. And doesn't want anything to do with me.
Now he will stop at nothing at all to woo and win me back to him. The man is so, so hard to figure out. Don't know why but I think he is one very difficult guy to figure. Even for me!"
Scott then told her that drastic measures would have to be in place. That John needed to be stopped. Once & for all. No matter what happpens nor occurs.

Then Calliegh went to the grocery store. Then coming back, John was there and he grabbed her groceries. He took her groceries and ask if he could come in.
And he wouldn't by any means take no for an answer. So knowing his determination that she read from his eyes, she told him that he has five minutes and then to get the heck of here and her life.
She opened the door to her loft and he sat down the groceries.
"Look Calliegh, I know the harm and hurt that I have caused. I feel so, so terrible that if I had to go back and do it all over again.
I wouldn't have hurt you. And we would still be going out with each other. But...."
John trying to search for an answer. But Calliegh seemed to finish it for him.
"But the damage has already been done John. You hurt me more than you will ever, ever know. And for that I can't forget it.
But even what is worse, usually I can forgive because my religion tells me to. But for the heck you put me through, I am afraid that I can't forgive you.
Because you put me through a lot of pain. Not to mention stress. And also I cheated death not once. Not twice. But three times."
Then John looked shocked and astonished, looking at Calliegh like what do you mean.
Before he could ask it, she finished like she must had read his mind.
"When I went to the Virgin Islands, I thought about killing myself.
But then someone like a higher power seemed to put his hand over my shoulder and told me that it wouldn't be such a great idea after all. Nothing like that seems cracked up to be."
Then after she said that, John went over and tried to touch her and kiss her.
"Honey, if you did that, I would be so, so devestated. Please, don't ever do something like that. Nor much less think about it!"

Then as he tried to kiss and hug her, she hauled off and hit him.
But surprisingly, he didn't do nothing at all. He just kept moving on her. Trying to get her to come up and hug him. As he kept trying to hug her and she trying to get off of him.
She let out another big scream. Then all of a sudden, the door opened. It was Scott with a pizza in his hands.
When he saw her with John, he dropped the pizza and told Calliegh to get running.
As he tried to push John off her & grabbed him to punch him.
But John, with his martial arts experience, threw Scott to the ground. Not wanting to hurt him at all with no intentions.
Then Calliegh went to help up Scott as she hugged him. Scott then got himself back up and went over to John.
"I want you out of this loft! If I catch you again, I will kill you and I don't even mind going to jail and paying the consequences. Better protect Calliegh than you bothering her!"
Then John saw the anger and determination in Scott's blue eyes.
As he let himself out but always he promised Calliegh that nobody nor nothing can nor would ever separate him from her.
That he loved her no matter what happens nor occurs. As he left as Calliegh came to her boyfriend's aid.
"I admit and please don't be angry. He wouldn't leave me alone. He wanted to come in and you know he wouldn't take no for an answer.
He promised me he would be there for only five minutes so I had to give him that. Or else he would become so pushy if you know what I mean!"
Scott then put his hands on Calliegh gently. "Are you ok Scott?" asked a gentle Calliegh.
"Yes I am! But are you ok?" Calliegh just hugged him and only said "Just hold me please!" And he did!

 

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Scott knew that he had to take drastic measures as John wouldn't leave both him and Calliegh alone. Especially his girlfriend who was so, so loyal to him.
Despite the interfering presence of her ex-flame. So Scott hired about three men to take care of John once and for all.
So the three men, all of them bounty hunters that were former feds and/or cops were paid about $1,000 each.
Then as John got home working out. All three of the men jumped up on him. As he tried to beat them up badly with his martial arts moves.
But then all three of them caught up with him.
As he seemed to be no match whatsoever despite being martial arts trained. Then they smashed his face into a car window, not his own car. Then they kept punching him in the face and in the stomach.
They beat him very badly that he had his wrist broken. Then the men ordered him to stay away from Calliegh.
If he ever crosses paths with her again, he would wind up in a corpse and not the hospital. John was holding his stomach very, very hard. As his face was all bloodied and bruised.
Then the men came up to Scott. As one of the men said "Mission accomplished!"
As Scott paid them and then looked at John badly beaten. He whispered in his mind.
"All of that was for you Calliegh. I can assure you he will now leave both of us alone. Especially you!" Then Scott drove off while John layed badly beaten on the street pavement.

Then afterwards, Scott went home. As he phoned up Calliegh. "Calliegh I know it is late. But I found a federal judge to really stop John from getting to us. You especially!"
Scott without really telling Calliegh the whole entire story of the three men beaten up John.
But Calliegh wanted to be so loyal and faitful to him. That she sensed some relief as well as some determination that John was taken care of. Afterwards, she went back to bed as it was 2:23 in the morning when the phone rang up.
Scott knew that she didn't like early morning phone calls but she had to make an exception.
Because she hopes and prays that John would finally get the picture & leave both of them alone. Since she felt so comfortable with Scott.
And that Scott was and has been with her from the car accident to John bothering her. Then she went back to sleep.
And that Scott sacrificed a lot to be with her and that he was with her like 24/7. That also describes his character as well as his heart & soul.
Calliegh and Scott were so inseparable. As she knew that one day, he would ask her to marry him.
But since both have been through sour relationships, both wanted to take their own relationship one day at a time.
Six weeks later, it seemed too good to be true. As she nor Scott haven't heard from John like Scott promised her that she would.

And also six weeks later, Scott had something else for Calliegh. As she was getting ready for work, there was music from the soundtrack to Calliegh's favorite movie "A Beautiful Mind". Which she has seen over dozens and dozens of times.
Then she opened the door. And there was Scott in a black suit and a shining red tie.
His hair was slicked back and he smelled really good. With lots of cologone on him.
Then as Scott got out her favorite drink, Diet Dr Pepper. He leaned over and then came out bring something else out.
He was truly a romantic devil and/or angel.
"Calliegh, after nearly five months of what you have been through that nobody should never have to go through.
As well as nearly six months of dating. But really we have known each other for all together. Seven years, three months, two weeks, and four days. Despite going back and forth to Texas and DC. I want to make this permanment.
I don't ever want to make a mistake like I did my first wife. I want to make sure that this one lasts forever and ever. That we can grow old together. And die together old on the porch(both of them laughing)."
Then Scott took out a ring from his left pocket. And opened it and it was a gourgeous diamond ring. And he took his thumb and then proposed to Calliegh.
"Calliegh, I want you to be mine forever. And I also want to start not just a new life with you.
The woman that I truly, truly love. But also the one that has meant so much to me. As well as perhaps have kids of our own. Will you marry me?"
Then Calliegh was so, so touched with tears all over her face. As Scott put the ring on her finger.
She cried but happily said "Yes! I want to be yours forever! If you will be mind forever and ever. And we grow old together! I love you Scott and I want to be your wife. Will you also be my husband??"
Scott then gently shook his head and both of them kissed each other. As Scott yelled out that they are now engaged!
Then the usual quiet Calliegh then screamed out for the loft. As the loft cheered and clapped both of them on.

 

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But unbeknowest to both Scott & Calliegh, John was working out.
To get and gain back his strength. He also suffered some broken ribs as well as a broken wrist.
He was in a cast and wouldn't take going to the hospital. Because that is the type of guy he is.
He was trained in any & all kinds of weapontry and guns despite rarely, very rarely using them at all.
Since he has had family and friends injured or killed by guns.
Also he heals faster when he workouts and does boxing, martial arts, and fencing.
Wouldn't even spend a night at the hospital at all. Despite him coming off as an arrogant and macho jerk.
There was also a different side to him. He was also very caring and had a heart and soul.

Definately for children since he wanted to have kids with his first wife. But they were unable to conceive due to a medical condition of hers.
And also adoption agencies shyed away from both of them. Due to their workaholic schedules as well as her medical condition.
Both of them were heartbroken. Both desparetly wanted to be parents and childlessness hurted them more than anyone could have ever imagined.
But also at first, his wife's family thought that John was jerky and macho since he worked for the feds.
But also they saw a softer side of him when he played with his wife's twenty-two nephews & nieces. His wife also came from three brothers and four sisters.
As he came from like over sixty nephews and nieces as both of them would have more to go.
Sadly they wanted to conceive so badly but couldn't at all.

Then both Scott & Calliegh's picture were in the paper. It was in the living section.
As both Joe aka JJ and Suzanne were discussing how they missed Calliegh since it has been several months they heard from her.
As John and several other agents were undercover at a black-tie art gallery. When the DC area was in a blackout due to some art thieves.
And Suzanne was thanking JJ for releasing her. Then JJ thought of someone who freezed the criminals without a bloodbath...Calliegh!
Then as they were needed at the art gallery party, they were to go in a special equipment car the agency used to stop criminal activity.
Ever since the car was used, 73% of crime dropped. And that was excellent news.
That both would take in order to stop the art gallery party. Then as they were leaving to to, JJ saw the paper.
JJ, usually looking at the sports section of the paper, saw the life section that seemed to tickle his fancy.

The crooks at the art gallery party caused the blackout so that they could rob very expensive paintings like Picasso and Di Vinci.
Then John did his best to fight them off with his martial arts. As he was getting better from the beatings.
But John also was so lonely without Calliegh. But if he heard that Calliegh was to be wed, he would go nuts.
As the other police and backup were on their way. As Suzanne thought driving without all the lights and traffic signs was kind of neat. That she could speed all she could.
Guess who she got that from...John.
So she drives like John. Shoots like John. And acts insubordinate like John.
But in her heart, mind, and soul, she is like Calliegh.

Then they came and as the criminals at the federal building and the art gallery party were being led away in handcuffs.
John and Mark then had to borrow the specially powered car to bring back all the power to DC and the other areas.
John was also an ace driver as well as an ace martial artist.
As he was getting wonderful ravings and compliments on how his fighting skills helped the criminals not hurt people.
As well as his shaolin skills. But he told them to thank him later because the blackout was still on.
And that he needed the car that JJ & Suzanne were driving to restore the power.

As Bill, a police lieutenant would come on in to help them out. As he and Mark were driving to restore power to the people. About four million.
It would had taken about ten hours for the power to come on.
As also the other people were working with their "normal powers" to try to help the men.
But it only took about ten minutes to restore the power thanks to John and the special car he was driving. That morphed into that special car.
JJ & Suzanne were reminiscing about Calliegh. How it would had been more faster & conveinant if Calliegh used a computer. How Calliegh would help out a lot more.
JJ also told Suzanne that Calliegh also gives good back massages to the people at the ICB.
Suzanne then realized that was mainly part if not the main reason for the ICB agents for being less tense.
Unlike the FBI and DEA who had more pressure.

Then an arts & living writer tried to hit on the handsome & charming John but then she didn't kiss him. As Captain Gullia and JJ were talking.
Since the ICB the captain liked since he didn't like the FBI, DEA, and/or US Attorney's Office(after hitting one of the lawyers in the mouth wholeheartedly one time) found the ICB very nice and cooperative.
Then the captain pulled out some kind of invitation from his pocket. Saying he has been invited to a wedding.
As with JJ, who also was to be in the wedding. Since he & Scott were friends.
Then John was wondering what the commotion was about when four or five people came to JJ & the captain. As everybody was excited and laughing. Then he grabbed the paper away quickly before someone could show it to him. And he just about had a cow.
There was Scott & Calliegh's picture in the paper. Saying both were ready to be wed sometime next year.

"Tell me that I am not dreaming! Tell me that this ain't real!" as his eyes grew open and his jaw just dropped like it had hit the celling.
"No son! You are not dreaming! Calliegh is to be wed next year!" replied the captain.
Bob, another mentor to the ICB and the "glue" that holds things together, wanted to calm down John.
"Son, please! Don't make a big scene out of this. Calliegh is very happy. And the last thing she needs is for someone to ruin this upcoming wedding for her! Please John don't ruin this for her!"
John just took the paper & looked for a very, very long time. Still in shell shocked.

