- Sep 12, 2021
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Ive lived with OCD and Schizophrenia most of my life, and have all sorts of intrusive thoughts and voices. The voices usually talk about how "evil" or "wicked" I am, tell me im going to hell and theres nothing i can do...if i try to read the Bible or pray, the voices tell me im just i denial. Its very troubling. They tell me its too late
But heres the odd beliefs im experiencing, ive heard the voices say things like "oh if you only knew what you are..." or other phrases trying to indicate that im somehow "special"...the voices do act like im somehow special, but NOT in a good way at all. They say it has something to do with "timelines" and that since i live in the middle of America im somehow like the "sender outer" or "the corrupter", like im the leader of the bad people...its really bizarre, is there such a person? What is causing these beliefs?
But heres the odd beliefs im experiencing, ive heard the voices say things like "oh if you only knew what you are..." or other phrases trying to indicate that im somehow "special"...the voices do act like im somehow special, but NOT in a good way at all. They say it has something to do with "timelines" and that since i live in the middle of America im somehow like the "sender outer" or "the corrupter", like im the leader of the bad people...its really bizarre, is there such a person? What is causing these beliefs?