 

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Then a very excited and very impatient John stormed off. Pretending not to hear what Bob nor the others had said.
About him leaving Calliegh alone with Scott. He drove off in the power packed blue Dodge Stealth car.
That morphs into a power car. He then got a message from Bob.
"John, whatever you are doing, you know you can't drive the stealth unless it is police business. That is against the rules at ICB.
And also you would get reprimended. As you were warned by Scott and Calliegh to stay three feet away from them as well."
John then picked up the phone. Still wearing his black gloves from driving.
"Look, do what you want with me. Suspend or reprimend. Or even fire me! But nobody nor nothing.
From my bosses like you or a restraining order can stop me at all. From getting to the one truly loved woman I have ever, ever loved.
Besides my mom, sisters, nieces, and wife. I missed up once and I can't afford to mess up again! Sorry Bob!"

But as Bob was about to add something else, John turned off the radio and drove all night to find Calliegh.
John was determined not to let Calliegh walk out of his life. Like he did hers. And she did his. Because he couldn't stand for someone else to take her.
But deep down inside, he thinks Scott has done a great job helping Calliegh through the rough & tough times that she had that accident.
Mentally as well as emotionally, physically, and spiritually.
And helping her trying to function as well as find a great job.
But for her to marry another man and not him was devestating to him.
No matter how much Scott is wonderful, John couldn't and wouldn't take "second place" at all.

Then John went to her apartment. She wasn't there at all as he searched for her room to room.
Then he went to Scott's townhouse. There was no sign of Scott at all.
But out of the blue, all of a sudden, came the three men who beat the you know what out of him. But John seemed to be ready for them.
But the men thought that they were finished after beating him badly.
As John seemed to learn from his first mistakes after the beatings he took.
As he made a karate stance. Ready and willing to go.
Then one of them took a swipe at John. But he missed and John did some roundhouse kicks as well as kung fu chops.
Then he also kicked the first guy in the jaw. As the second guy tried to get him again. Again he was no match for John.

As John pummeled him to the ground. But it was the third guy that really was a test for him.
The third guy then punched John in the left cheek. Then kicked him in the stomach.
But John, remembering a move in ju-jitsu, grabbed him with both of his legs. Then turned him over on his back. And the third guy hit hard to the ground. Then the first two guys ran off bleeding and bruised.
While John had words with the third guy. He wanted to know where Calliegh & Scott were.
They were at a hotel and sightseeing in Philadelphia. Then he let them go. As the men promised not to ever cross paths with him.
With the address in his hand, he drove out all night to find Calliegh. He wouldn't ever, ever give up on her. Since he loved her very much and needed her more than ever.
Nothing nor nobody from a restraining order to an engagement could keep the feisty Canadian away from his one & true love.

Then Scott & Calliegh did take a week off of work. From the ABA to enjoy sightseeing in Philly.
They went straight from work since they packed their clothes before they left.
Then got a hotel room but would sleep in separate beds. Because both were devout Christians and wanted to give each other the night of virginity their wedding night.
They would travel and get a closer look at Philly.
Despite Calliegh being there over fourteen times, she never quite saw the city of brotherly love up close & personal.
Scott wanted to do something special for her. And for him as well.

As they would also go and see the Eagles play a game. Since Calliegh was a die-hard NFL fan. But Scott was more of a Cowboy fan being from Dallas.
As he and she "fought constantly" in a lovingly and kiddingly way over who would win the game.
As both had on separate shirts. Calliegh was a huge Donovan McNabb fan as Scott, an old fashioned type of guy, wore like a Tom Laundry hat.
But that didn't matter as compared to their loving and sincere relationship that they could be on "separate but equal terms" as both put it.
Then they would go back after the game and leave since it only took four hours for them to go from DC to Philly and so forth.
They dreaded going back to work but for both of them working in the same building if not the same jobs,
they really didn't mind as the met each other for lunch.
Both seemed to be having a fun time. But little did they know their fun time away would be savaged.

 

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Then Scott & Calliegh attended the Eagles game. At the new Lincoln Field they are playing on. Then as both went out about nearly five minutes in the 4th quarter. Both kissed each other and held hands.
They went from the mall to the outside sight-seeing. Acting and looking every part the romantic kind.
Then afterwards, they knew that they had to get back into the real, real world. So both of them went in Scott's car.
They were driving and Calliegh was relaxing on Scott's shoulders. They were listening to music.
They seemed to be without a care in the world. Then all of a sudden, out of the blue, came a speeding car.
Both thought that it was crazy for that driver to drive the way he did. About like 100mph.

"If that maniac keeps driving like this, people will be either hurt or killed by him." cried out Scott. Calliegh couldn't agree more with him.
"But even much more worse, he could hurt or even kill himself. He better cool off. Maybe he is in a hurry to go somewhere."
"Yes I betch he is sweetie. But that gives him no excuse whatsoever to drive like that." Scott said continuing to driving.
But then they would soon realize that the driver was not just another crazy driver.

Then as the were driving, they then realized who it really, really was!
"Oh my gosh, what the??" yelled Scott as Calliegh looked at what he was looking at.
There in the blue Dodge Stealth was none other than John!! Calliegh's former boyfriend and Scott's arch nemsis.
"Scott, I had nothing to do with him following us! I promise, I don't know how he found us! I promise and can assure you that I have nothing to do with him!" said a now in tears and very, very worried Calliegh.
Scott then held her both of her hands kissing them with his big right hand.
"I know honey! I know you better than that. I know that you had nothing to do with him finding out where we are." As Scott tried to speed up very fast. As John was yelling "Pull it over! Pull it over now!!"

Despite Scott's efforts to get rid of him, he was no match at all.
As John sped right beside him and made a huge turn. To cut him off.
As Scott had to stomp hard on the brakes. To make sure that he nor Calliegh wouldn't get hurt.
Then as his car came to a complete and total stop, Scott was all sweaty. And also very hopping angry at what was going on.
As John climbed out of his car. Still in his tuxedo and black gloves. Looking like he had bloodshot in his eyes. Looking as if he hadn't slept in a long, long while.
"Look, I can't let you marry Calliegh Scott! I won't let you take her away from me!" yelled a very determined John.
Scott shook his head in disbelief, looking at him, like he was out of his mind.

Then as Scott took off his seatbelt, he asked Calliegh to open the glove compartment and as she did, he reached for his gun that he kept.
He took it very fast because he knew Calliegh's hate for guns.
Then he took the gun and tucked it in his pocket and gave Calliegh instructions to stay in the car and lock all the doors.
"Don't worry honey. I hope & pray for our sakes, mainly yours, to get this straighten out, once & for all. Quickly and swiftly.
To come & grab you, he will have to go through me! I will be back honey! Don't worry about me. Until I do, don't for no reason, open this doors!"
Then he kissed her several times as she told him to be careful and come back really, really fast & soon. Then as he opened his car door.
He then straighten out his bomber jacket. As he went up to John to confront him.

But John spoke up first before Scott even had a chance to say a word.
"Look I know that I caused both you and Calliegh a lot of trouble. And I know I did Calliegh very, very wrong.
And if I could take it all the hurt, pain, and anger that I have caused her.
I wished with the snap of my fingers, I wished that everything was all just one very bad nightmare. And that she would wake up from it."
Scott then angrily gave him a piece of his own mind.
"But don't you realize that the damage has already been said and done. And that you put Calliegh through a lot.
And that saying even sorry nor how many times you want to make it up to her and make amends.
Won't make up for all the hurt, anger, and pain that you have caused. You think that she could and would ever forgive you for that?"
John then tried to reason with him.
"I don't blame both of you for being angry and confronting me this way at all. And how you both hate seeing my sight.
But I can't let you marry her. I just can't! I have loved Calliegh ever since the day I first laid my eyes on her. A year and a half ago."
As Scott reminded him of what he put his ex through.
"To be honest, she has paid for all the ignorance and arrogance you put her through. Now it is your turn to pay for your wrongdoing!"

Then as John tried to come near Calliegh, Scott tried to block his path. And as he kept trying to go near her, he tried to push Scott.
But Scott with so much strength, knocked John out. By punching him in the jaw and twice in the stomach.
Then John was holding his stomach as Scott got out his gun from his pants. Holding John at gunpoint with a warning.
"Now I want you to get up. Get your keys, go back into your car. Put the keys in ignition. Start your car. Put the car in reverse then in drive.
And your right foot on the gas pedal. And drive off & leave us two alone. Never, ever to bother us again."
As Scott was doing his best to make this as painless and easy as possible, John then was about to get up.

But all of a sudden, as Scott's eyes were on him, John kicked the gun out of Scott's right hand and then did a ju-jitsu move.
As now Scott was stumbled to the street.
"I know you mean no harm nor no foul. But I just can't accept the fact of Calliegh with another man. I won't let that go so easily. I'm sorry but no can do."
Then Scott hauled off and grabbed John's leg and John felled into the ground as Scott retrieved back his gun.
Then as he turned around possibly to hit John, he looked around. Only to find John not there.
But then, all of a sudden, John jumped out in the middle of nowhere. And began to pounce on Scott as a fight was about to occur.

Then as the fight was about to begin between Calliegh's fiance and her former flame.
As Calliegh was on both and/or either the verge of sweat or tears. Or even a little bit of both.
Scott, who used to be an amatuer boxer, and still boxes for health landed a view punches on John.
But it was John's martial arts and self-defense that would eventually win easily.
Despite Scott being a good but not great enough to overpower his arch nemises.
As Scott was about to pounce on John, John remembered a move he did at the art gallery party on a criminal.
He grabbed Scott and fell over. And pushed him over his body with his right foot. As Scott landed on his back.
As also he was met with karate chops and kicks from John.

As he secretly knowing that John didn't and wouldn't want to hurt him bad. Despite Scott wanting hurt him badly on purpose.
Then the gun came out of Scott's dress pants and rolled onto a rock.
As John was wiping off blood from his face as Scott broke his nose, Scott tried to grab the gun before he looked up.
But it was too late as a black dress shoe met up with his hand.
John's dress shoe was on Scott's hand so, so hard that Scott was about to yell very loud. But John kind of loosened up his foot.
"Look, Scott. I don't want to hurt you in any shape, size, or form. But I will do whatever it takes in order to get to Calleigh.
Even if it means hurting you, which again I don't want to do. I will ask you again politely but firmly for the very, very last time."
As both men were out of breath from fighting. Then John continued on.

"Let me see Calleigh!! I can't let you take her away from me. I lost her once. And I don't want to lose her again!"
Then an angry Scott cried out "In order to get to her...You must get through me! Even killing me if you want to get to Calliegh. Over my dead body!!"
"Scott don't do this! Nor don't even say that at all! You know how much I don't want to do that!" pleaded John very caringly.
Then as both men looked at each other like they were determined to win Calliegh once & for all.
If it meant even one dying over her. Just to get to her.
Then as John was about to say something to Scott, Scott then grabbed John's leg and grabbed the gun. Then as they were doing that, Calliegh was wondering what was taking them both so long. Then out of the blue...BANG!!!!

 

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Then as Calliegh heard the shot, she hoped and prayed that Scott took care of John once and for all.
She also was afraid that if Scott was shot, John would be the one who shot him. She kept praying & praying hoping that the gun just went off.
And nobody got killed nor ever hurt at all. Because the last thing she definately wanted was for someone to get hurt or even killed.
Even if it was her "nemises", which would be her former flame John.
Then all of a sudden, she heard something from the car. There was a living and breathing man who was breathing very, very hard.
And he was making almost loud and recognizable noises. She was very, very nervous because it could be either man. One or the other.
Then as the man climbed even slower and slower. The more slower, the more nervous Calliegh had gotten.

Then as the man pulled himself up, the man had a black glove. Then another hand with another black glove came up. Then slowly but surely he got himself up.
As Calliegh's biggest fears and nightmares would come true and be all to real for her.
It was John!! He was smiling wide and grinning. He seemed very, very happy way beyond belief. His face was all bloodied and bruised.
Calliegh almost wanted to faint. As she did her best to look for any and all kinds of ways to escape. As John really frightened her.

John was all smiles when he tried to open the door.
"Calliegh! Please honey! Don't be frightened. I have come here for you! For you alone.
Please open the door for me! Please honey don't be afraid!"
But Calliegh was indeed frightened and afraid. She was yelling at the top of her lungs.
"Please go away! I don't love you anymore! I have a new life with Scott.
If you have done anything to harm him or even have him killed, I will kill you. Please just leave me alone!!" yelled a frightened Calliegh.
But John was doing his best to open the door in order to get to her.
"I can assure you that I didn't do nothing at all to Scott. I had to knock him out flat cold for me to get to you."
"But that shot in the air! I thought you or him were shot and..."
"No honey, the shot went up in the air and shot me in the leg! But I took care of that wound! Don't worry at all. Please open this door.
If you don't open this door, I will have no chance but to break down all the glass to get to you." cried out a wounded and beaten John.
As Calliegh was leaning her best to go to the driver's seat away from John. John then told her "I'm so sorry I have to do this but you gave me no choice!"

Then he grabbed a huge rock and then knocked the glass from the passenger's side door.
It smashed very loudly as John also used his feet.
Calliegh was crying for him to leave her alone. She was also worried about Scott. She hoped that John hadn't done anything much more worse than just knock him unconcious.
As she was looking to all kinds of exits to get away from him.

As Calliegh felt John opening the door and grabbing her as she tried to kick him off, she founded Scott's swiss army knife.
So as John grabbed her by the legs, she hauled off and struck him in the cheek.
He yelled out in horror and pain and held his now bloodied and cut cheek. Much to her surprise.
As she took a risk. She took another risk and tried to do it again. As it worked effectively for her.
But then John grabbed her as she tried to do it again. And knocked the knife from her right hand.
As she was yelling and screaming in horror. As he tried to carry her to quiet her gently from crying.

"Calliegh honey! Please it is ok. I wont' harm you at all. Please honey! Don't scream! Don't cry because I have been wanting to be with you for a long, long time!"
"John, this relationship was so long and over with, for a long, long time!
Let me & Scott get on with our lives and be happy with our relationship as well as our upcoming wedding! Please, leave me alone!" cried out a scared but also angry Calliegh.
"I can't honey! I just can't picture you with another man other than me. I can't let and... I forbid you to marry anybody else.
No! This relationship isn't over. Not by my means & standards. You mean the whole entire world to me!
I have loved you ever since the first time I laid my eyes on you.
I can't let you run out of my life as I have lost you once. I can afford to lose you again!"

As he was gently but struggling to calm down Calliegh, he out of the blue, dropped Calleigh very long & hard onto the street concrete. She was knocked unconcious.
As he tried to wake her up & call her name dozens and dozens of times. Then, he got out of one of his pockets, a shot. Then kissing her gently, he gave her the shot on her left arm.
"I am so sorry honey. But I had no other choice but to kidnap you. And give you the shot to calm you down.
I had to get to you and as a result, use all means if neccessary. I can let you walk out of my life again. Even with all of the bad and horrible things that I have done to you."
Then he gently put her in the passenger seat of his car and put on her seatbelt. Then he jumped into the driver's seat of the stealth. Then drove off. With Scott still unconcious in the woods.

Then, what seemed like forever, Calliegh woke up dazed from her nap.
After being knocked unconcious on accident on the concrete pavement by John.
She then noticed that her left hand wasn't moving. Then she saw her left hand in handcuffs.
She was wondering where she was as she looked to find herself in a gas station.
Then as she looked to see where she was, she saw the sign "Welcome to Ontario!" Ontario! As in Canada! That was John's home originally.
As she looked and saw John paying the gas attendant with cash. He must had gotten gas.
After the attendant got the cash and left, John headed back to the car.

There his eyes met dead on with Calliegh's fear. As he opened up his car door. "Well look who's gotten up?" cried a cheerful John.
Calliegh in tears did her best not to look at him as they drove off.
"I didn't mean to drop you onto the pavement by the way. I'm very sorry honey." John said very sympathically.
Calleigh wouldn't even speak one word to him at all. As they were driving as he did his best to make small talk.
"Look, I saw your picture in the paper with Scott. About you all's upcoming wedding.
I saw it at a black tie party where the ICB went undercover for thiefs. I almost had a heart attack when I saw your picture in the paper.
I just can't & won't allow you marrying another person. No matter if he is ever an wonderful man and is caring. Like Scott is.
But I lost you twice. Once due to my hatefulness and meaness. And also when you did your best to end the relationship with me."

 

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Then as they drove off, John let out a rant. About doing his best to keep her and not lose her at all.
"I will take you anywhere and everywhere you want to go. You name it and I will take you there. I will do anything and everything for you. But..."
As Callieigh felt a warning coming on from him. "I will not take you back to either Philly or DC.
Those two places are ruled out. If you want to go to California, Mexico, or even Europe. I will gladly take you there.
But I can afford to take you to those two places that I have mention because I could get into loads of hot water for kidnapping you."
As Calliegh kept looking at her left wrist handcuffed. John then looked at where she was looking at.

"I had no choice but to handcuff you. Because I can't afford to let you run out and try to go to the authorities(also sighing as well as being sympathetic)and also as well...out of my life.
Also you mean way, way too much to me. As you are very, very precious to me. More than you can & ever will know!"
Then they pulled into a fast food restaurant. As John got out of the car and opened the passenger seat.
He took off Calliegh's cuff. But told her that he would be watching her very closely. And every move that she would be making. They went on in.
As John preceded to order their food, he also thought Calliegh needed to go use the restroom.
"Why don't you go & use the restroom. Because it could be awhile before we go and stop somewhere."
Then added "Oh, btw, we drove about nearly twenty-four hours without stopping from Philly to Canada. Don't worry I didn't have problems with the customs as I am a Canadian you know!"
As he tried to make a joke with her but she gave him a very mean and nasty look.
As she went into the restroom. As he kept his eyes on her all the way while ordering.

Then as the temptation to go to the manager's office but knowing that John would be watching her the whole entire way, Calliegh slid into the bathroom.
Hoping to get somebody and/or something to help her with. But there was nobody nor nothing.
But then, all of a sudden, she saw a window. As she saw the window, she opened the window and saw a garbage cans there.
So she better risk it now or never. And hopefully, John won't come in to bother her.
Then as she took one leg and climbed the window, she also took her purse and jumped onto the garbage cans. The cans with her on them fell over.
Then she wanted to be mindful of the restaurant and management as she put back the garbage in the cans back in place.
And as she felt that she thought she saw freedom, she heard someone near her.

As she ran out to thinking she found freedom, someone was unbeknowingly there. "I think that I will go through the drive through instead."
Then she looked around her left and saw it was John! Then as she tried to run, John grabbed her by the arm. As he dragged her into the car.
Back to his car with her wanting to scream for help. As he then re-handcuff her back.
"I am so sorry to have to do this to you. But you gave me no other choice at all.
It is not that I blame you for running away from me. Which I don't at all. But I can't let you take the risk & walk out of my life again."
Then as he re-handcuff her and he jumped back into the driver's seat. And drove off again.

As they drove off again, unbeknowest to John, Calliegh had a bobby pin. To free herself from the cuffs.
When he wasn't looking that is and driving of course. Then she slowly but surely put in the bobby pin in the cuff.
As she tried to release her wrist from the cuff. And as she kept trying and trying without John noticing, she quietly saw her cuff unlocked.
And then, as the cuff unlocked, she saw her chance of escape.
She saw a cornfield and all of a sudden, opened the door, much to his suprise as well as her surprise, and jumped out very fast.
And also very hard as that had to really, really hurt.
Then she ran through the cornfield with John putting the blue stealth into park. Then took off his seatbelt and ran after her.
Then she kept running and running very hard. As she heard very, very big but "noisely" steps following her.

She also heard her name called out dozens and dozens of times. As she ran from one heap of cornfields to another.
With John doggedly and hugely following her one step behind. And she knew to get away from him, she would have to be one step ahead and futhur.
As she saw the end of a cornfield, she thought he would be there, but then she felt a pull on her left arm.
It had to be John as he was yelling "Calliegh please! Please come back!"
But surprisingly she yanked her arm back and she ran from the east to the west. Escaping his clutches. When she thought she found freedom after running for what seemed to be a long, long time for her.
All of a sudden, JUMP!! John then jumped all over her. As she did everything she could. She even kicked him in the face and bit him.
But with a ju-jitsu move, he grabbed her and then did his best to calm her down.

"Please Calliegh! I don't want to have to knock you out. But I will if you don't calm down! Please I won't hurt you!"
As he was doing his best to hug her gently. But she refused flatly and then he marched her back to the car.
But nearly the car, both would find trouble. That is in the form of car thieves.

Then there were three of them. As John did his best to "sweet talk" his way into letting the thieves go. And admit lovingly that he really needed his car.
That he really loves his car and that his car was "his life". The men didn't buy that at all.
As he was trying to reason with them, Calliegh was trying to run away.
But everytime, John kept grabbing her to keep her from running away from him.
Then as one of the men tried to pull out a gun on the couple, John warned the punk that he was a fed. And that killing a fed would mean the needle. Then as Calliegh was "tying her shoe", she grabbed some dirt.
And threw it at the punk. As John kicked the gun away as Calliegh fled the thieves. As well as John.

Then another fight assure. As John knocked one man down but the second man grabbed John by the arms.
As the third man gave him some punches. Twice in the face and twice in the stomach.
Then John went down and up to kick him. Then threw down the second man and kicked him. Then grabbed the third man.
And like he did Scott, threw him over his body with his right foot. A judo move. As the three men ran off.
And in the distance, he saw Calleigh running. As he went into the car, and drove off to find her.
He pushed the gas pedal hard and found out where she was. Due to the special equipped technology stealth.
He managed to block her path. As he went to jump out to grab her. As she tried to struggle with him.

"Please Calliegh. I won't hurt you. Please don't run because I don't want to put up a fight with you."
Then as he was doing his best to calm her down, she pulled out the gun. One of the thieves gun he dropped as John was fighting them off.
As she was determined to shoot him. "I don't mind at all John. Just to get away from you and out of my life. Please don't make me use this!"
Then as John was about to laugh and kid with her. She shot him in the arm. As he was knocked unconcious. As she saw him knocked, she managed to try to escape and run. To hitchhike.
But then John got up and grabbed her as she was getting into a car. As his federal agent badge stopped them. And as he threw the gun from her hand and out into the fields.
As John then try to shush her up. As he dragged her into the car and handcuffed her yet again.
She thought he would handcuff twice. But he only handcuff her on the left arm again.

 

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Then they made another stop at a gas station.
After John got some gas and went to pay the attendant. As well as getting some drinks and candy for both of them.
Calliegh then saw a telephone near to her.
Without John looking, Calliegh quickly dialed a number. Then she held the phone up to her ears.
"Hello!" called the other voice on the phone.
"Scott! It's me! Calliegh!"
Scott, on the other line, was very excited and glad to hear his fiance's voice.
"Calliegh! I am glad that you are alive & well. And hope that jerk didn't hurt you! Where are you honey! Please tell me where you are??"
Calliegh also excited to hear Scott's voice told him.
"I am somewhere in Canada! I must had slept about twenty-four hours straight. Because John told me that he drove all night without stopping!"
"Oh, I hope that maniac hasn't & doesn't hurt you at all. Because if he does lay one finger on you I will smash him to little pieces!" as Scott's voice was filled with anger and hatred for John.
But worry for his precious fiancee Calliegh!
"No! No! He hasn't hurt me at all. He just doesn't want me to marry you! That is the main reason he kidnapped me. So that I wouldn't marry you! Where are you at?"
Scott then told her in an out of breath voice.
"I am in Rhode Island. Looking all over for you! Sit in tight and hang in there baby. I will find you and...(Click!)Hello! Hello! Calliegh! Calliegh!"
Then as Calliegh looked up, it was John. Clicking the button with one hand. And grabbing the phone, putting it back where it was with another hand.
"Calliegh!! Why??" As he was jumping back in the car and driving to get his seat belt on.
"I brought you out here! I did everything to go out of my way so that I could be with you." Then he stopped short.
Then admitted "I gave you a shot to calm you down. As well as put you to sleep.
So that you wouldn't try to jump out of the car. And run away from me. I got the same kind of shot at a black-tie affair. It almost knocked me out. But...you know how the shaolin works!"
As John tried to touch her, she just yanked away. She could tell the look on John's face that he was very disappointed and hurting.
How he wanted her back in his arms and most of all, in his life. How he so despartely and truly still loved Calliegh. As they drove away again.

As they were in Vancouver, John spoke up in an otherwise quiet ride.
"Talk to me honey! You haven't said two words to me today. Ever since I lost you, I haven't been able to eat. To sleep. Not even do my work!
All day, everyday. Every minute all I have ever think about, breathe about is you and you only."
As John was doing his best to pat her leg. "Please speak to me honey!" Calliegh, then she grabbed her leg away from his hand, knew that he would pester her even more if she didn't say a word.
"There are a lot of things I like about Scott than I like about you! You don't care about anybody else but one person. That is yourself! Scott is not like that. Because he has concious."
John trying to laugh it off but deep down he was very, very badly hurt by the comment.
"Oh Calliegh!(Chuckling)I do have a concious! I can be just as good as Scott honey! What are some of the qualities he has that I don't have!?"
As Calliegh went on to do her best to explain Scott's qualities.
"Well, he is sensitive. He cares for people and their feelings. He is the perfect and impeccable gentleman. More than I could say about even you." John then try to rebuff her. "Calliegh, I do care about people and their feelings.
And also I can act like the true, impeccable, and perfect gentleman." Calliegh then let him have it. "No! Not to me you're not! Look what do you want John?
If you want money or anything else, I can see what I can come up and cough up with!" John, yet laughing again.
"Honey!(Laughing)You know I want you and you alone. I don't want a dime from anybody. Especially you!"
Then Calliegh wanted to push the envelope and take it more than one step furthur. Hoping to push his buttons.
"There is nothing special about you. You first want me. Then you tell me to get the heck out of your life and mind my own business.
And now you want to come back into my life! I hope you don't treat other women like throw aways like they are a candy wrapper.
I betcha you treated your wife more worse than me.(She then looking at his face and noticing he is being affected when she mentioned his late wife). You are probably weren't meant to be a dad because if you were a dad. You probably would treat your daughters like that like you do me.
If you ask me, I don't think you will ever fall in love. Ever get married. And ever have children.
God probably took your wife away for the fears of you treating any other woman like that.
I know because I have had first hand experience of your abuse. You probably were very busy with your work that you probably threw your wife away like she was cheap!"
Then as soon as she yelled and said that, he slammed on the brakes with both of his feet. Very, very angry. And he also hit the emergency brakes as well. As he slammed the stealth near a tree very hard.
Calliegh was almost certain that he would haul off and hit her and tell her to shut the heck up. But instead, it was only just the opposite. As he quickly and swiftly took off his seatbelt.

"I can't take it no more! I have been wanting to do this for a very, very long time!" yelled John taking off his seatbelt and then coming near Calliegh.
As he took off her seatbelt. As he kissed her all over. And began touching her all over as well.
She tried to push him off of her. But she couldn't because he was so, so strong and muscular.
As he kept kissing her and hugging her. As she couldn't breathe at all but felt him breathing hard.
Then as he relinquish, he then stopped all of a sudden. Then pushed his face, to Calliegh he looked very red-faced, and pulled his arms as he put his face near them.
As Calliegh wondered what would happen next. She could hear some heavy breathing. As well as some crying and weeping.
As he was very, very much crying and hurt. For maybe what she shouldn't had said about his wife.
Then looking up red-faced from the steering wheel to her. She was afraid to look at him. As he began to speak weakly.
"Come here honey!" As she was all smuggled near her door. Reaching out to her, he gently grabbed her arm as she was very, very scared.
"Don't be afraid honey! I won't hurt you. Come on! You can trust me! Please!" As she kind of leaned forward. He then finished.
"I have always loved you not just from the very first day that I saw you. But even when I was a total jerk to you. And when you left me for Scott.
I have always thought about you. Every single day! And every single minute. Everytime! All of the time!"
As Calliegh was still near to the door. There was John's right hand reaching out to hers.
As he gently was saying "Touch me honey!(Still reaching out to her hands and taking them.) Please! Don't be afraid!"
As Calliegh saw the hurt and pain he was in. She finally slowly but surely put her hands around his hands.
As he put his arms around her neck and shoulders. And she leaned on his neck and shoulders. Embracing him as he was more embracing her.
Then they seemed to be acting like a couple once more. The once tender and loving couple that came unglued. Came back lovingly.

As Calliegh saw John's geniune, loving, and truthful affection for her still has a fire inside of him.
As he tried to keep saying "Touch me honey! Don't worry! I won't hurt you!" Then she weepingly and emotionally put her hands on his hands.
As John grabbed them & put them where his heart was. And then, both started kissing each other. Calliegh was reluctant at first .
But of course, John was anything at all reluctant. As he kissed her all over her face from cheek to mouth.
Then after a long time of hugging, kissing, as well as embracing, he got out of the car.
Then walked around his car and opened the passenger door. And then without any keys at all, but with shaolin powers, he unlocked Calliegh's cuffs of her left wrist .
Then carried her as he kicked the door shut and started kissing her.
As she did him and rubbing his hair and face all over with her two hands. Then he sat her down. As he told her he would be right back.
As he went to get some blankets. One blanket he layed down and carried Calliegh to put her on. And one to cover up with.
He also got some drinks he bought for both of them. A water for him and a Diet Dr Pepper for her. In case they both get sweaty in which they both would get.
As he took both his and Calliegh's shoes off to put them by the side. Then he took off his tuxedo jacket and layed it on her.
As John knew that Calliegh was a sucker for men in tuxedos. Especially if they are wearing suspenders underneath as John was wearing black ones.
As both then layed on each other a very, very long time. Kissing, cuddling, and holding one another.
Calliegh could hear John weep very hard and gently. As he really, really not only needed her but also really missed being with her.
Missed out on doing things with each other. How it really helped being around her. As he was going insane without her being there with him.

Then they were holding each other very, very gently. As Calliegh also got another "perk" of John's since John remembered something that she loved.
Calliegh loved her back rubbed. His hands were so warm & so gentle.
Whenever they were dating, he rubbed her back almost every single night.
When she went to bed and him leaving. But of course, the backrub "chores" have since been given to Scott.
But today, the "chores" were all John's as he loved feeling all over her.
As despite being sweaty and wet, his hands then became warm and so loving.
As both were also holding each other very, very hard but lovingly. They were doing their best to gently and kindly shush one another.
John could also be heard weeping a bit. As he was talking to her.
"When I get punched or kick in the face or in the stomach, it really, really hurts. But when I don't have you near me or I can't see you, it hurts really, really bad.
In matter of fact it stings! I hurt all over from my head to my toe whenever you are not with me."
Then Calliegh then kissed him all over his face. While John continued to massage Calleigh's back.
And doing his best to comfort her and hold her like he would never, ever let go. As she never, ever wanted to let go either.
Despite what Scott would think and most of all, even say. As both seemed to hold each other cuddly lovingly for a very, very long time.

Then as they kissed and hugged each other, they also managed to fall asleep on each other.
Holding each other and hugging like they would never, ever let go.
But then, as John got up since he seemed to not sleep in four or five days(He was used to that due to being in the military and law enforcement), he looked at his watch. And it was 10:34 pm. T
hen realizing the time, he woke up a sleeping Calliegh. Who also didn't get a good night's sleep it sounded like despite the shot John gave her.
Then John told her to stay lying there. As he went to put one of the blankets and pillows that he also got up.
Folded them in the trunk of his car. As he opened up the passenger door. And the driver's door.
As he got and carry Calliegh to the door and put her seatbelt on. Calliegh thought John rubbing her back made her sleepy.
So he went and as he gently and lovingly put on her seatbelt. Before he went to the driver's side, he came back and held Calliegh. As well as kissed her.
As she saw John's face so, so read from crying. After nearly fifteen minutes of "lovey-dovey" stuff, John jumped into the car and later they drove off. To find themselves a hotel.
Calliegh told him that he forgot to handcuff her, John told her that she doesn't need any handcuffs because her left wrist was bruised and almost bloodied from the cuffs.
Before they left, he got his first aid kit and put on some perioxide and bandages. And gave her wrist a kiss!

Then as John with the multi-techno packed special formed Dodge Stealth was trying to find a hotel that wasn't with no vacancy.
And in-between stopping, he kissed Calliegh on the lips. Then he finally found a hotel. Both of them got out of the stealth.
As John paid the clerk with some cash and they went up to the hotel. It was a very nice hotel.
Then John had to go and shower and shave since he hadn't done both in several days as he had some whiskers.
He got out his shaving cream and kit. He told Calliegh he loves to be prepared as both of them chuckled.
As Calleigh promised not to escape and wanted to shower in the morning.
Then John got off his tuxedo and suspenders. As he shaved and showered. He also brushed his teeth.
Then with wet hair and smelling so, so good as he came as Calliegh was still asleep.
Then he pulled down the covers of the bed where she was. Again, took off her coat and shoes and socks. Put her inside the bed and covered up.
As John came in the bed with a white t-shirt and some shorts. And came down and held her so tight and lovingly.
"It feels so, so good to hold you. Kiss you and touch you all over. You mean the world to me honey.
In fact, you are my whole entire world. I just want you to know that I mean it from the bottom of my heart!" As he kissed Calliegh.
Calliegh then kissed him back. "I love you too but I worry what would happen if Scott saw this and.."
"Shushhhh(John putting his index finger on her lips)don't worry! Let's not worry about that now.
Also I respect the fact that you want to save up your virginity as well. That is why I love you the more.
Let's just hold each other right now as what should and will happen to you & Scott will work itself out!"
Then again John insisted on giving Calliegh a back massage.
As he loved to touch her with his gentle hands as they were so, so, in love like two peas in a pod.

 

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Then John woke up and he then after sleeping with Calleigh, noticed it was about 3:00. In the afternoon! Both slept for a long, long time.
So he woke up Calliegh as she then looked lovingly and gently to him. As their eyes met face to face. As his lips matched hers.
As she went to get her shower. And told him "not to run off". As a reference to her running or trying to run away from him.
As both were joking with each other. Then she went to get a shower as he also needed another one despite taking one the last night.
As she got out, he got in. Because he felt he didn't get a "long and hot shower".

Then after getting showered, dressed, and also ready to go. John was very, very hungry as was Calliegh so both wanted to find something and fast. Since both, especially John, hadn't eaten in a long, long time. Both got in the stealth and both drove off to find a restaurant.
As both came and ate like a big buffet. As John wanted to really, really tell Calliegh why he was being so, so mean and rude to her over that period of eight months.
But Calliegh thought he should wait since he hasn't rested since finding her and "kidnapping" her. But John insisted while after eating a huge meal and awaiting their desserts.
"I want to tell you why I was being so, so mean to you. And for the way I treated you. I feel that you should know the whole entire truth and I promise you, I wasn't hateful to you over nothing." And then he began.

There were these DEA agents and they were very, very corrupt. We at the Justice Department and ICU worked together.
As well as with four locals. Two from the city police, one from the sheriff's department, and one from the DA investigators office. And two DEA agents from Office of Professional Responsibility.
One Assistant US Attorney. And me. We all swore to secrecy and not to tell anybody.
Not even Bob, nor Bill & Mark. The liasons at the DC Police Department working with me. This was hush-hush! Not even the FBI or they could mess up things. As they always do!
Then we all decided to bring in a "corrupt agent". One on the outside looking in. Guess who? (Calliegh pointing to him!) Me!
So with my military and martial arts training, I decided to go on in. The DEA had six corrupt agents. Calling the investigation,
"Don't Escape Assignment Six", these six corrupt agents had been doing everything bad you could and would think of in the book.

They have been doing this for guess what?? Six years! They had seized and also taken instead of putting it into the government's care about all and every kinds of drugs they could to keep.
They seized and stole over $40 million in drugs, marajauna, cocaine, and/or crack. Name it and they did it! Also there were two corrupt US marshals as well. Assisting them in the Witness Protection Program.
As the marshals also took the drugs and turned them into money.
Like all eight of those corrupt people took those millions of dollars and boughts mansions, expensive jewerly and clothes, went on very expensive trips like to Europe, Austrailia, Tahiti, and the Virgin Islands.
Bought expensive cars and boats. And also bought very expensive suits and also gave their own children money at the government's & taxpayers' expense.
But that was only just half-worse. They also "busted & arrested" over sixty-five houses both big and small.

Wrecking the places like they were a pig sty or a hurricaine and/or tornado hit them. And also they arrested any and all kinds of people.
From parents, to even grandparents in their 80's, and children under 11. Treated them like animals and criminals in a cage.
And they did whatever they pleased so heartlessly without a care in the world or didn't care who they hurt or stepped on to get whatever they wanted and need. In their words, their needs and their needs only!
And just to arrest people only to arrest people and throw them in jail just to get it, in their words, over & done with!

Even some were sent to the federal penthouse for like twelve years. No parole at all. About over thirty-four people sent to federal or state prison. And five were sent on death row!!(Calliegh's mouth dropped as her eyes were wide open!!)
Sadly also, there were eight people killed. Because the corrupt feds were afraid that those people would go to their superiors and rant out on them. And they couldn't let those people turned on them. As a couple were informants for the FBI or US Attorney. They got killed for being found out and laid out to dry.

So before turning into a seven year reign of terror and going even much more worse, it had to stop. So I volunteered and you know me Calliegh!
Whenever there is a challenge, I am always up to it. And also have to meet it. As we promised that the operation would go on at least about two months.
But as you know Calliegh honey, it went longer than that. Eight months seemed like eternity. So in order to be a "bad guy", I had to keep my distance from everybody.
Even my family and not even my bosses. And sadly and dearly even you.(Looking sadly and sympathically at Calleigh as she nodded back and kind of understood.)
So my military and law enforcement background worked out a bit. Those corrupt six, really unofficially corrupt eight with the two marshals popping in & out. They came and recruited me.

And saw that I was a former Canadian special forces and Army ranger. And a martial arts and self-defense expert.
And they thought they hit a goldpot in "recruting" me. And also I was a liason to the FBI and Canadian Federal Police.
They knew that with me in the pack, they were unstoppable. And so it went on and when we thought it was over and done completely.
There was always a change of plans. And everytime there was about over a million changes of plans, I was hoping & praying that my cover wouldn't be blown at all. And they coming after me and getting off like they have done numerous times, scott free!
Not that I was worried about myself but about others being hurt or worse.
They relied heavily on my martial arts skills and also my marksman skills. As they put me through a set of tests from self-defense to weapons and driving skills. As also speaking several languages.
It was long but they bought and fell for it. But like I said the two to three month investigation turned into a long eight months.
For fears of being ratted out on to change of plans. And change of schedule & sometimes venure as well.

Then here all six and sometimes nine including myself were. We also took down houses and office buildings. Getting drugs and all kinds of money and cash.
As well as even beating up on innocent "criminals". Their only crime was just standing there wondering what the heck was happening.
We sometimes had to hold a gun and put them on the ground at spread eagle.
And they even used me whenever someone tried to take a swipe at the agents, I usually knocked them out cold with my martial arts moves.
As well as also I threatened to kill them by nearly shooting their legs or hands out. I was forced to act so, so unpleasantly.
Even nearly killing people almost with beating them half to death. We got about nearly $10 million in drugs even in the first three months of the undercover operation.

The agents took and sniffed drugs. And they wanted me to do it. About four or five times, if I didn't do it in front of them, they would threaten to blow my head off. And also my cover would be blown to bits and pieces. At those four or five times, I took every and all kinds of drugs by licking and/or sniffing them out. From cocaine to marajauna. And to be very honest Calliegh, even though I "liked it" on the outside, on the inside I almost wanted to puke up all over. Even in front of the agents & throw up all over them.
Then when I got to the precinct where Bill, Bob, and Mark were working. Those three demanded almost every single day everytime and all of the time, why I was being so, so secretive and so, so not forthcoming.
I told them about nearly 98% of the time, my whereabouts and my investigation that everything was classified! Classified! Classified!
And I threatened & warned them to stay out of my business and stay out of my investigation.
I threatened them with interferring and also being reprimanded.
While they threatened to go to my superiors and with withholding evidence. And keeping them in the dark. I told them go ahead and do it.

But on the inside, I wanted to really, really tell them the whole entire truth. But I felt I needed to not give much away at all. For fears of innocent people getting hurt or killed even.
So I acted like an arrogant you know what! But then little did I know nor the Justice Department knew that they were conducting their own little "internal inquiry".
After I told them and the Justice Department did to butt out. But all three men, as they are all known to be, the Uncorruptable.
As all of us kept telling them time after time to stop investigating. But sometimes the feds also needed to butt out and not harbor their investigation.

Then after busting fourteen houses in three months, as I keep telling you Calliegh, I always wanted so, so bad for the investigation to be over.
But there was always something coming up. About every single time I go undercover with them, I felt my cover could and would be blown at anyday at anytime.
But also they were also very wanted to go from one house to another for fears of maybe being arrested and charged for not just murder. But also violation of civil rights of people.
So the DEA corrupt agents also made sure that they weren't being caught and at times. We had to whisper in each other's ears to make sure that the OPR wasn't having their people reading our lips.
To see what we were doing and saying. Also they would invited me over to their really, really big houses. Mansions with like five or six bathrooms and thirteen bedrooms like.

The AUSA posed as my "girlfriend" & took pictures of the agents with their wives and families. In an undercover hidden camera in her purse. Not only did we also go to birthday parties and/or cookouts.
But also we went on like short trips, mainly business trips. And took some also rest & relaxation trips on their huge boats. Like they were yachts like. They also invited me and my partner aka "my girlfriend" to like very, very expensive clubs. Like poker, golf, and also children's dance recitals and their kids activities.
For awhile it was like fun and I almost all the time and everytime got caught up in the "mixing business with pleasure!"
I was on a very, very tight schedule Calliegh. Almost 24/7! Only three hours of sleep each and everynight for eight months.
Very intense and scruntinized investigation. Not just working undercover. But also eating, sleeping, and breathing the investigation.
And also in my very, very, rare and spare time, praticing martial arts, working out on weights, looking up things about the investigation on my computer, reading up on the agents, their bios, their families and friends, their children, their likes and/or dislikes.
Keeping up to date. You name it and I did everything and put in over a billion percent of the investigation from each and every angle.

But what was worse when we go inside a "crack" house to arrest people and trash houses and warehouses, we would bring the "criminals" in like the interrogation room in a warehouse. We like to do with the criminals because if we brought them back into the federal building, we would probably be in huge trouble with the big brass and suits higher up.
We would beat up innocent people. Where the beatings would be taken place is just part of the awful story. How is just the horrors and nightmares of the story. I had no other choice but to follow along and take part in the beatings.
What is worse is that I was in charge of the beatings you could say. Because they heard and read that I had, in their words, "impeccable" interview tactics.

I kept a cool head on the outside but on the inside, I was trembling and everytime and all the time we brought in a criminal or an innocent person at the wrong place at the wrong time, I wanted to just puke all over.
And just cry myself all red-faced & teary-eyed to sleep. We tied up people naked and I would beat them up with martial arts. A lot of times nearly to a pulp. Also I would tie people up in a chair. While the agents threw water on them.
As I would with electric currents, electrocute them. As sometimes high as over 4,000 volts!! Yes! That is how many volts they got fried up to!
We fried a man, a grandfather of eight in his sixties, with tons and tons of volts so high, the skin nearly burned off his flesh and his bones.
I did my best at times but unsuccessfully to let other agents do it.
But they forced me to do it, some of the times, at gunpoint and at riflepoint.
I nearly shot off a disabled man who has had only one leg. His right leg. His right leg off as I kept firing with an aka on the man.
And told his wife several times to shut the you know what up. Or I would kill her too! Then when the pain became unbearable, as I fired rounds for the man to dance with the bullets, his wife was crying. But it gets even worse.

As we went way, way too far with another person we arrested. A father of eleven.
Yes, a father of eleven. Where he was living in a high risk urban housing project with kids ages 15 to one month olds, it went way, way too far.
I went in with the agents as we busted him and wrecked his house like a tornado came in and struck. Turned things upside down.
As well as wrecked his van. An old fan like one from the early 1980's. Their one and only car they took the kids to school and he and his wife to work. They were on food stamps and living on welfare. They were Hispanic.
He worked three jobs and she worked two jobs. But at different hours as one took care of the kids as the other worked.
We took the man in the warehouse. But what was so, so awful Calliegh, is that his little six-year old boy was crying his head off.
You know that I have a heart for kids. But that night I didn't.

I hit the child so, so hard on both his backside and his face. And told him to shut the you know what up. Or else I would push him very, very hard to the ground. Many, many times.
Then like we did almost all of the people we brought in. Beat them with also to a pulp with baseball bats. And also we nearly fried the father with electric currents.
But he was much, much more worse than the grandfather. He almost went into shock as well as nearly died. Several times!
He was burned out and flesh & blood were smelt all around the warehouse. I almost wanted to faint and puke myself.
Then after we nearly beat up that poor guy and fried him with electric currents and threw buckets and buckets of water on him.
I went back to the loft. There I went into my bathroom.
Throw up all night and cried myself to sleep!! I couldn't after that incident, eat, sleep, and thought about turning not just the investigation and bowing out under pressure.
But turning in my badge all together for fears of hurting another person . That poor kid that I pushed and hit so, so badly gave me one of the diritiest looks that I have ever seen in my whole entire life.
Like what did my father do to you you heartless creep?

As I went back the Justice Department wouldn't take in my resignation or my badge no matter how many times that I really, really almost got down on my hands and knees begging to do so.
But they refuse to take my badge and gun even. And they told me that I was very, very important to the case. They didn't want me to give up and throw in the towel.
That slowly but surely they were gathering tons and tons of evidence.
On paper, videotape, tape recorder. In all, about twenty tons. But going way back six years ago, over $50 million spent in investigations, 100 tons of tape recordings, video recordings, and papers and over about nearly 40,000 hours of investigating.
Went down the drain and each and every single time, the DEA got off with only a slap on the wrist. Then something else happened as I left the DEA and Justice Department. While making a phone call on a payphone.

 

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I couldn't make a cellphone call for fears of being ratted out on. Then as I was making a payphone call, two people came and they knocked the wind out of me several times in the stomach.
As they also duct tape and put a hood over my head. And knocked me unconcious.
Then they drove me bound & gagged to a unknown location. Then as I had a duct tape around my mouth. The men took the hood off.
As then as I was asleep for hours and put in the rear of an unmarked suv. Was dazed and confused. I wondered what was going on.
Then all of a sudden, WHACK!! I was knocked so, so hard in the stomach. Then whacked again.
I looked up and it was the grandfather of eight whacking me with a baseball bat.

"How does that feel now? Doesn't feel good does it?? That is the pain I had to go through. And now, it is your turn to get your feel of pain!!"
The man said as his wife came up to me and spat in my face.
Then I was in a chair still bound and gagged. As I was near a shower and water poured out on me.
Then there was a black-hooded man with an electric currents. I then noticed that I had my shirt off.
He came and electrocuted me in the shower of water three times. It did much more than stinged me every single time for the next five minutes.
As I did the same thing to that father for ten minutes. Then the men who hit me ungagged & untied me.
Then out of the shawdows came Bill, Bob, & Mark. They told me that they held a hush-hush investigation of their own with the DC prosecutor. And other members of local law enforcement.
The man took off the black hood and it was that Latino father I almost beaten to a pulp and fried to death.
All three men came up and told me they were following me and for me keeping them in the dark and not revealing why I was being so tight-lipped and secretive.
They bugged my car, my loft, my phones, and also they did background checks on me. And got the banks to get in my net's worth.

They told me if I kept them in the dark one more time, they would play the tapes to a federal judge. As all three men were hopping mad.
The men who tied me up were also families of those victims. They wanted me to have a taste of my own medicine.
And if I killed anymore of those victims, I would be sharing a cell with those corrupt DEA and US Marshals agents.
As the grandfather of now ten, as well as his wife, told me that he would pressure the judge to see me strapped to a guerney and given lethal injection.

Then the families told me horror stories one by one. Not just the father and the grandparents of Asian descent. But also four other families.
How the DEA/US Marshals and US Government ruined their lives. And how they were robbed of their freedom and treated like suspects. And treated like they were criminals in a cage. It lasted about three hours.
There were tears, anger, hurt, & heartache. How some of the families had members of their own killed.
Even a three-year old child was killed by the corrupt agents.(Calliegh was about on the verge of tears as John gently grabbed bothof her hands with his hands).
Bob and Bill as well as the DC prosecutor would charge me with withholding evidence and a reprimand.
But also with civil rights abuse and crimes against humanity! But would drop all of those charges if I agree to be the state's witness.
As also Bill & Mark would talk the families out of suing the federal governmet for liability and misuse of power. Among other very, very big charges. For $100 million dollar lawsuit.

I told all of the families and the other law enforcement that I will do whatever it takes to bring down the DEA 6.
As well as testify and be the government's star witness. And how I was really undercover and trying to stop the agents.
How I wanted them to stop abusing innocent people. Not just get innocent people out of federal and/or state prison.
How I was so, so sorry for the hurt, pain, and anger that I have caused. If they had to blame anybody or somebody, the blame & buck stops here with me.
I would and will take any and every responsibility that has caused any hurt, physically, mentally, and emotionally on those people, their families, and undo the wrongdoing that has been done.
That the wrongdoing and the damage has been so, so & far done.
No matter how much that I could wave a magic wand and let all of the six years of pain, anger, hurt, and abuse all go away.
And if I had to do it all over, I would have done things done. Differently as well as much better done with grace.
Then I went up to the elderly Asian couple and wholeheartedly & meaningfully apologized for any discomfort that I had done to them.
And that it would take much more than for my apology to make it up for all of the abuse and suffering they had to endure.
And if they didn't want to forgive me and accept my apology that was fine because I couldn't and don't blame them one itsy bit.
But both despite being hurt and angry weren't mad at me anymore than they were the first time they saw me.

And that I had to do a job and was given no choice but to do whatever it takes to bring down the corrupt agents. Unpleasantly and harsh or not.
But also I kissed the woman on the cheek and told her to rest and that I would take full responsibility no matter what occurs.

Then I went up to that father, his name is Nico. Short for Nicodemus. I told him also how I was so, so sorry for the pain and heartache he and his family had to suffer.
That I would do whatever it takes to make it up to him & his family. But unlike the other families who had so much hurt and anger for me and the other agents.
He told me that he has already forgiven me. That it was his son that told him and his mommy to forgive me. That he harbors no ill-will towards me. He & his family.
That boy was the little boy I nearly punched and yelled at the day I and the other agents wrecked that poor family's house and nearly killed the father. Then as they left, I knew that I had to do something to bring things right. As they left the warehouse.
After I was freed from the bond and gagged from the chair.
Those two men apologized for having to do that but only they were following Bob and Bill's orders after coming to them.
But I told them no apology was needed at all. And that I should be the one apologizing to them. For everything they had to suffer through. That the buck stops here with me.

Then I left and went to Nico's house. It was late as I rang the doorbell. Then Nico opened the door as I apologized again wholeheartedly.
As the family was trying to clean up and repair the damage done to their house.
Then I asked where his son was so that I could speak to him. Nico then got his son awaken for me.
He was asleep and had first grade in the morning.
The boy, named Ren, woke up. I told him gently don't be afraid because I won't hurt him. And that I was one of the good guys.
Of course, he didn't want to believe me. After what I did to him physically and mentallly as well as emotionally.
Then as Nico left, I told Ren that he was a very, very brave boy. That he has taught his family a lot more good and moral values that doesn't ever come from a school class.
That he was one tough but brave and sweet dude. And that children his age wouldn't do what he would had done.
I tearfully told him how I was so, so sorry for hauling off and hitting him so, so bad.
And if he felt like it, he could hit me right back because I deserved what I did back at me. That I was so, so sorry for being so mean and hateful to him.
That if he wanted to, I want he & I to be friends.
Of course, I couldn't go into any more details of the investigation due to the secrecy & sensitivity. Then as I wiped tears from his eyes and kissed him playfully.
He then asked me with buckets of tears in his eyes if I had children.
I told him that he and my wife, who has since died, couldn't have any children. Despite so much, very badly, wanting to be parents.
Then I told him if I ever, ever get married again, I wanted to have plenty and plenty of children. Like an whole army of them.

And if I had a son, in order to make up all the hurt and pain I put him through, could I name him Ren after you.
Ren told me that would be wonderful. Then he came up and got out of his bed. And Bill gave him like an NASA kit.
Since probably Ren told him that he loved NASA and space. He showed it to me as also he showed me like his train station set.
Ren told me his full name was Renford but he was called Ren for short. He told me also that all of the other kids gotten a lot of toys from Bill and Bob. Ren knew it was late but invited me to play with his trainset and NASA kit.
I kiddingly told him only if I could be the conductor(Both he & I laughed gently).
The other boys got like footballs and other sporting stuff. But when wasn't much into sports like myself.
I would rather be in the action as opposed to being a spectator Calleigh. As you very well know that by now.

We played as he and I took turns being "train & conductor". Astronault and tower control. We played for hours and hours.
Then he and I forgot that it was nearly time for school. So I gave him a piggy back ride & gently tucked him into bed.
Promising that I would come and see him and his siblings frequently all the time. Then I kissed and hugged him gently for a long, long time.
Then Nico thanked me for calming him. But I thanked Nico for what he had to put up through. And also his son for the lessons that he taught his parents and his siblings.
Nico told me that Ren was born with a deformed heart. That doctors gave him less than a 5% chance of living. Well he is going to be seven years old later.
Then everybody was on good terms as I left and told Nico and wife Kerri that I would come and visit them often. They both loved that!

Then I had to get back to business. As both Bill & Bob wanted no turfwars or scapegoating at all. I then agreed to their demands.
Mark would be the "bad guy" coming out of "Leavenworth" posing as a drug dealer.
Those agents would love him even much more than they did me. Then as Mark and I were like very, very bad people.
This happened the middle of the seventh month. As Mark also pretended to be a corrupt FBI and DEA informant gone bad.
And that he also pretended to have his family killed due to the insurance policy and money that came with it.
Then afterwards, both of us, still went ton ransack people's houses and arrest them.
Also Mark and I bugged the agents houses, phones, cars, offices, and everything you could think of being bugged. Also Mark wore a wire and put it in a very, very private place.
Then they called us in the beginning of the eighth month. With the two corrupt federal marshals. Then one of them ranted out on me.

That I was undercover for the Justice Department's OPR investigation.
I was knocked out in the face and stomach with an aka. The marshal then grabbed a gun and point blank, shot and killed one of the DEA men.
Also the AUSA poising as my girlfriend was tied up. As her cover was blown as well. Threatened to kill her.
As I was knocked unconcious to the ground. Bond and gagged. And put in the trunk of the car. As the corrupt agents, now down to nine. With the one being killed. Then they drove out all the way. That seemed like hours.
Then they opened the trunk door of the car. As I also again was hooded over my head.
As the corrupt agents then were going to blow my head off. And just shoot me with an aka from head to toe they said. I was gagged as I awaited my fate. Then they were going to throw my body in the lake.
And write this up as killed in the line of duty. But then as one of the marshals was going to fire on me with one of the DEA agents looking.
He then with a very swift and certain move shot the DEA agent. That agent was the one who killed that three year old kid.
Then he untied me and revealed that he was with the Justice Department's OPR and has been investigating the DEA and US Marshals Service.

And he, his name is Ike, was the one who recommended me. Now that we both were on the same side, the investigation was getting to a close. He told me that he had put in six years, seven months, two weeks, and six days undercover.
It cost Ike a near divorce as his marriage took a toll on his family and wife especially. But had because now they would be getting back together. I thought that was great.
Even though it took a very, very long time, he would do his best to bring down the agents and his marshal friend.
But I also heard Mark was taping all of this. And that I had to lay low and pretend that I was dead. Be put in the Witness Protection Program. And call the agents in to prepare for my funeral. And not come out until after the funeral.

Then I watched on tape for my "funeral" as me and Ike and Bill, Mark, and Bob just shook our heads. With the others with two dead and one now working on our side. Six people just wearing their suits, looking arrogant as well as having a "better than thou" attitutude. All six of them.
Then what really ticked me off is they visited my brothers and sisters. And all of my nephews and nieces. They were also all in on the funeral plot. They were wearing their Sunday best and crying. To make it look real. There they rubbed shoulders with my parents and my family. How I wanted to really, really shake the you know what out of them. But Bill and Mark calmed me down.
As both told me it is only pretend. Then all of a sudden, those men were talking, eating food brought from the ICB, and just mingling with my family. Without even a care in the world. No feelings whatsoever. Just eating.
But also there was a bonus as one of them came over. To the ICB because he couldn't take it anymore. He revealed everything and broke down.

Saying he couldn't take the beatings, deaths, and/or wrecking innocent people's lives as well as putting them in jail. He spilled the beans and also he confessed to everything.
With that, he would serve like eight years and be the government's witness. If he testified to that. And one of them would get the needle.
The head agent!! Then all he needed to do was confess to one of the agents, the corrupt ones. And then the investigation was over.
After six years, eight months, three weeks, and five days, the investigation was about to come to an end. As the agent, named Toby, would confess to everything.
And rat out on his friends and fellow agents. Then the next and final day, it would all come crashing down on the rest of the six.

 

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Then while the DEA agent Toby was going to be the star witness, we were on finally, thank goodness the last and final day!
As the agents were eating at the warehouse, Toby wearing a wire as with Mark.
They asked both the agents and the corrupt US Marshal. About taking the other innocent people down.
They laughed and joked about the murders as well as also joked about killing "me". To make me not tell at all.
Then all of a sudden, bingo! That was it as Toby got them to admit that. Then, FREEZE!!
There were over sixty local and state police officers and detectives. As well as also forty feds from the FBI, DEA, and the Justice Department.

Then the six got on the ground spread eagle. Led away in handcuffs & shackles.
As one of the agents was about to pounce on Toby for ratting out on them. And also Ike came out. Ike punched out that agent in charge. There were many, many charges against the DEA 6 now and that corrupt US Marshal.
Violating the civil and constitutional rights of innocent people. Over 100 of them!
Among the charges...
Reckless endangerment
First and Attempted Murder
Destroying Private and Public Property
Attempted murder on a federal agent
Stealing and taking any and all kinds of drugs you could take of Calliegh Robbing over $40 million dollars for the past nearly seven years of drug money and using the money for personal gain and personal uses Government drug money Among many, many charges.
In all the DEA six were indicted on over 100 charges and facing the needle. Guess who was the star witness in the US Attorney's case...Me!!

They were in shock and also just couldn't believe it at all. That I was alive and well.
That blood that was covered up on Ike's suit was animal blood. As well as blood on the agent that he shot.
I testified for nearly four days in front of a grand jury. As well as Toby for five days. Toby got like eight years in prison.
Attempts for the defense attorneys at a plea barganing were turned down flat!
The six former corrupt agents were shaking their heads like they couldn't believe it at all. Then I came there and gave those agents a very, very meanest and dirtiest look that I could and would ever give them.
Two of the agents were going to testify and get like forty years. Meaning that they would avoid the death penalty. While four of them would get the death penalty for those murders.
As well as over 400 years in prison not just for the murders. But also civil and constitutional rights of people.
Meaning they wouuld live and die in prison until they breathe their last breath of air. Until their arms came off.

The trial could go in front of a federal judge in spring of 2005. I wished that it could go a little early. But that is the earliest they could ever get.
Then I went and wanted to call someone about the case. And tell that person all about why I was so cold and distant and how I wanted to make it all up to that person.
That someone was you Calliegh!! Yes you honey!"
Calliegh was very, very stunned as well as emotional. She was shaking her head side-to-side like you did this all for me.
John then continued..."I did this all for you baby! I just couldn't wait to tell you. But..."
Calliegh then finished up his sentence. "I was out of the country John!" As he grabbed her hands and thrust them into hers.

As John went on gently again. "I wanted to come and talk to you about everything.
But I was so, so stunned that you resigned from the ICB. The job you have had since you were a teenager.
The job you loved the most! Honey! It was never, ever the same without you there.
Everybody talked about you and missed you while you were being missed there. I feel like a ruthless, heartless, and arrogant jerk to you.(In tears in-between his sentences).
If I could go back and do everything all over and not take this assignment, things would had been better.
But the damage has sadly and whole-heartedly been done. And no matter how many, many times I could do and say for you, nothing can ever, ever repair the hurt, pain, and anger that I have done to you.
When you were with Scott and gave me that letter as well as the ring I told you that you could have and keep.
I was crushed all over. And hurt! I felt I have let you down so much.
After I got the letter, I drove off and went into your loft. Being shaolin, I opened the door, trying to look for you. And I saw your diary!

Don't get mad please!(Reacing out to hold her arms and hands while kissing them). But Calliegh, I read you diary. I read the stuff when you were away on your month & a half vacation.
How you wished you had never, ever met me. How you wished that if you couldn't meet me, things would had been better and different.
And then I read while you were on that thirty-nine day vacation.
That you had breast cancer! Breast cancer! Why didn't you say something honey? I would had dropped everything and come to your side and be right there with you.
You mean the whole entire world to me and when I read that, I about threw up all over. Then I went after I found your letter that I nearly wrecked up my place all over.
I checked everywhere, from your loft to work. When you resigned and finding you from hospitals to your friends. Who were very, very coy with me.
Because you must had told them the type of person that I was!
Then on the car radio, I found out that you were hit by a drunk driver and was about very, very close to death. Clinging onto life by a thread.
Calleigh, I just couldn't let you leave me like this. I mean, don't get me wrong! By not just walking out of my life.

But dying and reaching the face of God, I couldn't and wouldn't let God take you away from me all of a sudden. I drove to the hosptial frantically hoping that I could rush & be by your side asap.
Then when I went to the hospital where you were staying at. And I saw and found Scott. Who then preceded to pounce on me Calliegh.
Foir the way that I treated you and had been with you. And the hospital staff came to break it all up.
As he was there and had been by your side through the whole ordeal you had that car accident.

Please don't tell Scott this Calliegh. Because this will be our little secret.
But when he wasn't there holding your hand, eating lunch with you at the hospital in your room coma or no coma. Also when he wasn't helping you to recupperate and walk again every single day and minute after your coma.
I went in to see you. While the guard on duty to prevent me from seeing you. I went in and played the guitar and sung to you.
As well as also when Scott was on a business trip, rubbed your back for you.
Everytime he wasn't there, every break or day off I got, I spent those very few but also very, very precious and meaningful moments with you and you only. I just missed being with you all together.

Also I spied on you and Scott. When you went on picnics, walks, dinner dates, movies. etc. I just wished that it was just only me with you.
Holding hands and cuddlingly kissing you. Like you did with Scott.
Also Calliegh, when I later found out but didn't notice when several events occur.
When I was being a total jerk with you those eight months. I was teaching several Army ROTC young boys martial arts and miltary skills.
As I was running through a course, the rope at the end of the obsticle course almost, I mean almost broke came off.
If it came off, I would had fell on my back flat! But then as the rope was about to come off and someone was responsible for almost chopping it off. Someone was holding onto the rope. That someone I saw from the shadows...that was you!! Yes Calliegh!"
Calliegh was shaking her head like it was no big deal.

"Well, really it was no big deal John. When we were separated I happened to be in the neighborhood somehow on that was almost fateful day. A
nd saw you train with the boys. And despite being a jerk to me, there was no way I could & would let you land flat on your back!"
John then doing his best to gently shush her politely shaking his head. "Honey! You did more that just not let me fall but you ended up saving my life. I could have even died!! Oh honey I feel so, so ashamed of myself!!" Then he went on about the yacht wedding attending his snitch's wedding.
"Then when I got the Dodge Stealth into the water and about to jump out to save the terrorists. And Bill driving to cover up for me.
I went on a line of rope. Again with the rope about to break and me about to fall into the water only to get eaten by the sharks.
I noticed again the rope was being held as steady and as doing the best not to drop me in the water.
As I came in the boat, I noticed that the rope was being held...again by you!! Calliegh you were like my guardian angel and please honey...Don't be modest about it.
I was only thinking of myself and nobody else. I feel like a total creep. Instead of jumping down your throat and yelling at you. I should had thanked you from the bottom of my heart both of those times.

You were like my guardian angel Calliegh. How I wanted to put my arms around you. Cuddle you up upon my arms and hug you all over. Why didn't you come and tell me or the bosses?"
With John crying so, so hard and so, so heartedly. he then got up out of his seat and touched a gently weeping Calliegh. As he went to kiss her and hug her all over.

 

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Then John came up and held Calliegh. "I was just a total jerk to you. And that I wanted my way and guess what??
Who got hurt and was the scapegoat in all of this...You!!"
Calliegh was now having a new feeling for her former flame. A feeling from hurt, anger and shellshocked to being pity as well as also respect for him. That she now appreciates all that he has done. For the victims and their families. Those dirty DEA agents and corrupt US marshal.
As well as his love for children and concern for youth.
"Really..John! That was very, very considerate of you and also it shows that you care. As well as wanted to put the bad guys away. Please it is ok! Really! It is ok. That was so, so sweet of you.."
"No! No! Honey! It isn't ok(John shaking his head side-to-side sniffling)! I feel like I let you down and it will never, ever be ok.

I will go to my grave after I spend the rest of my life making it all right and all up to you honey. Oh I am so, so sorry for all the pain and hurt I put you through!"
John was sobbing so hard than he has ever before. As he took her hand and kissed it.
John meant what he said and said what he meant as Calliegh looked into his eyes.
John really, really was very, very sorry. But no matter how much nor little he does to make it all up to Calliegh, nothing could and would never, ever repay back those eight months of heck that he put her through.
But still he loved and cared for her regardless of what he did and said the harshest things to her.

As John was sobbing so, so hard as he and Calliegh were kissing each other as they were gently sharing a gentle hug. Then Calliegh told him how her trip changed her life.
"John, I went on a vacation for a month and ten days nearly. I felt that I needed to really evaluate my life.
As well as thinking about how my relationship with you and the others at the ICB was going from excellent to really, really sour.
I thought that I really, really felt about quiting as well as also ending my relationship with you for the better. As well as yours and mines friendship. John, I just couldn't forgive you at all.
I felt like the world was caving in on me as well as falling down. And crying my brains out. I met Scott because he was caring, understanding as well as helping me on a physical, menal, and emotional side.
He was your predecessor as you may know. But also he & I were on friendly terms when you got here. Having lunches for three times out of the month. Going to each other's houses for the holidays.

When he went back to Texas, he and I exchanged emails as well as visit each other three times a month for the past few years.
He has been wonderful especially after that car wreck I was in. If it weren't for him, I might had been in a wheelchair or even worse...in a corpse!!"
John then made a surprising comment to Calliegh.
"Scott is indeed the best person as well as friend who has helped you through thick and thin and he is also a loving and caring person with impeccable manners.
But when you weren't at the ICB, things weren't the same and to this day, they're still not at all. Please Calliegh, we can work something out. We need you and miss you!" As John came up to kiss Calliegh again and again.
But Calliegh felt she loved ABA because she felt they were more like family.
"But John, the ABA is more like my family and the ICB is more business-like. Like the FBI".
"No! Please come back to us. We will be even more like family as well as best friends there. Because we need you. We will do whatever it takes to talk you into coming back honey.
Life hasn't been the same at all without you. Please re-consider!?"

Then John then lifted up Calliegh and took her back to the car. As they were kissing each other.
Like they were recently married. Deep down inside she loved John but didn't want to hurt her fiance's feelings.
As John probably must had read her mind as he also suprisingly admitted to her how Scott was wonderful and he has been with her through the thick and thin.
As John then took off and drove up to their hotel. John then got her on the bed. As he again spoke up.

"Calliegh, no matter what occurs nor what happens to you and me. If you are to go with Scott, then I will have no other choice but to accept that. But still, in my heart and soul, I will always think of you.
And also I will keep you in that heart and soul of mine.
Because you mean the whole entire world to me. You are my whole entire life. I can't stand losing to someone. Especially losing you to someone else since you are very, very special!"
"Oh, John! You are too as well. No I know why you had to do what you did. You can be cocky and arrogant.
But you also have a heart and soul. I will do my best to see how this outcome comes because I feel that I am stuck between a rock and a hard place." Calliegh came and kissed him all over.
"I hate to put you between a rock and hard place honey. But you are the core as well as the love of my life sweetie.
No matter what occurs or happens, I will always love you!" said a gentle John. Then as they were resting on each other, there was a knock on the door.

 

[JPPT1974]

Then as John opened the door, there all of a sudden out of the blue, was Scott!! He was very, very ticked off.
"Get away from my fiance you kidnapper!!" As Calliegh was trying to plead with him not to hurt John.
"Back off Calliegh! This man almost did his best to ruin our lives!!" warned an angry Scott.
"No! No! Really he didn't ruin our lives! Please don't hurt him!"
As Scott went and punched John in the face and in the stomach several times.
As Scott preceded to pounce all over him. But due to Calliegh's request, he then stopped.
Then John got up holding his face and stomach, he looked at Calliegh and touched her hair.
"Scott is right honey! You both should go! Really it is ok!"
As he went to gently touch her hair and shook his head gently. As he looked sadly at her. Like it may be the last time that he will see her.

Then as Scott was angrily looking in, as Calliegh was crying as he took her and hugged her all over.
Then without saying a word, Scott suddenly grabbed his finace and Calliegh took off. As both drove without saying a word in the car.
They drove off hastily and Scott just put Calliegh in the car for fears of John going up and knocking Scott down. Scott was surprised that he pounced on John due to his martial arts skills.
But he probably bet that John let him because John felt he deserved what he was asking for.
Over nearly thirteen hours going from Canada to DC. Calliegh was silent as she leaned on Scott.

Then as Scott woke her up when they got back to her loft after Calliegh slept all day. Then he helped carry her back to the loft.
Then Scott wanted for Calliegh to admit something.
"Calliegh, I want you to be very, very honest with me. Do you still love John? Please I need to know. Even though he kidnapped you and harrassed her for nearly a year.
It proves that he still loves her no matter what has happened to all three of us. I know he would never, ever mean to hurt you.
I know that sounds crazy coming from me to ask you of all people. Your fiancee!
But to be honest, this may also sound crazy for me to say this to you.
But I think that he was still madly in love with you even in those eight awful and painful months that he ignored you. As he was hateful and so, so hard on you. But please tell me if you still love him?"
Then Calliegh, being careful with her words and not wanting to hurt Scott's feelings told him everything.
About some corrupt DEA agents and US Marshals. How he had to keep his distance not just from her.

But from his friends and partners at the ICB and DC Police. But also from his family. It definately pained him to do that. But & how he had no other choice but force to act unpleasantly.
How he wanted to help and do that for innocent victims and their families. As well as also really, really get the bad guys in the form of those corrupt feds. And how he needed to act cold and distant in order not to get his cover blown.
How he felt by doing so, he was letting his partners at the police department down.
Then after she told him the story of John being undercover, Scott then began to feel a new feeling for his arch-nemesis John.
Instead of anger and harsh feelings, it was more of being proud and appreciative.

Calliegh then careful in choosing her words said to Scott.
"I know he may sound condescending as well as reckless, cavilier, and arrogant. But you really, really don't know a different side of John like I do Scott.
He is kind and gentle as well as have a heart of gold. And he admits it is hard to really, really chose his conscious because of a lot of federal red tape.
And that the US Government wants the public to think that they don't make any mistakes at all.
But then he opened his concious and admits there were mistakes made & damage that has been painfully done.
That he needs to admit his mistakes as well as not hide his feelings for me. How he still loves me and that no matter what occurs nor if he loses me to you. He will always carry me in his heart and soul.

And with no other choice whatsoever, will have to accept my wishes to remain with you. And move on with his life.
But Scott, I think if he loses me to you, it will pain him even more. Since he not only lost me once but twice."
Scott then given her a look like "Twice??". Then he let her explain.
"Once to that awful car accident. Now me to you. Also by the way, he did all of this.
All of the unpleasantries and the whole entire investigation not just for the victims and their families.
But for me! No matter how wrong it was or painful. He still loves me & to be honest with you Scott. I now love him after hating him so very much for what he had done."
Then Scott put his arm around Calliegh and began to hug her and perhaps see where she..as well as John came from.
But now she was afraid that Scott would dump her because of her still burning love for her former boyfriend. She was also as well prepared for it.
But Scott wasn't that kind of man at all. Much more or less a person.

Then Scott began to understand. And unlike most men who would dump their girlfrends/wives after they are caught in the arms of another man, Scott was different. He then told Calliegh not to worry.
"I want you to know Calliegh that what you told me is that I believe you. And that I admire John for what he did.
Even though I didn't appreciate and still angry at what he put you through. At the mess he had already made.
But now I am really not that angry with him at all. And that I know also that he would never, ever hurt you!"
Calliegh looked at him like she was surprised at what he was saying. But also Scott has had "first-hand experience" as he was kidding her a bit.

But also he really was serious as well. "I know he wasn't trying to hurt you Scott. Or let me take that back. He would never hurt you badly.
But in order for him to get to me he had to get through you. And sometimes, not as intentional, but with reluctance, he had no choice but to hurt you. Only to...you know!" As Calliegh put her head down.
As Scott began to raise it up gently with his two index fingers.
"I know honey! I know! But please don't take this the wrong way. I hate to be the one to put you between a rock and a hard place.
But I can read your eyes as well as your mind. That you still love him don't you? Please be really, really truthful and honest here?"
Calliegh had no other choice but to tell Scott the truth. Because if she lied about it, she would feel bad.
"Scott, I know you only want the best intentions for not just me. But for the both of us!! And that just you as a man and as a person.
To be honest with you..yes I still love John. Even as I was angry with him as well as hurt. I, in a way tonight, forgiven him.
Because that he wanted me to! He begged me and begged me not just to take him back. But to forgive him for all of his transgressions and faults."

 

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Then as the next three months dragged along, so did Scott and Calliegh's engagement.
Despite their love for each other and their admiration, they both admit and agreed that the "excitement & romance" in their relationship had gone out. No longer was both of those qualities there. Because of what happened when John kidnapped Calliegh three months ago.
That Scott sensed as well as she sensed from Scott one thing. That she still had feelings for John.
Also she told him about John and his deceased wife about trying but couldn't have a family that they so desparately wanted.
As she told John in return that Scott raised his daughter ever since she was a baby in the crib and how his former wife walked out on them.
As she and Scott also thought that John still loved her no matter if she goes to either him or Scott.

Unbeknowingly to both of them, John still kept watch over both of them. As he spied on them still.
But no matter how they kept warning him to stay away. He isn't a stay away type of person.
Because he can't stop looking at her. As he visioned himself with her. She meant so much to him. That he wouldn't be himself at all if he lost her again. Like both Scott and Calliegh he was so beside himself. Not once and not twice. But three times!!
Scott knew that something had to be done because he could sense that Calliegh just wasn't herself after what happened three months ago.
Also John stopped seeing her all together for fears of not just frightening her. But also because of Scott's threats to keep him away from his fiance.

Then as he got directions somehow to John's huge loft as he drove there.
There was John working out as Scott came in the building. There John was wondering what Scott was doing there.
But Scott spoke up before John did. As John knew he had something to say. "I went to the ICB and whether you know it or not I was your predecessor. And I have some high sources there and they told me that I could find you here. And I promise not to file any kidnapping charges per Calliegh's request as you know that she dislikes the feds."
John then through with martial arts then shook his head like a sigh of relief.
"Don't worry Scott, I won't hurt you anymore because that wasn't my intention when I had to forcefully kidnap Calliegh.

But I had no other option at all." As John was working out with weights.
"I am glad that you won't do that at all. And plus you have something or whether I should say somebody on your mind to talk about with me.
As you know my loft is really high security.
In case you are wondering why and how I let you in is because I have sources as well. And that you promised not to hurt me either as well as not file any charges."
Scott then nooded as he sat down.
"John I want you to know that after you kidnapped Calliegh. She told me the whole entire story about the corrupt DEA agents.
And what you did for the innocent victims and their families. And for that, this is going to sound crazy but I am really proud of you.
And not mad and angry at you as I used to be. But still..."
As John continued and finished his sentence.

"I know you have the right to be mad at me and angry after Calliegh told you how I mistreated her. And how you have that bitterness towards me. And that you also took care of Calliegh through thick and thin after her car wreck.
Made sure that she walked and did even the simpliest things well. Like learn to eat and bathe all over again.
That is why I have nothing but the utmost respect and admiration for you. And that Calliegh also told me that you raised your only daughter Micah since she was a tiny baby in the cradle.
And how your former wife walked out on you. You are a man of very, very, considerate and impeccalbe means.
And you taught your daughter very well. I say this not to say it. But say it from the bottom of my heart."
Scott then nodded in agreement as well as took that as a compliment as John was drinking water.

Scott then told John that after what took place three months ago.
That despite loving Calliegh and admiring her as she did him. That the chemistry and the spunk wasn't there in the relationship.
And that she also still loved John and that she still feels a bond with him. Despite breaking up with him. Or trying to.
"I also know John that you and your wife were trying to have a family and I wished John that you and she could have had plenty of children.
You also came from a huge, loving, but prosperous family. You are one lucky man to have that."
John then retuned the compliment. "If I ever get remarried, I want to have a whole army of kids.
Because Calliegh has also told you that I have a heart for kids as well." As Scott agreeingly shook his head.
But then the "small talk" turned into "business" as Scott had to know something else.

Scott then began to ask him the unthinkable.
"John, I want you to be very honest with me and I already know the answer but please be frank and truthful.
I know that you still love Calliegh. But how much do you love Calliegh?
I mean really, really love her. I still love her a whole lot.
But also ever since like I said what happened with you and her three months ago. The romance has somehow and somewhat gone out in our relationship. I think she still loves you privately as well as have feelings for you.
Of course, she doesn't talk a lot about you for fears of offending me.
And I know you still have feelings and are madly in love with her.
Please, I just need you to be honest & truthful." John then taking his towel and looking at him. Was indeed dead on serious wiping off his sweat.
"Scott I am not going to lie to you. But I still am very, very much madly in love with her. Regardless of which one of us she ends up with.

I have always have had feelings before, during, and after what happened over the past painful and angry nearly two & a half years.
Six months when she and I were dating.
About eight months when I was undercover & mistreated her so, so badly. And about nearly eight months when she was with you. And I might add about two to three months that she nearly died in the hospital due to that horrible car wreck.
I have always carried her in my heart, in my mind, and in my soul.
I know that she can forgive but she can't forget at all as she harbors ill will towards people who mistreat her.
But she also wanted me to forgive you for taking her away from me.
As you have said you forgiven me about those painful eight months that I have mistreated her and cause her nothing but grief.
You got good intentions Scott. And that is why I don't harbor any ill-will towards you. But Calliegh is myy whole entire world and she means everything to me.
Not a moment nor even a second goes by in each and every other day that I think about her at all.
But I admit to you honestly wholeheartedly, that if she chooses you, I will be heartbroken & painfully disappointed. While also on the other hand, for you two's sake, have no other choice but to accept it."

John then looked at Scott and no longer in his heart and gut looked at him as his arch-nemesis.
John also had a great understanding of how what it would be like if Scott were to lose Calliegh to him.
But instead of "duking it all out" with each other as they had been for nearly a year, both talked to each other like civilized human beings.
"Scott, I got to thank you for coming down here and talking to me.
And I want you to know that no matter what happens with you & especially Calliegh, I will harbor no ill will or grudge towards you.
Or if I seem to, I am truly and deeply sorry and apologize whole-heartedly.
It is just that I miss Calliegh and also that I love you so, so much that she reminds me of my deceased wife. Has her mannerisms as well as her grace. Again, I apologize for any harm nor foul. And I hate to have Calliegh chose between two men that deeply and whole-heartedly love her!"
But it was Scott who reapid the compliment instead.

"No John! Thank you! Because now you are helping me to see whole-heartedly behind that arrogant and smart-aleck persona of your.
That you are a man of excellent intentions. As well as a man who wears his heart on his sleeve.
And if I mean harbor any grudge or ill wills toward you. I apologize as well heartily.
If she chooses you, then like you said around, I will be disappointed but also will have to learn to live with it.
Plus I don't want to make the same kind of mistakes like I did my first marriage."
John shook his head as well as shook Scott's hand. As Scott returned the same handshake.
"I know where you are definately coming from Scott! I really do!"
Scott as he was leaving as John was preparing to workout complimented on John's loft. With a gym and juice bar.
"You got yourself an totally awesome house John! Calliegh told me that you did this all by yourself!"
"I love it and I have had this house for ten years. It saves me a trip to the gym! And it is free!(John and Scott both chuckled).
As John threw down his towel and continued to work out.